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midnight cruiser by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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It’s not because of Hollander.
He and Sveta started talking about it the summer before Ilya left for America. In between rounds of shots, handsfree at the bar, or tipped into each other’s mouth. And then in America, in between women and men, in between sheets. Svetlana shouts outfit ideas into his ear over a brain-melting baseline in New York — matching pink stripes, clogs, him in the dress and her in the suit, Admirals jerseys — until he’s laughing vodka out his nose. He sends her increasingly ugly engagement ring pictures while he’s waiting in the airport and threatens to buy her all of them.
Then Marly shows him the photos with Rose Landry, and like everything else in Ilya’s small, pathetic life, Hollander’s there in it. Wormed right into the centre.
Or: By the time Shane's broken up with Rose, Ilya's already married Svetlana.
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- Part 1 of anon HR fics
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20 Jun 2026
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The Personal Significance of Songs Sung on Bathroom Floors by EpitomeOfYikes
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
18 Jul 2022
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"Wheeler, please tell me you know Harrington's favorite song,” Munson sounds anxious.
"I-I-I, no I can't think of anything. We never really talked much about his music taste. I don’t even know what kind of music he likes, let alone the right song for this!"
Something in Nancy’s reply makes a memory appear in Robin's mind and clicks a thought into place.
Hatch had been walking them through the listening room, 'We found that music has a particularly calming effect on the broken mind. The right song, particularly...'
"... one that holds some personal meaning," Robin finishes out loud.OR
When Steve get's Vecna'd Robin remembers what Hatch said at Penhurst and hopes that that day a year ago at Starcourt holds as much personal meaning to Steve as it does to her.
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20 Jun 2026
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Unspoken Rules by Fleeting_Snow
Fandoms: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game), Twisted-Wonderland: The Animation (Anime)
18 Jun 2026
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"Maybe!" Ortho chimes in, "If you keep playing like that, you might win!"
Idia's immediate reaction is to scoff. Obviously, he was going to win.
Unfortunately, he hadn't been quiet and now Azul's sweet smile is being directed at him. Maybe at a glance it would seem friendly. But for some reason it caused Idia's anxiety to spike. Like there was something sinister under that smile.
"Is something wrong?" Azul asks.
Idia just shakes his head again.
___________________________________The boardgame club had always been a safe haven for introverts. A quiet place where they could get away from the overbearing pushy types that dominated Night Raven College. So you can only imagine Idia's horror, when he and Ortho accidentally bring an extrovert into their club, by inviting him to play a game with them.
They had just felt bad for him, after seeing him get bullied by two terrifying twins...
Takes place during Azul's freshman year and Idia's second year.
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20 Jun 2026
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work in progress by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
16 Jun 2025
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With the mutation, Peter’s body is a weapon. He’s learned to sharpen it in some parts and dull it in others, to use it in a way that helps instead of hurts. But with a body that was eager to turn on itself even before all the events of the past few years, he has to be extremely careful; it’s a weapon that could very easily be used against him.
Which is why no one, under any circumstances, can find out what his weak spots are.
Not even Deadpool.
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- Part 5 of the chronic illness club
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20 Jun 2026
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mélange by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Apr 2026
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20 Jun 2026
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panorama by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Apr 2026
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Bood only laughs and lets the video loop over from the start, reaching out to clap a hand down onto Ilya’s shoulder. “You’ll understand one of these days, kid.”
Ilya's beer tastes sour on his tongue.
I already understand, Ilya thinks desperately. I have a daughter and she is the best thing to happen to me except for the man that I made her with and I am full of so much love that I could burst.
And he can say none of it out loud.
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- Part 4 of mélange
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20 Jun 2026
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sonatina by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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“No, malyshka. Not sad.” Ilya turns and kisses her palm. “I am happy.”
Ilya stills after the words leave his mouth, skin prickling with warmth. He means it, he realizes.
He’s spent so much of the last decade convincing himself that he was not sad. But being happy, being happy like this—effortlessly, accidentally, on purpose—is different. Ilya can’t remember the last time he’d thought it and meant it. I am happy.
“Ilya?” Shane asks softly.
“I’m okay. I—” Ilya sniffs, wipes at his cheeks. It’s all useless when he looks down at Emi again, when he sees himself staring back. His lip trembles. “My mama would have loved her.”
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- Part 3 of mélange
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20 Jun 2026
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patchwork by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Ilya can’t be so separate from it all anymore, can’t get by on hotel room visits and brief phone calls when they’re in different time zones. It isn’t enough. Not anymore. Not when every iteration of the future they could have waiting for them one day had collapsed in on itself when Shane hit the ice.
Ty moya zhizn', his mother used to tell him. But it isn’t quite enough in this sense, Ilya decides. He looks at Shane, at Emi, and he thinks instead: Ty moya prodolzhenie.
Not just you are my life, but you are my future.
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- Part 2 of mélange
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20 Jun 2026
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mosaic by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander goes on LTIR just before the Sochi Olympics with no public statement and an outpour of fan theories and media speculation. For the next two years of radio silence, Ilya grapples with the ghost of a relationship that could never be but almost was, wondering what he’d done wrong, yes—but mostly just coming to terms with the fact that his worry fits best by another name; one that neither of them can afford to call it.
