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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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16 Sep 2025
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Seok Yujin knows three things for absolute certain:
- He graduates high school in two weeks,
- His nineteenth birthday is in a month and a half, and
- His dad has never told him who his other father is.
(Or: Mamma Mia, here Matthew goes again.)
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21 Jun 2025
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On the very edge of making it or going broke, rookie actor Zhang Hao auditions for a lead role in the Japanese bl indie film, Afterglow.
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16 Feb 2025
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One day, it will be like this. Hanbin will bring home a boyfriend, and they’ll have dinner with his parents, and his mom will ask about his family, and his dad will laugh at his jokes, and later they’ll fall into bed just like this, fighting the urge to touch each other and add indecent memories to this innocent room.
Hanbin stares at Hao, the shape of his nose and mouth becoming clearer as his eyes adjust to the dark. When Hao closes the remaining space between them, Hanbin feels the soft press of his lips like a burn, fanning out through his cheeks, down his throat, across his chest.
It would be great if Hao could be my boyfriend.
When Hanbin gasps into his mouth, it’s not because of the hand Hao has brought down to skim along his crotch, cock already half-hard.or: Hanbin brings Hao home for the holidays. Just as a friend. (And one definitely without benefits.)
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14 Feb 2025
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Zhang Hao chuckles, leaning into him. “Then I'm greatly looking forward to it.” They both look when Seungeon shouts out his name, waving him over. “Well, that's my cue. Like I said, text me, okay?”
Hanbin swallows. “Okay.” Zhang Hao's warmth leaves him, though his eyes are still mapping out Hanbin's features like he's afraid of forgetting how he looks. “I had a lot of fun, too. Thanks for being so…understanding.” He winces at the reminder of what led them to talking in the first place.
“Understanding?” Zhang Hao questions, head tilted. Then he snorts. “Oh, that. You need to stop worrying about that. In fact, I'd prefer if you set your wallpaper back to how it was. Or do I need to send you a new picture?” He grins at Hanbin's surprised expression, before turning on his heel and barging in between Seungeon and Yujin.
After Hanbin's lockscreen of another idol is broadcast to the world, he's expecting to be thoroughly embarrassed. What he's not expecting is for said idol to show a very sudden interest in him.
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09 Feb 2025
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Zhang Hao is a forgotten god, leaving his slumber to observe mortals since he saw a bright light of unwavering faith. Hanbin is a devout monk, praying alone for the survival of his village as winter sets in, hoping that the Mountain God hears him.
Zhang Hao is not that Mountain God. But for Hanbin, he’d like to be.
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The mortal swallowed, his reddened hands crumpling the robes on his lap.
“Are you the God of Winter?”
The deity approached Hanbin’s face. The words crystallized in the air, prickled Hanbin’s skin.
“I was here before the seasons. Before science, before tradition, before stories could be written about me. I walked with Death and Night at the birth of language. Winter only borrows my essence for a moment. I am beyond.”
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04 Feb 2025
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Hanbin invites him to dinner.
“It’ll be my treat, Matthew.” And now Matthew can hear the pout. “Please. I’d love to see you.”
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04 Jan 2025
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It takes two debuts and two disbandments for a ghost of Zhang Hao's past to return.
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14 Dec 2024
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It's fitting that he realises he loves Hanbin while he's watching him tear out another tribute's throat with his teeth. He had expected that it would be earth-shattering, maybe, something similar to the depictions in the romance novels he used to read. But Zhang Hao only traces Hanbin's form on the screen, his staunch refusal to cede victory, and thinks oh, I love him.
If only Zhang Hao knew winning the Games would be the easy part.
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22 Aug 2024
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Amid their turbulent and messy public divorce, actor Sung Hanbin and former-idol-turned-soloist Zhang Hao fall in love – for the first time.
(Or, in the space of a single summer, a mutually-beneficial PR relationship between two celebrities goes from bad to worse.)
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14 Aug 2024
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With their cheap ceramic bowls in his hands, Matthew asks, “Is this for real? What is that?”
“It’s a listing. You can hire someone on here to be a mysterious figure at your event. To build up your street cred, I suppose.”
“Wow,” Matthew whistles, clumsily searching around before balancing Hanbin’s bowl precariously on Hanbin’s lap. Hanbin yelps at the sudden heat. “And you can make money from this?”
Sung Hanbin, broke college student, hires a stranger off an app for a wedding. The following events are real and true.
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26 Jun 2024
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“What do you want tonight?” Zhang Hao whispers against his mouth.
Hanbin pouts, only because he knows Zhang Hao won't be able to resist biting at his bottom lip when he does. Sure enough, there's a slight delay in his answer. “Ah? So gege was the one who asked me to join him tonight but he doesn't even know what to do with me?”
