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the rules for offside (might not apply to us) by flan (bitehard) for Jockles
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
25 May 2026
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At some point during the morning, after the physical therapy session leaves him raw and with a renewed, albeit more focused, pain, he hears the unmistakable sound of Leon's car entering his driveway. Connor sighs, but warmth blooms in the middle of his gut. He hates how needy he gets when this kind of loss happens; he hates the idea of anyone seeing him like this, but Leon crosses over his walls as if they were not there, as if he were the only one that understood how weak they really are.
The car stops, and keys rattle on his door, bringing in the heavy steps until a body blocks the sunlight coming from the windows, a shadow looming over Connor's closed eyes.
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we swim in nowhere by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 May 2026
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“I can’t understand you, Shane. Weeks ago we had this big fight about a party, and now you want to go to fucking Russia? You don’t have to, uh. Compensate for more. How was the word?”
“Overcompensate. If you don’t want to, we won't. I know you have not been going these past years, but it's not the same not wanting to go back and not being able to and I know you're more aware than me about this that will change after summer."
"It is what it is."
“I thought it could be good for you to go back one last time before we do our thing. Which, for the record, I am dying to do.” A beat. “Maybe you have things to get. Friends to see. Maybe,” and saliva trips for a second on Shane’s throat, because the answer to this could be everything or nothing at all. “Maybe you would like to visit your mother's grave and say goodbye. Maybe you would want me to come with you.”
February 2021. After deciding they are getting married in summer, Shane proposes to accompany Ilya in a last trip to Moscow to get much needed closure. Metaphorical more than literal hand in hand they navigate old friends, memories, and family that had been left behind.
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let light come in (once in a while) by flan (bitehard) for pigeonriot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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"I could stay for a bit. Maybe round two in some time."
An obvious excuse, but Ilya doesn't point it out. Sex as a bargaining chip to get a hint of what they should not want. At some point, well in the beginning of this between them, anything post-coital was deemed illegal. Amoral. Impossible. If it's between fucks, though—they don't count, do they?
A loophole. Ilya clings to it with all he has.
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the golden rule by flan (bitehard) for girlwonderwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 May 2026
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"You could bring him to Ottawa. Maybe he would like hockey."
"He actually likes it! He knew way more about you than he did about me. Not a big cinema fan, him."
"Don't be jealous," he laughs.
"I am not jealous, but I get suspicious if they talk too much about other players now. I love you to death, but I would prefer not to have that happen to me twice."
Shane tilts his head. "Fair. Although, well… How many times did I speak about Ilya when we were together?"
She thinks about it. "…none."
"There you go. I think you are safe with this one."
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do it for the algorithm by flan (bitehard)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Ilya arrived home and discovered his husband looking at a picture of another man in a skirt and stockings. Shane needs to beg for his forgiveness, and he especially needs to beg for his dick.
"So," Shane starts, and Ilya smiles. "What were you saying about what's best for me?"
Ilya grunts. He's more irritated than he thought about the whole thing. "You will have to do better than that," he says.
Shane fucking pouts, then frowns, as if he sees something in Ilya's face before even Ilya can think about it. "I didn't jerk off to him. I didn't even get hard at him." Ilya scoffs. "You saw me. I didn't check his face, did I? It's easier when I can't see the face."
Shane's thumb is still on his nipple and is joined by the index; Ilya's breath hitches. "What's easier?"
Shane slides down from the sunbed. "Well. Imagining he's you, of course."
Ilya discovers his limits and decides they are not strong enough to stop him from giving Shane Hollander exactly what he wants.
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Or, the fic where Ilya service tops so hard he ends up bottoming.Series
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hollanov character studies through kink: the series by flan (bitehard)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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A series of separated one-shots exploring Shane and Ilya's relationship through kink. Mostly canon compliant, but not exactly all of them the same universe.
for the road ahead: callback to las vegas night, during the cottage. discussions of subdrop.
it waits for you in the shadows: situationship era, domdrop because of undernegotiated kink (+choking).
on behalf of the good dark: aftercare, using sex to reassure your boyfriends, undernegotiated talks of cnc.
as if light were protective: home invasion cnc roleplay. slight domdrop.
nothing but a one-man cult: lost scene during the beginning of 2016. ball-gags, rimming, undernegotiated kink, undercommunicated situationship.
do it for the algorithm: switch ilya, ilya in lingerie, descontruction of masculinity and internalized homophobia when confronted with something you want to do but can't.
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author’s faves by flan (bitehard)
Fandom Critical Role (Web Series), Dune (Movies - Villeneuve), Dune - All Media Types, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Naruto, Red Dead Redemption (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: Rebels, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Bear (TV 2022), The Legend of Vox Machina (Cartoon), The Mandalorian (TV), Uncharted (Video Games)
07 Jun 2024
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favoritos de la autora by bitehard, flan (bitehard)
Fandom Call of Duty, Call of Duty: Advanced Warfare - Fandom, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age II, Final Fantasy X, Haikyuu!!, Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Naruto, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Teen Wolf (TV), Thor (Movies)
05 Jun 2018
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attitude verse by flan (bitehard)
Fandom Dune (Movies - Villeneuve), Dune - All Media Types
07 Dec 2024
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Shane liked The Centaurs. He really did.
The Centaurs lose in the finals. Shane and Ilya host a dinner party.
Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
10 Jun 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
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Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
09 Jun 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya said. He sounded incredulous. “You think it's hard for me, having a beautiful man suck my cock?” His hand was on Shane’s face now, thumb pressing into the tender place behind Shane’s jaw, tilting his head up to meet Ilya’s gaze. “You think because I don’t get hard that, what, I do not want you?”
“No, of course not,” Shane said. It was just a change. Ilya’s body, familiar, reliable, the thing he could read best on the ice and off. “I mean, I know it doesn't mean anything, it's just the side-effects. It's not your fault.”
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- Part 2 of first-line treatment
Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
07 Jun 2026
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“Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”
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Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
07 Jun 2026
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i know where to draw the line by magneticwave
Completed: 2026-02-27
Work ID: 79250706Relationship Tags:
Work Summary:
“Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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is it the same for you? by notwritinganovel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.
JANE
Are you at your house?
LILY
Where else, Jane?
JANE
Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon.
LILY
No, am sick. I told you.
JANE
I heard you. I’ll be there soon.
Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants.
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Bookmarked by flan (bitehard)
03 Jun 2026