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    “You are very particular with when you eat,” Ilya says, finally.

    Shane tilts his head, moderately offended as he scrambles to say, “No, I’m not.”

    “You are.”

    “I’m not–”

    “It is not question, Hollander,” Ilya says, and there’s no room for discussion. He’s moving on, popping another chip into his mouth. “It is fact.”

     

    or, Ilya making observations about Shane's eating habits.

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    30 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 98

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    Another stretch of silence settles. Comfortable. Safe. And maybe that’s why Shane says it. Because he’s tired. Because Ilya’s hand is still moving gently through his hair. Because this apartment is the only place in the world where he sometimes forgets to keep things locked behind his teeth.

    “The director said my face looked too full on camera today.”

    The words leave him absentmindedly, quiet enough to almost disappear beneath the sound of rain. But the hand in his hair stops immediately. And Shane realizes, far too late, that he shouldn’t have said anything at all. For the silence that follows feels wrong instantly. Not quiet. Not comfortable. Sharp.

    Shane feels Ilya go still beneath him, every trace of sleepiness gone in the span of a second. The hand resting at the back of his neck tightens slightly before slipping away altogether.

    “What?” Ilya asks.

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    30 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    When Shane gets annoyed at Ilya he has certain tells, by now the Russian has them all memorised. But this recent development has him thrown for a loop.

    Hollanov being in love basically.

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    30 May 2026

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    Lately, playing hockey wasn't even as much fun as it used to be. Games were always the highlight, but even that, it didn’t feel as good since his team had been falling apart.

    And all that because he came out as gay.

    He didn’t really fault them for taking some time to accept it, so Shane let them talk. If that helped them digest the news, so be it.
    He let them distance themselves from him, let them gossip around to other teams, let them make him the butt of jokes he didn’t understand.

    Shane didn’t mind, all things considered.

    Everything was fine.

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    29 May 2026

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    Ilya knew that he had just been conjuring up worries due to his own insecurities, and knew better than to take those out on Shane. At least he should.

    Then why had he not been able to get over it? Whenever he spent time with Shane everything was as beautiful and loving as it had been. He felt calm, collected, like it had just been one big misunderstanding. But then, the second he left, those suspicions crept back in.

    Shane tries to surprise Ilya. It goes terribly wrong. (Until it doesn't.)

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    17 May 2026