devoutdespair
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Dazai has everything. A great job (he’d rather not do), a caring boyfriend (who he could live without), a brilliant mind (that’s bored to death). His life should be great. He shouldn’t feel that deep, hollow nothingness rotting him from the inside out, or the soul-aching loneliness that comes as a curse of his ‘gifted mind’. Perhaps that’s what leads to him spilling blood all across the streets of Yokohama, an unchecked terror of the night.
But just when he’s convinced life will be a living hell until the blissful day he dies, something new happens. Something exciting. One day, a new serial killer comes to town, and Dazai is ready to play.A twisted, obsessive ‘love’ story between two serial killers, with the city as their chess board, and the citizens their pieces.
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17 May 2026
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This Is Gentler Than You Deserve by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 May 2026
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“You used to be so… thorough with me, you know?” Dazai murmured.
The words were placed close to Fyodor’s ear, breath catching. Fyodor could feel the heat of Dazai at his back, the unsteady rise and fall of his chest as he leaned in to speak. Each exhale reached his skin a fraction too warm, then stuttered, pulled back sharp as Dazai fought to keep his voice steady.
“You’d choke me until my vision pulsed. Drag me across the floor. You don’t even get angry anymore.”
The phrasing was clinical in its own way, as if he were listing symptoms, not memories. Fyodor’s mind supplied missing details without his consent: the bruises that had bloomed in finger-shaped pairs, the rasp of Dazai’s voice after, the way he had laughed through it like a creature born without a reflex for self-preservation.
He said nothing.
or: dazai asks to be hurt. fyodor does something crueler. (in which dazai is desperate enough to ask for cruelty outright, and fyodor is monstrous enough to withhold it.)
BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 3 - Mutual Obsession/Possessiveness, Pushed beyond breaking point, “Why are you being gentle now?”, Humiliation/Degradation, Emeto/Vomiting (Alt)
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- Part 3 of 🕊️🪦 BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 🪦🕊️
- Part 8 of A Hunger With No Mirror
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17 May 2026
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things to think about before kicking the chair by caru_xxo
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 May 2026
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Dazai Osamu was done with life.
He knew he had people who cared, but at this point the bad outweighed the good. Everyday was a battle against his own mind.
Dazai was done fighting. He'd make sure to really do it this time.Or
i absolutely suck balls at summaries but this fic is better than it sounds i hope
im just projecting as per usual lolBookmarked by devoutdespair
17 May 2026
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Dazai doesn’t want a new brother, though, he supposes a little slug is okay to cuddle with during thunderstorms.
(Or, shota brothers skk play house)
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02 Apr 2026
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єжилі ішби by Reg_Bah, Soler1 for Nico13
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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руській урод їде на «сво» шоб заробити собі на канадську візу
його баранять фпвішкою в єбало на покровському напрямку
той другий неруській урод приїжає у варонєж на похорон і получити ладу каліну і два кілограма стірального порошка
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16 Mar 2026