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    Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    For as long as she can remember, people have looked at Svetlana Vetrova and only seen her in pieces. Her hair, her skin, her name, her accent. Fragmented sections, sometimes complementary but often contradictory. People embrace what they want, and ask her to tuck away the parts that don’t make sense to them. But Svetlana is not half or part anything, she is wholly and completely herself.

    This is a love story, of a sort.

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    In the shadow of the Kremlin, Svetlana Vetrova's life has never felt stable... Her stepmother resents her. Her mother's all the way in America. Her father loves her, sure, but he can be possessive and fickle. Yet, with all the inconsistencies, she's always had one constant -- Ilya. Balancing family, identity, and coming of age in the upper-crust of Moscow, Svetlana feels like she's drowning, and she knows he does, too. That's why they have each other.

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    OR coming of age vignettes of Svetlana and Ilya, from Moscow, to Boston, to Ottawa...

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.

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    28 May 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

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    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    25 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 93

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    Tampa doesn’t happen, and Shane and Rose get engaged. Two months later, the Hollander-Rozanov sex tape hits Twitter.

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    23 May 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    17 May 2026

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    Chapters:
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    11 May 2026

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    This was supposed to be his and Shane’s year. Their first real season as a fully realized duo on the Ottawa Centaurs. The team no one believed in, the one they were determined to bring all the way to a Stanley Cup. But nothing could shake Ilya harder than learning he has a teenage son in Russia...one he never even knew existed. Suddenly their golden season becomes a rescue mission, and he and Shane are forced to face the one thing they thought they had years to prepare for…being parents.

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    A direct sequel to "The Long Game," where Ilya is suddenly the Papa of a thirteen-year-old boy with trust issues and Shane is along for the ride.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    10 May 2026

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    LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.

    “They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”

    Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.

    OR:

    Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.

    Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.

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    Chapters:
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    07 May 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    Chapters:
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    03 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 16

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    Dean didn’t talk about his pain, not even when his migraines got so bad that he collapses on a hunt with John.
    Sam is at college and won’t answer his calls, and so his older brother has little other choice but to continue living as though he doesn’t exist.
    But what if Dean’s time was running out?
    What if Sam didn’t get the chance to make up for running away and blocking his brother out for all those years?

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    29 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    This is a story about family. It is about the worst of betrayals and the best of intentions, the comfort of lies and the ruthlessness of truths; it is about fathers and cults, gods and monsters, love and violence, the ordinary and the horrifying, the unspeakable things that happen in the synapses where they meet. It's about what should never be, but is anyway; what could have been, but never will; and what happens when the blood you share, and choose, defines you entirely.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    05 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    Sam has these nightmares. And sometimes they come true. What if Dean never showed up on Sam's doorstep, because Sam went looking for him first?

    In which Sam has a vision of Dean getting killed and decides to leave Stanford behind to save him.

    Not abandoned, but on hiatus.

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    5/?
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    02 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 19

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    Preseries/Early S2. For Sam, it’s nearly impossible to look back on his relationship with his father without seeing Dean between them. Whether as a topic of conversation, to deflect from an argument, or physically planted within arm’s reach of them both.

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    12 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    John sends Dean on solo hunts while Sam's at Stanford, this we know. What if one went horribly, horribly wrong and Dean didn't make it? Sam inherits the Impala, and all of Dean's belongings, including his ghost, who's slowly figuring out how to do ghostly things like move things around to help Sam out and keep him safe. Now the world is short one righteous man to break in hell, and one Michael sword and Sam has to keep his dad from hunting his brother.

    I saw a way old tumblr post that said: 'au where dean died hunting by himself and sam inherits the impala except it's the anchor to dean's ghost and sam can't make himself burn the thing down so he's stuck with his jerk ghost of a brother'

    So thank you tumblr user scrapedknees for this

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    4/?
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    08 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 73

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    Dean can’t risk Alastair finding him. He needs to get as far away from Kansas City as possible. He hasn’t spoken to his family in seven years, doesn’t have any close friends, and feels empty inside in a way he never thought he would. He has nowhere to go, but anywhere is better than Kansas City.

    Dean isn’t expecting to end up in Pontiac, Illinois. And he especially isn’t expecting the grade ten World History teacher that he’s been substituting for for the past eight weeks to call him ‘unorganised’ and ‘infuriating.’

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “I’m especially fond of Sam’s impressive… extensive array of hair products,” The reaper noted teasingly. "Not to mention the three-day old bacon cheeseburger in your room,” She said, turning to Dean.

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    Sometimes, when Dean gets stressed, he hides food.

    Sam tries to help.

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    23 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 31

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    Dean is 17 when he loads Sam and Adam into the backseat of the Impala and never looks back.

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    15 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    There's the normal pairs of socks and boxers, another sweater. Then the mishaps: a pair of jeans too small for either of them, a child's pajama pants, and two pairs of panties.

    And—Ray's a big guy, but he'd fit in these.

    It's a crazy thing to think. But they would fit him.

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    Comments:
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    3,006

    15 Jan 2026

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