perfectlyakidult
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And I Will Drown Myself In Your Rain Once More by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: Hearts2Hearts (Band)
04 Jun 2026
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Even when the world is already dead silent and closed its eye for a while, Carmen hasn't fallen asleep just yet. She stole glances at the roof of her room and to the mirror exposing the beautiful sky outside, although, she's not sure what she really wants to see. She wants to drown herself on a sea with no end until her body finally gives in, but she's not quite determined for it. There's still things left unsaid and undone by her, and by then, she'll finally be at peace, forever. Maybe, Carmen should've already talked about this with someone. Even if she needs to be strong, for the sake for those who rely on her.
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The Day I Loved You Dearly and Lost You Unwillingly by perfectlyakidult
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki doesn't like this place. He hates being here. People often say that just being able to breathe is a blessing itself; well surprise surprise! That's not even relatable in the slightest for Yoshiki. The suffocating crowd, the everlasting shame about him being a loner, and the unrequited love that seems hopeless. And what's worse than seeing the love his life being replaced by something else he doesn't even know what?
Or, Yoshiki trying to cope with the fact that Hikaru isn't there anymore.
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i probably lack something fundamental that makes you human by springsnows
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)
27 Jul 2025
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They are stopped at a crosswalk across from their university. “I get that. I have so many expectations upon myself that it is hard to keep track, and I don’t blame you for avoiding it instead.” The light turns to walk but Chan does not make an effort to move. “Do you want to do something else, actually? I don’t really want to study right now.” I want to spend time with you goes unsaid.
From the moment Chan met Wonwoo, he was infected by parasites. The parasites ate away at him until all that was left was an empty husk of something that resembled a person, and the remnants of a need for Wonwoo.
or; chan has always wanted to be someone else. someone better, anyone other than the person he is. he keeps pretending, surrounded by friends who never really knew him.
then wonwoo appears, soft-spoken and sharp-eyed, offering cream puffs and conversation that feels like breathing for the first time. for a moment, chan forgets to lie. for a moment, he’s just a boy beside another boy beneath a starry sky, wanting something real.
(title from a twitter post i saw)
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- Part 3 of seventeen
Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
16 Jun 2026
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such a comforting fic to atleast log off my mind from the overly negative thoughts for a while to something that i have never acknowledged properly before.
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It was so performative, it made his skin crawl.
But he wanted to send it. Wanted to apologize. Because, somewhere down there, he wasn’t sure at all that Wonwoo cared. He needed to apologize, to not be a burden, because, well… he was. Wasn’t he? A burden, a bother, a row of unread texts left to the last minute.
Was it performative, was it attention-seeking, if he didn’t think he deserved any attention at all? Was it performative, if he knew the ending, but still couldn’t be sure of it?
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or, vernon struggles to walk the line between being a burden and asking for help.
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Wonwoo only ever wanted a quiet, peaceful life. When he finally finds it, he never expects that love would come along with it—unexpected, gentle, and completely life-changing. After all, they say the best way to a person’s heart is through their stomach, and that’s exactly what Mingyu did.
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No matter how far from home they were. As long as they were together, it was enough.
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Bookmarked by perfectlyakidult
09 Jun 2026
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perfectly depressed is the only explanation worthy for this. it hurts too perfectly.
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After completing their Japan tour and hectic schedule, Wonwoo decided to give Mingyu a very special Christmas gift… one that definitely earned him a spot on Mingyu’s naughty list.
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- Part 3 of urijib