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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
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- 90,785
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- 12/12
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- 4
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- 1,362
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06 Jun 2026
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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- English
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- 55,931
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- 26/50
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- 7,019
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06 Jun 2026
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Gay During That Goal, Too by batsbeerandbaddecisions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 May 2026
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Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.
- Language:
- English
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- 15,974
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 1
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06 Jun 2026
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Shane is an omega passing for a beta thanks to suppressants, until he finds himself hospitalized and can no longer pretend.
The NHL is not ready for omega Shane Hollander. Not even close.
Least of all Ilya Rozanov.
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- English
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- 68,482
- Chapters:
- 21/21
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05 Jun 2026
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Often, Lately by AngelWithoutAShotgun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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“Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.”
April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.
Ilya goes through with ending it.
Shane lets him.
What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.
They learn how to live without each other.
(Or at least, how to pretend.)
And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.
And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.
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- English
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- 26,126
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- 7/7
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- 830
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04 Jun 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 26,824
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- 1/1
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04 Jun 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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- English
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- 42,209
- Chapters:
- 16/?
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- 2,138
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04 Jun 2026
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my momsold me to Scott Hunter, a Shane Hollander fanfiction by luulapants, mockspeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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rpfactorfiction
Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.
So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.
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- English
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- 18,061
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,014
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- 2,862
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01 Jun 2026
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Just Guys Being Dudes by FightMeImSmall
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.
Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.
AKA
Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him
- Language:
- English
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- 70,468
- Chapters:
- 14/?
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- 2,015
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- 11,577
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28 May 2026
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Fuckin' politics and gender roles by 3_wishes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander has never spent much time thinking about his designation.
Until he collapses on Bell Centre ice, and his life, and all of his secrets, shatter spectacularly apart.
This is his (their) story, told around those fragments.
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17 May 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
- Language:
- English
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- 57,322
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,491
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- 10,721
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- 3,737
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14 May 2026
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Cliff's Rookie year was kinda fucking awful. Being the new guy sucks.
Lucky for him, there's a new new guy to take the heat now.
Even luckier for him, the new guy is kinda fucking crazy...
Or, Ilya Rozanov Vs The Locker Room, featuring the epic bromancing of one Cliff Marlow.
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- Part 1 of Duty of Care
- Language:
- English
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- 14,962
- Chapters:
- 3/6
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- 415
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- 560
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- 40,012
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14 May 2026
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This is Love by 4242424242424242424242424242424
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Mar 2026
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The name of your soulmate only appears after you realize you're in love with them.
"Shane Hollander" appears on Ilya's chest before the Sochi Olympics, and Russia finds out.
Six months later, he turns up in Montreal shaken and afraid.
A year later, he comes out to the world.
Everything should be perfect.
It should be.
It isn't.Marked as complete but who knows
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10 May 2026
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And then? (and then I love you anyways) by Confusedmonkey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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“We could…be friends, maybe.” Shane’s voice was small, hesitant on almost every sound.
“Wha–” Ilya’s reply was less of a word and more of a stupid, confused noise like he’d been punched. That probably would’ve caught him less off guard than what Shane actually said.
“Y’know, text about the hockey gossip? You call, I answer? Friends.”
Something terrifyingly bright exploded into Ilya’s chest. Something dangerous, that felt like maybe it could keep him warm through the summer in Russia, through the chill that permeated his childhood home no matter how warm it was outside.
“And also we like to suck each other’s dicks,” he quipped, trying to deflect.
“Fuck off, Rozanov.”
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Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart. What happens if they choose to be a little bit brave on a Vegas rooftop in 2010, and keep choosing it?
***NAME CHANGE!! Previously: Maybes and Should Haves***
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the players in the dunes by uzimaki
Fandom Dune - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Apr 2026
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all the stories from my heated rivalry x dune crossover!
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09 May 2026
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08 May 2026
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After a thorough evaluation of Mr. Hunter’s medical records as well as a physical examination by independent MLH medical staff, it is the duty of this investigation committee to confirm Mr. Hunter’s disclosure: that he is now and has always been a primary gender male and a secondary gender Omega.
Scott Hunter has lived his life the only way he knows how, but all things must change.
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08 May 2026
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He’s curled up in a hospital bed, one of the wide ones, for nesting. The metal rails on either side are helping to keep the pillows and blankets in a vaguely nest shape.
It scents a lot like another Omega, somehow familiar, but not Shane. David most likely, since Shane does not look in any fit state to build a nest. But Ilya’s brain dismisses the scent of another Omega. Not a threat; doesn’t matter.
Ilya strips his shirt and ditches it in the same moment as he works his shoes off by stepping on the heels. He drops his sweatpants too. He hears Yuna growl. He really doesn’t care.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,063
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 300
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- 2,183
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- 480
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- 39,500
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06 May 2026
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Love’s A Show (I Would Die For You In Secret) by orayofsunshine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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When a fan video accidentally reveals an intimate photo, Shane must come to terms with the world knowing his biggest secret.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,989
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 300
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- 3,260
- Bookmarks:
- 798
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- 38,946
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04 May 2026
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Keep a leftover light burning, so you can keep looking up by locaxlaficcion
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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On the day of his father's funeral, Ilya wakes up to his brother's fists and his life turning upside down. While he deals with the consequences of being outed because of a video filmed years ago, Shane and his cottage are a refuge in the storm his life has become.
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04 May 2026