In 2017, Shane returns to reclaim his position on the ice opposite Ilya, but things are different now. Ilya worries that there's someone else, and there is.
Just not in the way he'd expected.
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- Part 1 of mélange
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20 Jun 2026
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viral lunch by ash_always
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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harris makes ilya record a lunch unboxing video for the centaurs' social media, and the internet loses its mind over the fact that shane packs his lunch for him
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19 Jun 2026
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forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.
So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.
Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.
(Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)
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19 Jun 2026
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a simple man by writer_in_theory
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“What does it fucking matter?”
The voice is more familiar like this, in the brief burst of anger that came with those words. David had heard it on TV and in videos on his phone countless times over the last decade. He may not have put it together, except this entire hotel was reserved specifically for the All-Star teams and their families, and there weren’t many Russians in attendance except for-
David’s son was secretly dating Ilya Rozanov.
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Or, why David was so calm when the rest of the world found out about Shane and Ilya.
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- Part 3 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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19 Jun 2026
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The Four Truths of Hockey by writer_in_theory
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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Yuna and David offer to help Ilya recover from his concussion, which upends everything Yuna previously thought she knew.
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- Part 2 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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19 Jun 2026
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Ilya looks at him, that carefree smirk pulling at his lips, and time slows.
JJ is barreling toward Ilya, and it’s obvious he hasn’t processed that Ilya’s turned away from him. And Ilya, oh God Ilya can’t see, and the world is moving at a snail’s pace around Shane but there’s no time, he can’t open his mouth to warn him and—
—and JJ collides harshly with Ilya, sending him richocheting into the boards and Shane's world stops.
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Or, what if it was Ilya who was hurt instead of Shane?
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- Part 1 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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19 Jun 2026
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Footnote by rated_diamond
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Now, he felt, he would never have the chance. They didn’t even talk. They didn’t make it to the cottage where they were supposed to talk. Ilya was going to talk. He was going to express his fears, his love. Because he had so much of it. He was so in love it hurt sometimes. He didn’t know what to do with it. Most days it felt like it was just constantly overflowing out and onto the floor. And he knew, or at least hoped, that Shane felt the same. How could he not when he was the one to invite Ilya to the cottage?
The cottage they didn’t make it to, and that meant they lost their chance. Their chance at trying something out. At trying to finally be fucking happy.OR:
David and Yuna Hollander find out about Shane and Ilya's relationship in a completely different way.
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- Part 1 of All the in-betweens
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19 Jun 2026
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Softer, Harder by jellyrose222
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”
The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.
Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.
“I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”
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19 Jun 2026
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The Weight of Worth by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Dec 2025
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A scrape of blades near the boards made Shane start. A kid coasted up, tapping the glass with a glove. He was maybe ten, lean with messy dark hair plastered to his forehead, cheeks flushed. He had Ilya’s eyebrows, Ilya’s stubborn chin, Ilya’s dare-you look already sharpened.
“You spying on Coach Rozanov?” the kid demanded, planting one mittened hand on his hip.
Shane opened his mouth, nearly laughed at how the question mirrored the suspicion roiling inside him. “Just watching,” he said softly.
The boy’s eyes narrowed. “He’s the best,” he declared, daring contradiction.
“Yeah?” Shane’s voice barely stretched beyond a whisper.
“Even hurt,” the kid continued. “My dad says he’s a mean jerk, but he showed me how to shoot so it doesn’t wobble.”
Overhearing the cruelty aimed at an injured Ilya wrecks Shane. Seeing him patiently tie a child's skate wrecks him even more.
The world called Ilya Rozanov a liability.
Shane Hollander saw a lifeline.Bookmarked by FirstDeadRobin
19 Jun 2026
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Phoenix Asks Franziska for Her Blessing to Marry Edgeworth by Potato_of_Regrets
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
10 Jun 2026
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Traditionally, when intending to marry someone, you would ask their family for permission or their blessing for the marriage. While Phoenix and Edgeworth have no biological family remaining, his years of work have taught Phoenix that family isn't constrained by simply bloodlines. There is, after all, someone that still is family to Edgeworth.
The problem still remains, however, that Franziska is absolutely, positively, terrifying.
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19 Jun 2026
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After Blaise’s trial, Sebastian is left alone.
Not literally, of course - he still has Kay, and Mr. Edgeworth, and Justine, and some of his coworkers, but in terms of family… there’s no one left. And so, by nature of being the sole DeBeste heir, Sebastian finds himself in sudden possession of all of his father’s belongings - including his house.
Sebastian does not want to be in the DeBeste house.
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sebastian finds a better home in miles's large house, and an even better father.
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19 Jun 2026
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Miles spends time with Phoenix's daughter, and Phoenix gets to know Miles' kids.
For narumitsu week 2019 day 7: domestic
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- Part 6 of Narumitsu Week 2019
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19 Jun 2026