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  1. Summary

    Rachel Reid: refusing to write about the wasian experience and how that fundamentally shapes who Shane Hollander is, and how everyone interacts with him
    Me: fine, i'll do it myself

    aka The series where I, a Wasian Canadian, delve deeper into the character of Shane Hollander, a Wasian Canadian.

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    Their love was never meant to burn bright and fast, but to be savored over the decades.

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    On growing up, falling in love, deciding how to spend the rest of your eternity, and realizing that you've always been worthy of a soft love. It takes time to settle into your own skin, but Bonnie, Caroline, and Elena make it there eventually.

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    BREAKING NEWS: Investigation Launched Into Montreal Voyageurs After Shane Hollander Snark Comes to Light

    New hatred against Shane Hollander has been brought to light with the appearance of a “Shane Hollander Snark Reddit”. The snark was started in March 2021 by a group of anonymous users that are allegedly believed to be Hollander’s former Montreal teammates. The snark was brought to online attention by a poster on Instagram who explained the thread and encouraged people to report it.

    Now with bonus chapters! STORY COMPLETE AFTER CHAPTER ONE.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Much to Shane's dismay, Shane and Ilya accept their first ever joint brand deal as a married couple. Ilya watches his husband transform completely during their photoshoot and starts to learn about the world of models and posing that Shane has been immersed in all these years, struggling between being concerned about what this world of people want from his husband, and turned on that Shane seems so oblivious to how desirable he truly is. So maybe, just maybe, it's time Shane learns.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Different bodies, different metabolisms, Shane supposed.

    Because the thing is, while Ilya still pretty much has the physique of a Greek god, albeit one with a smattering of silver running through his golden-brown chest hair, Shane’s body has changed in retirement.

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    31 May 2026

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    Rose Landry has never had an orgasm. It's just never happened for her: a fact of life, trivia about her body she leaves off the casting sheet. After her break-up with another (gay) co-star, she goes along with Svetlana's suggestion to hook up with Boston forward Cliff Marleau. And suddenly, her body is open to possibilities. Told over a series of Hollanov holidays and family gatherings, Rose and Cliff tumble in and out of each other's beds and hearts. Is it casual now?

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    Chapters:
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    03 Jun 2026

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    THIS IS THE RAREPAIR OF MY DREAMS