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    After returning home from Under the Mountain, everyone is struggling to cope with the trauma of Amarantha's reign. Rhys lingers in the shadows at the Spring Court, concerned about Feyre's mental health, and his presence spurs events to unfold in unexpected ways.

    The plot covers the events of A Court of Mist and Fury with major alterations. In this AU, we see what could have happened if characters were honest with each other, and talked things out rather than speaking in riddles or just avoiding topics altogether. We also get some actual apologies for egregious behavior that got glossed over in canon (looking at you, Rhys Under the Mountain) and big reveals that get put off to later books or not at all (looking at you, Lucien's paternity).

    Relationships in this AU are fully consensual rather than based on bargains made under duress, half-truths, or huge power imbalances, so romances that had an enemies-to-lovers flavor feel more like friends to lovers.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    When Feyre finds out that Rhys and the Inner Circle have hidden the truth about her pregnancy complications from her, she leaves home and searches for answers and support elsewhere. Along the way, she finds out that she's not the only one whose family has been keeping secrets. The ramifications of her decision extend all the way to Autumn and Day, with far reaching consequences. The Night Court will also be forever changed as Feyre comes fully into her own power as High Lady, building alliances and an agenda of her own.

    A partial rewrite of ACOSF that kicks off with Feyre's pregnancy storyline, and diverges from the moment Nesta reveals the deception to her. I'm planning a rewrite of Nesta's full story in ACOSF, so she'll just make appearances here.

    Themes of pregnancy termination, pregnancy loss, child abuse, abuse of adult children, and death in childbirth will be discussed.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    The Cauldron has a sense of humor, it seems.

    After five hundred years of hatred and resentment, and a few confusing years barely tolerating each others' presence, a mating bond snaps into place, surprising both a High Lord and a powerful warrior and spymaster. Both males struggle with their complicated histories, filled with abuse and pain, as well as their families' and courts' expectations and prejudices.

    Featuring:
    -Azriel and Eris's tragic backstories
    -Helion giving relationship advice
    -Azriel's brothers get what they deserve
    -Feyre, Mor and the Valkyries kicking ass together
    -Eris's wing fetish
    -Azriel going feral when his mate is threatened
    -Azriel's shadows being matchmakers
    -Nesta's lost Solstice present coming in handy
    -Koschei going all Voldemort
    -What Azriel whispered in Eris's ear at the High Lord's meeting
    -Why Eris really left Mor in the woods
    and more.

    I had no idea Azris was going to become my favorite ship to write when I started, but here we are. This is a sequel to A Court of Family Secrets. If you haven't read that, I have a few chapters to recommend to get up to speed. Welcome aboard the good ship Azris, happy sailing!

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    14 Jun 2026

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    A Neris story!

    This story will diverge from canon ACOSF. It begins when Cassian takes Nesta on the hike.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Cas is gone. Dead. Dean doesn't want to think about that. He doesn't want to think about anything really. He wants to let go. But Dean is one of those people that doesn't know how to do that, especially when it comes to family. His Family. His Cas. Because damn it, damn the fucking world and Chuck and all of it, the angel was HIS. And when he, oh when Dean really wants something, he's going to burn his life down before letting it go. Or letting someone take that "something" away from him.

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    04 May 2026