Zhang Hao smiles, his thumb idly rubbing circles into Hanbin's hip. “Well, I didn't say that. But I'm leaving it up to you.”
Nowadays, there's only one way for him to truly relax.
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16 May 2024
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Matthew can’t help but wonder if Hanbin ever says what he actually means, his thoughts laid out in all their ugly, raw forms. Matthew’s always in his ugliest, rawest form when he’s with Hanbin.
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27 Apr 2024
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on care and curiosity by fragilities for mangzhong
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
09 Mar 2024
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Zhang Hao never planned on getting a cat.
But then he sees grey ears, fluffy tail, and the cutest pink nose in a pet shop window, and it erases all of his reservations, eliminates any hesitation. Because he has to have him. He has to.
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- Part 2 of a soft abandon
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17 Apr 2024
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The language Zhang Hao knows best is that of victory, where first is only a place to reach and a prize to win. No other type of first has ever mattered. Then came Hanbin.
“Hanbin,” Zhang Hao says, soft, dazed.
For a few moments, that’s the only word he can think of. You’ll give me this too? is what he means. Hanbin stares up at him, eyes warm and dark, and Zhang Hao thinks he must understand. When it comes to firsts, Zhang Hao ripped through his own like the wrapping off a present, quick and efficient, impatient to get to something better. He’s determined to be careful with Hanbin’s, to tuck them close to his chest like something not just to be taken but also kept.
“Hanbin-ah,” he says again, shakier now. “You don’t even know half the things you’re doing to me.”
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10 Dec 2023
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“hyung,” hanbin tries again, taking a step forward. “i loved you, i know you felt the same way. just tell me what changed.”
zhang hao looks over, then turns away again quickly. he reaches a hand out and pushes it against hanbin’s chest until he takes a step back. “are you done?” he asks.
“for now,” hanbin says.
zhang hao crosses his arms, closes his eyes. “what if–” he stops, takes a shaky breath. “what if i didn’t love you?”
eight months later, hanbin and zhang hao find closure.
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01 Dec 2023
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Jisung blinks. Once. The pink darkens, chiffon blurring into raspberry, into a coruscating kaleidoscope of crimson until he looks how Minho feels. How he’s been feeling for five years.
“What?”
“You are,” Minho repeats because it’s hard to remember why he had spent so long stopping himself from saying these words when they’re at the bottom of the world, all by themselves. “You’re special. To me.”
Jisung lips part. “Oh,” he says faintly.
or: they're in Australia.
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26 Nov 2023
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you're here to hold me tight by chasiuhao (chasiubao)
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
27 Jul 2023
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Compelled by instinct, Zhang Hao raises one hand and gently presses down on Hanbin’s throat, careful to exert only the barest breath of pressure. Just enough to remind Hanbin that any vulnerability he shows, any soft spots he bares for Zhang Hao’s eyes, will be jealously protected and wholly consumed. Just enough to remind Hanbin that he is owned, and that he owns in return.
Post-finale, away from the constant gaze of Mnet’s cameras, Zhang Hao and Sung Hanbin are finally able to explore each other. Featuring: the mortifying ordeal of having hot, filthy sex with your soulmate for the first time, unbearable amounts of tenderness, and Zhang Hao and Hanbin being each other’s safe places.
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22 Aug 2023
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if your speech slurs by starcreator
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), EVNNE (Band)
12 Jul 2023
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Calling: ZB1 Kim Taerae
Oh. Wow.
Hanbin isn’t sure if it’s a mistake or not, so he waits for a second to see if his screen will go dark again.
It doesn’t. His phone buzzes between sweaty fingers, insistent.
Hanbin picks up, something swooping in his gut. “Hello?” Taerae never calls him. They text, sure, but Hanbin mostly gets Taerae updates through the other trainees. It feels weird, texting him. Calling him is even weirder.
There’s a few seconds where all Hanbin can hear is loud background noises. It sounds like Taerae is in a crowded restaurant or something. There’s a breath, hushed, and then Taerae says, “Hi, can’y’hear me?”
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22 Aug 2023
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with joyful mien by JELLYPOP (blaspheme) for jadelypop
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
08 Aug 2023
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Woongki looks down at the napkin, at the eight names arranged in the four corners and edges of the square, at the overlapping lines and arrows. “So, where are you?” He asks, absently drawing a heart through the condensation left on his glass. “Where do you belong in this?”
Taerae blinks, not really expecting the question, but the answer comes to him soon enough. “Here.” He takes another napkin and scrawls his name across; KIM TAERAE. “That’s where I belong.”
He makes sure to put that napkin at the other end of the table, far away from the one with his members. Woongki blinks down at the table and then snorts, shaking his head.
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- Part 2 of the parallel line, falling (You & Me)
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19 Aug 2023