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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Ilya popped the lid off and seductively licked all the way around his container, breaking the seal of the Jell-O, and then sucked the contents down without breaking eye contact. Shane did the same, his tongue knowing how to move before his brain did, automatically slowing down and drawing it out as he hollowed his cheeks to suck the lime concoction.

    “Damn, Hollzy!” Troy hollered. “Roz, you are a lucky man.”

    “The luckiest,” Ilya said, through heavy breaths.

    He held eye contact with Shane for a long moment, before grabbing his face and kissing him hard. Shane breathed deep to steady himself, scanning the room. Everyone was focused on the stage, and various gay couples around them made out far more fervently. Shane did a double take to realize Luca was already included in that mix. He leaned in to kiss Ilya again. Ilya immediately licked into him. The lime aftertaste in Shane’s mouth mixed with the cherry on Ilya’s tongue as he melted into him.

    OR, as the dust still settles in the first few months of marriage and playing with the Centaurs, Shane explores a side of himself he was used to hiding as Harris takes the queer Centaurs out in San Francisco.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.

    So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.

    Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.

    (Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Cas: I love you
    Dean: Two Montreal players legitimately tried to kill Ilya Rozanov on the ice and Shane Hollander went on a rampage through the entire Metros team to get to his husband.

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    13 Jun 2026