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The man sitting in the driver’s seat should not be here. He should be miles away, at his home base in Montreal, not driving a piece of shit beater in the middle of nowhere.
And Shane should not be here with him, because as far as Ilya Rozanov knew, Shane’s body burned up in a car fire four years ago.
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21 Jun 2026
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Ilya has some fun ideas about how to show Shane exactly how good he looks getting fucked.
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“Is Polaroid,” Ilya clarifies. “No files, no sharing… very private.”
Hollander swallows, stares a beat longer, and then aggressively doesn’t look anywhere near the camera or Ilya. “Okay. So?”
Ilya thinks, it’s always this. Hollander feints towards something he wants, and Ilya gets it for him, and he offers it up like a toy for a cat. Not too needy, not too blasé, he must twitch it at just the right pace. Here, kitty kitty.
“I would like to take some, see how you look,” Ilya offers oh so casually. “It’s just for fun. You can keep all of them, after. Put them through the shredder. I don’t care.” He cares. The things he’d do to keep one of those photos.
Hollander wets his lips, glances back at the camera, flushes. Then the pounce: “You can leave it on the nightstand.”
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31 May 2026
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time, and again by sundancekid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Apr 2026
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Ilya is six the first time it happens. He's in the garden, and then he sees himself, just a little older, and that older Ilya waves and comes running over to play. Later he will be so grateful Mama is the only one who sees. She tells him it must be their secret, just the two of them, always, and gives him ground rules, to keep him safe: when you visit, don't talk to strangers, don't go in public, don't ask questions of your older self, don't tell your younger self anything. You don't know what knowing the future might change. Don't ever tell anyone about it.
When Ilya says he's going to score fifty goals his rookie season, he's not boasting, he's reporting a fact.
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27 May 2026
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come real quick (and get inside my mind) by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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He should just forget about Rozanov. Forget about Rozanov coming all over his own stomach as Shane watched, transfixed; forget about Rozanov’s hand curving possessively around Shane’s jaw to pull him in for a kiss. Forget about the dizzying, red-hot bolt of shame and anticipation and fear and arousal that had shot through him when Rozanov stroked two fingers down between his ass cheeks and pressed there—a question, an offer. A promise.
(In which Shane responds to Ilya’s texts between 2011 and 2013.)
“Stop saying dick pic,” Shane hissed. “This is harassment.” He glared at the bulge in his pants. “You are harassing me.”“I do not know what this word means.”
“How fucking convenient for you.”
“Aw, Hollander,” Rozanov said, but he sounded a little contrite. After a beat, he asked, “Do you want me to stop?”
“Don’t you dare stop,” Shane said through clenched teeth, surreptitiously palming himself to take the edge off. It didn’t help.
“So do you want my dick or not?” Rozanov asked after another beat.
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24 May 2026
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think twice (and come back for a third time) by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.
A stranger, and the love of his life.
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or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.
OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!
Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.
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24 May 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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24 Mar 2026
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use my skin to bury secrets in by butterflylungs for mollyelle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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It’s been weeks now since he’s been back and the Raiders’ first practice is tomorrow. He’s staring down at the barrel of a long, long few months of solitude. The thought shouldn’t be so daunting still, but it is. It is. It’s different now that Shane is his boyfriend, now that he knows what it’s like to spend long, uninterrupted days together and now that he knows what it is to feel the lack of them.
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15 Mar 2026
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The same number of stars everywhere by GlitterCity
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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“Ilya?” Shane said in that same dreamy, loopy voice as that morning. Ilya exhaled in a rush.
“Shane,” he said, and wanted to sag against the glass with relief. “What happened? Is something wrong?”
“Not! Any moooooooore.”
Ilya swallowed. Shane hadn’t gotten any quieter in the past seven hours.
“Why are you calling me? You need to be resting,” he said, and it sounded softer than he’d meant it to.
“I forgot to tell you something. Important.”
“You should not be telling me anything, you should be—”
“My cottage has really good water pressure,” Shane announced.
Ilya stared out the window while a small plane taxied past.
“What?”
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Shane's cottage has a lot of amenities, and he needs to tell Ilya about all of them.
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28 Feb 2026
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Ilya used to not miss anything when he returned to Moscow during the off-season. He was standing in a convenience store, some July day in 2015, flipping through the newsstand, when it hit him that he didn’t particularly care about anything going on there. He was counting down the days before he could get on his flight back to Boston, as if there was anything there to greet him on his return. Maybe it wasn’t Boston he was missing. The realization is not welcome.
“Do you think you will stay in Boston?” Shane asks, stroking Ilya’s upper arm. His touch is soft. Ilya wants it endlessly.
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22 Feb 2026
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
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13 Feb 2026
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The babe was ugly in the way of its weakness, yet as the child gripped onto Barnabas’s finger, something else pulled at him; called out to Odin. Something desperate, hungry, insatiable.
