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    "What— what do you see?"

    "I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."

    Buck's whole body goes hot.

    "And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."

    The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.

    "Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"

    The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.

    "You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"

    Or,
    Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.

    Or,
    Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “Eddie Diaz,” Buck gasps. “Are you using me for my very soft cardigan?”
    Eddie chuckles and tells the truth. “You looked so comfy. And I missed you.”
    Buck sucks in a breath beneath Eddie’s ear. “I missed you, too,” he whispers.
    “I think I missed you too much,” Eddie admits.

     

    Or, Buck wears his pink cardigan and Eddie nap traps him about it.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “Look, when I was younger, I thought that if I discovered something important about myself, I would have some kind of revelation, something impossible to ignore.”

    Eddie swallowed again, feeling his throat tighten more and more as the conversation progressed.

    “It wasn't like that?”

    Hen shook her head immediately.

    “It was more like a kind of accumulation of small things or facts that had been hidden for years and that I decided to stop justifying.”

    or; the fic where Buck asks, during a “quiet” shift, what their “hall pass” is and Eddie finds himself facing an existential crisis because of Ryan fucking Gosling.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    this is everything

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    Eddie believes he is usually pretty good at reading Buck’s mind. It’s almost like he has a sixth sense for what his best friend is thinking. The two are just in tune with each other like that and have been since they first met. Eddie has always found this ability as a blessing in disguise. He knows Buck better than anyone else, inside and out. They have that thing when you meet somebody and just click.

    Except right now, because Eddie has no fucking clue what Buck is talking about. Why his eyes are growing wide and his smile blinding. He doesn’t know what he is about to get himself into, but with Buck looking at him like that, it can’t be all that bad, right?

    “Oh yeah,” Hen agrees.

    “What are you talking about?” Eddie asks redundantly.

    Buck’s eyes are peering down at him. He bites his lip, fighting off the growing smile, but it’s no use. “The Chappell Roan concert! You should come with.”

    OR: Eddie, on the brink of his gay awakening and joy-seeking adventures, goes to the Chappell Roan concert with Buck and Hen.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “We thought you were straight,” Chimney admits.

    “And that’s on us for assuming,” Hen adds.

    “I am. Usually,” Buck confirms. “But it’s Pride Month, so. You know,” he shrugs.

    “I’m not sure we do know,” Hen says, after a moment of silence.

     

    Or, Buck's pretty sure that everyone's gay during Pride Month. Buck and Eddie test the theory.

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    02 Jun 2026