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Afraid of Losing you, and I get Rageful by kidkasora (Pdeter_Pdarker)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Nov 2025
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There's an insistent tapping on Buck's face, and Buck's eyes drift open back up towards-
"Eddie," he says, maybe slurring through his name. It doesn't feel right, as if the words are buffering somewhere between his brain and mouth.
"Eyes on me," Eddie says, except it splits somewhere down the middle.
He has a determined look on his face, the one he wears when he's trying to make sense of a bad call, mouth set and ticked down at the corner. Buck knows that look as surely as he knows how to breathe, the same way his heart knows how to beat. Eddie is gravity, the pull at the center of Buck's world, and even now, when Buck can't find his footing, he can't help but be drawn toward him.
Behind Eddie's eyes, Buck sees fear.
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On the way to a routine call, the 118 engine is involved in a major lateral impact collision. It's confronting for Buck and Eddie, in more ways than one.
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22 Jun 2026
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When Eddie has to perform an amputation in the field to save someone’s life, it brings things to the surface that Buck’s been trying to deal with secretly for years.
How will Eddie react when he realises what Buck has been dealing with alone?
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20 Jun 2026
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Buck navigates a complicated relationship with Tommy, trying to convince himself everything is fine, even when things don't feel right. Meanwhile, Eddie remains a steady presence, offering support when Buck needs it most—though Buck doesn’t yet understand just how much he relies on him.
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19 Jun 2026
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Eddie’s phone rings from the bedside table. He reaches for it.
“There’s a hot guy in my bed,” Buck breathes the second he answers. “And I - - am freaking out.”
Or, Eddie’s last heterosexual thread snaps in a motel room. Buck needs to phone a friend about it.
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17 Jun 2026
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Eddie’s mouth twitched.
“You’re in my way.”
“You literally walked into me.”
Eddie stepped closer then instead of moving aside, one hand bracing lightly against the wall beside Buck’s shoulder so their bodies almost brushed. Buck’s breath caught embarrassingly fast.
“Maybe you’re just hard to avoid,” Eddie said softly.
And that — that absolutely sounded like flirting.
Or - over the years Buck and Eddie have spent many Sundays together but something about this Sunday hits very differently
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16 Jun 2026