It was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, so at last, Barnabas could not hide a poorly lit smile. To anyone else, to even loyal Cidolfus, it would have seemed like the dark king's heart had finally melted into something saccharine, but the truth of the matter was that Barnabas Tharmr had not one heart to spare.
He prayed the child might hold onto that same hunger, until it became unbearable—until it was time for him to feast upon the world Barnabas would help secure for him.
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Clive Rosfield was promised to the King of Waloed upon the eve of his birth, yet through the course of history it changes very little.
(Discontinued, being revamped.)
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- Part 1 of The Dark Between
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22 Oct 2023
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Lightning (Can't Be Kept) In a Bottle by SapphicPandaBear for DemonyteKav
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XVI
07 Aug 2023
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“At your leisure, then,” husks Cid.
Clive doesn’t understand the concept of leisure anymore, which may explain why he all but fumbles Cid’s cock out of his pants with the eagerness of a fool.
“Easy, now.”
Clive glares up at him. Speaks through his teeth. “Another condescending word, and I’m done.”
To his surprise, Cid actually shuts up.
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Or, Clive isn't one to be talked down to, and as he comes to untangle his complex feelings for Cid, he makes sure the other man is well aware of that boundary.
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- Part 1 of Kintsugi Souls
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07 Sep 2023
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Fire (Will Smother) In a Jar by SapphicPandaBear for DemonyteKav
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XVI
09 Aug 2023
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“Clive.” Cid leans forward, his arm resting delicately upon one knee, hand low and outstretched. “Come to bed. Please.”
At the desk, Clive shivers. Presses the heels of his hands into his eyes.
Shatters.
Moves even as he scatters to pieces, long strides toward the bed that steal the air from the room. Half his armor has already been discarded (and the door notably barred), so it takes little for him to strip down to his nightclothes in those few steps. Pressing down upon Cid, breathing hot, his oceanic eyes wet and glimmering with fierce power.
“Cid,” he says, the single syllable breaking upon his lips. “Cid.”
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Or, while a man of simple needs, Cid is wary of the bonds forging between him and Clive, but there's a tenacity and brilliance that always draws him back in.
Sequel to Lightning (Can't Be Kept) In a Bottle.
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- Part 2 of Kintsugi Souls
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07 Sep 2023
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Cid is in the bad business of collecting broken things.
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04 Sep 2023
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Anakin's cheeks are red. Partly from embarrassment but mostly because sithspit, he’s never been with an alpha in rut before. Never occurred to him that an alpha wouldn’t reject the idea outright.
But then, Master is an odd one.
And so is Anakin, really, for being excited about this rather than angry. He wets his lower lip, striving to cohere his thoughts into something that isn’t appallingly horny, when Master speaks.
“I’m not in rut,” he says quietly. “I wouldn’t spring that on you.”
“I mean,” Anakin pauses. “You could.”
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- Part 1 of the lean and hungry type
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26 Jul 2023
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Slow Learner by Is0lde
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
01 Nov 2022
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Four times Anakin tried to fit Obi-Wan's big dick inside him and one time he managed it.
or; the evolution of their sexual relationship.
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28 Jun 2023
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Gay Chicken by zimriya for septemberist, loverbotomy
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types
08 Oct 2022
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To the person who stopped the washer in the middle of my wash cycle and took my clothes out so that you could wash yours . . .
YEAH. YOU’RE AN ASSHOLE.
Unfortunately for you, SO AM I!
You can find your wet clothes frozen outside in the snow. Got a problem with that? Come see me in 501.
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08 Oct 2022
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Five People Who Totally Knew About The Team, And One Who Wished They Didn't Quite So Much by temple_mistress
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
29 Sep 2022
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The Team of Skywalker and Kenobi thought they were discreet, but at least five people totally knew they were doing it, and one really, really wished they knew a whole lot less.
My thanks to Nisa for getting me started on this in what feels like a lifetime ago, and to TheSopherfly for listening to my fevered ramblings regarding Mace Windu's migraines and poor Ahsoka's plight having these two goobers as her Masters.
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30 Sep 2022
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Stiles gets a massage. And then some.
Alternatively: in which Stiles' mouth gets him into trouble, again and again.
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18 Sep 2022
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use my body to break your fall by tennessoui
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
24 Jun 2021
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Anakin has to laugh. "I'm sorry," he says between snorts. “You’ve come here….the leading minds behind our war effort….to ask me to kriff a Separatist for...for what? The betterment of the galaxy? You want me to lie back and think of the Republic?” He calms down slowly, an occasional giggle escaping him. He wipes carefully at his eyes, delicately trying to preserve the kohl he had lined them with. “You have to know this is ridiculous.”
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Obi-Wan Kenobi is too good at being a Sith Lord general of the Separatist army. The Jedi Council approaches Anakin with an offer he can't refuse. These things are, actually, related.
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Bookmarked by decideophobia
28 Jun 2022