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    t4t college hollanov by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    30 Apr 2026

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    An alternative universe where Shane Hollander is on a hockey scholarship at McGill University — the same college med student Ilya Rozanov happens to attend. They have kinky transgender sex and fall in love.

    You can read these as standalone fics, although they take place in chronological order and follow the same characters. The context is just ‘college AU’.

    I write these as a trans guy who also has kinky transgender sex. I wanted to provide my insight on T4T to the HR fandom, as a lot of transgender Hollanov fics were not written by trans people at the time I started writing this AU. We should all have more kinky transgender sex.

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  2. Public Bookmark 73

    I want to be that someone that you’re with (I’ve got to be that someone that you’re with) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya raises an eyebrow at him. “Well?” His accent was thick, heavy, and deep. Shane will swear to every god out that it doesn’t make his stomach flutter. “Are you coming in or do you need to stand at door for longer?” He stands to the side to make room for Shane to fit past him.

    Shane passed him into the room.
    “I was just thinking-“

    “Thinking what?” Ilya interrupts him. “Thinking about how boring the boring sex you normally have is,” he smirks at Shane, all cocky and arrogant and Shane wants to scream at him. Or kiss him. “Thinking about how I will change that?”

    Shane rolls his eyes at him. The nerves from before fluttering away as they get replaced by a feeling of annoyance. “God, you’re so full of yourself.”

    Ilya’s smirk only deepen.
    “Hmm.” He hums. He closes the door and turns to face Shane fully. “You should be full of me.”

     

    Or…
    Shane leaves Ilya’s hotel room without his virginity, without his dignity and somehow, without his boxers.

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    Unsweetened Lemonade by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    29 May 2026

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    Minor league teammates Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander found their chemistry both on and off the ice. They are so excited to finally have an uninterrupted weekend together, Ilya has a whole bag of toys he is ready to share with Shane.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    sanguine by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    29 Mar 2026

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    Staring at the Sun by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    20 May 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    29 May 2026