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    “Rozanov, Ilya-- can you hear me? Fuck! Are you okay?” He asked, frantic. There was so much blood, people were running towards them. He could hear phones being dialled, could feel the presence of others around them.

    Ilya’s eyes were open, but it was as if he were looking past him, up towards the sky above. He coughed once and blood sputtered out, dribbling down his face "Mama." He said softly.

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    Since Shane was a young boy he has been able to rewind time. He had never done it for anything huge, just small things here and there.

    Then Ilya Rozanov died in front of him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    The one where Shane tries to be perfect, Ilya pushes too hard, and an entire hockey team helps search a mountain when one of their own goes missing.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Boston, Massachusetts. Founded 1630, by very boring people called Puritans. Revolutionary War happened, there was Tea Party, then a lot of boring history for next couple hundred years. Finally, great hockey legend Ilya Rozanov moved to Boston in 2010 and made the sleepiest city in America very fun and cool again. Here is what to do for fun if you are new to Boston or have visitor to show around.

    Ilya's definitive guide to where to eat, stay, and party in the city of champions, when you're a super fun pro athlete who definitely doesn't spend every day yearning for Shane Hollander.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    The MLH drafts at 17, because after 18 the bite has a 12% rejection rate.

    Shane has been calculating that rate since the day he turned 10.

    Aka 'what if they were werewolves'

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    3/3
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    23 Jun 2026

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    It starts with Hollanov going viral for Shane kissing Ilya's hand in a grocery parking lot, and leads to the world seeing how painfully in love the two are.

    OR, Shane and Ilya being domestic and in love in public, as seen through the eyes of the internet and their friends, a social media, 5+1 Fic.

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    1/1
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    19 Jun 2026

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    “You just notice things and fix them. You take care of our house. And me.”

    Ilya was quiet for a moment.

    “It makes me feel safe.”

    OR

    Five times Shane was accidentally hot while being domestic and one time Ilya killed a spider.

     
    I: The Gardener
    II: Flat Tire
    III: Tiny Pillows
    IV: Snow Shovel
    V: The Ladder
    VI: The Spider

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.

    The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.

    Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.

    Like mother, like son.

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    Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.

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    23 May 2026

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    Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.

    Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane’s bad luck has been causing little fires everywhere. Literally. The local firefighter who keeps coming to his rescue is incredibly hot. Not that it matters.

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    12 May 2026

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    4/4
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    11 May 2026

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    “Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”

    Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.

    Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.

    “I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.

    The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.

    He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.

    (shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    09 May 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    06 May 2026

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    Snow crunches under Shane’s boots as he steps out of the Moscow restaurant, breath fogging in the cold. He’s halfway down the steps when a familiar voice stops him cold.

    “Shane.”

    He freezes.

    Two years. Two years since Ilya Rozanov disappeared without a word.

    Shane turns slowly.

    Ilya stands beside a black car, coat open despite the freezing air, broad shoulders filling the space like he owns the entire street. Men linger nearby—watching, waiting—but Shane barely notices them. His focus locks on Ilya.

    The gold cross still rests against his chest.

    Two years ago Ilya Rozanov had turned the hockey world upside down by announcing he would be retiring while he was at the top of his physical prime and at the height of the most publicized hockey rivalry of all time. What the public didn't know was he also disappeared with Shane Hollander's heart in his possession. Shane had finally had enough of staring at his ceiling wondering and got on the first plane to Moscow to an demand explanation...

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    Chapters:
    20/40
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    10,596

    06 May 2026

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    14,095
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    199,437

    05 May 2026

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    "Look," Shane said, his voice hardening with authority, "I don't care who he is or what he does. I don't care if he's a saint or a criminal. I'm a doctor, and right now, he's my patient. But I need basic information to treat him properly, and I need it *now*. So someone better start fucking talking, or—"

    "Never heard a Canadian doctor curse before."

    The voice was low, rough with pain, but unmistakably amused. It carried a thick Russian accent that turned the words into something almost musical.

    Shane's gaze snapped down to the patient.

    The man's eyes were open.

    Shane felt his breath catch in his throat.

     

    Or Shane Hollander is a well known Trauma Director Surgeon and the Highest Bratva, Phakan, Ilya Rozanov came to his department bleeding on his gurney.

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    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
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    24,885

    02 May 2026

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    01 May 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    9,212
    Kudos:
    46,499
    Bookmarks:
    12,790
    Hits:
    688,195

    22 Apr 2026

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