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Yunho is straight and if Mingi were ever stupid enough to confess, it would be a disaster. It would be an awkward laugh spilling out of Yunho's mouth and maddening gentleness as Yunho says, ah, sorry, Mingi-yah, you know I don't feel the same way. And then probably even more distance, Yunho pulling away slowly, steadily, like a tide going back to sea until Mingi's alone on the shore.
(Or: Mingi has been in love with Yunho for years, and he thought he understood the ground they stood on, the roles they play. Until, one night on tour, he witnesses something that shifts that supposedly stable earth beneath his feet.)
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It takes him a couple months to realize that he's popular even beyond his small circle. That people whisper about him on campus because they find him handsome. That they don't suspect anything at all—he's just a pretty boy they can admire, giggle over, crush on.
It's heady, this victory.
And it's easier, after that, to sink into the burgeoning love he has for his own body. This body that he has so carefully shaped: surgery; hormone therapy; late night or early morning gym sessions to get some muscle definition, sneaking swims in the school pool after hours so no one would see the scars on his chest; hours of following vocal lessons online to change his voice; hours practicing how to walk, how to carry himself, how to blend in with his cis peers. He carved Zhang Hao into existence piece by bloody piece and he's proud of who he's become.
Or: It has been a long, difficult road from a quiet house in Fujian to arena stages in Seoul. Now, Zhang Hao struggles to balance idol life with secrets that he has kept buried for years, and then there is this love for Sung Hanbin that just won't die.
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Zhang Hao works the night shift at a 7/11, using the safety of Seoul's liminal hours to sate his curse of magical hunger, and Hanbin is a frequent customer. Feelings bloom.
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Matthew does not hate his body. At least, not most days. It is a body that has been fought for, bled for, carefully shaped over years of struggle, tears, and cautious victory. Being kind to it is a conscious effort, sometimes done with gritted teeth and simmering resentment, but he is trying, god help him, he is trying
After one night in 2022 alters Matthew's life forever, he has spent a slow, years-long journey towards some new kind of whole. Now, in 2028, he has achieved an unconventional but loving support system, a fulfilling career, and a wound that is mostly stitched closed. But when his world collides with Sung Hanbin's again, everything changes.
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He will never be what he was before all this fame, he has accepted that. That Hanbin is gone forever, as all past versions eventually are. But he doesn’t feel like he’s suffocating anymore. The paranoia is fading. He likes the version of Sung Hanbin he is steadily becoming.
He likes that he can push against the box encasing him and feel it give, just a little, just enough.
Or: Hanbin and Hao steal away to celebrate their anniversary, and Hanbin reflects on all the battles that have led him here—to this house on the sea with the man that he loves.
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In which there is magic and rifts and monsters, and instead of becoming idols, boys and girls are bound together in magic circles and trained to fight them. (Will probably expand to feature several different kpop groups.)
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an OT3 centric au featuring grief, healing, polyamorous negotiations, some angst and plenty of fluff.
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across the stars by sharpa
Fandom TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
17 Sep 2022
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a bts and txt star wars au, mostly set five years after the rise of the empire and the events of revenge of the sith.
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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Bookmarked by sharpa
16 Sep 2025
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Seok Yujin knows three things for absolute certain:
- He graduates high school in two weeks,
- His nineteenth birthday is in a month and a half, and
- His dad has never told him who his other father is.
(Or: Mamma Mia, here Matthew goes again.)
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Bookmarked by sharpa
21 Jun 2025
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On the very edge of making it or going broke, rookie actor Zhang Hao auditions for a lead role in the Japanese bl indie film, Afterglow.
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Bookmarked by sharpa
16 Feb 2025
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One day, it will be like this. Hanbin will bring home a boyfriend, and they’ll have dinner with his parents, and his mom will ask about his family, and his dad will laugh at his jokes, and later they’ll fall into bed just like this, fighting the urge to touch each other and add indecent memories to this innocent room.
Hanbin stares at Hao, the shape of his nose and mouth becoming clearer as his eyes adjust to the dark. When Hao closes the remaining space between them, Hanbin feels the soft press of his lips like a burn, fanning out through his cheeks, down his throat, across his chest.
It would be great if Hao could be my boyfriend.
When Hanbin gasps into his mouth, it’s not because of the hand Hao has brought down to skim along his crotch, cock already half-hard.or: Hanbin brings Hao home for the holidays. Just as a friend. (And one definitely without benefits.)
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Bookmarked by sharpa
14 Feb 2025
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Zhang Hao chuckles, leaning into him. “Then I'm greatly looking forward to it.” They both look when Seungeon shouts out his name, waving him over. “Well, that's my cue. Like I said, text me, okay?”
Hanbin swallows. “Okay.” Zhang Hao's warmth leaves him, though his eyes are still mapping out Hanbin's features like he's afraid of forgetting how he looks. “I had a lot of fun, too. Thanks for being so…understanding.” He winces at the reminder of what led them to talking in the first place.
“Understanding?” Zhang Hao questions, head tilted. Then he snorts. “Oh, that. You need to stop worrying about that. In fact, I'd prefer if you set your wallpaper back to how it was. Or do I need to send you a new picture?” He grins at Hanbin's surprised expression, before turning on his heel and barging in between Seungeon and Yujin.
After Hanbin's lockscreen of another idol is broadcast to the world, he's expecting to be thoroughly embarrassed. What he's not expecting is for said idol to show a very sudden interest in him.
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Bookmarked by sharpa
09 Feb 2025