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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 4

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    When Barok, delirious from fever, mistakes Kazuma for his brother, Kazuma thinks it's harmless enough to pretend to be him.

    It didn't occur to him that there are things Barok might say to Klint that he wouldn't want Kazuma to hear.

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 62

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    “What’s his name?” Yuna asks.

    “Ilya,” he says. A second later, as if they might be confused, he stumbles out, “The, um-” He barely stops himself from saying, ‘the one from hockey?’ like a buffoon. “Rozanov.”

    (or: david sees shane with a man at the cottage, but doesn't quite see who. shane tries coming out on his own.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Yuna is plan B, it dawns on Troy. When Shane realised he couldn't do anything, he called his Mom. 

    Weiber grunts. “You know your son is in New York doing some promo thing he couldn't get out of, apparently, instead of practice.” His tone indicates that he doesn't really care though. 

    “Of course. I organised it.” Yuna snorts. “But I'm here for my favourite son.” 

    -/-/-/-/-/-

    Ilya is sick. None of the Centaurs really know what to do. Thank god for Mama Hollander.

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    28 May 2026

  6. Rec 86

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    “Are you ever angry?” Scott asks.

    Every day.

    “About what?” Shane says. “The leaked video? The reactions? The commissioner of the NHL trying to shove us back into the closet? About the fact that all of you -” He vaguely gestures towards Scott and then to the table in the back where it seems like Harris is currently trying to take a selfie with everyone. “- got to come out on your own terms?”

    Shane visits the Kingfisher for the first time. It doesn't go as planned.

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    26 May 2026

  7. Rec 91

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    Ilya can’t be realizing, at nearly thirty-five years old, that he isn’t as happy with who he is as he thought he was.

    Because then, what? What is he supposed to do with that realization, except grieve? Should he mourn a life he might have had if his childhood hadn't been the way it was?

    He has Shane now, and Shane loves him just the way he is, just as he's always known Ilya. This life led him to Shane, and being able to build something with him is the best thing that's ever happened to Ilya. He can’t, ever, fuck this up. He will always try fold himself into smaller pieces to preserve this.

    But I don’t want to have to do that, his heart shouts at him. I don't know if I can do that anymore.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov fights against and then accepts the fact that there's no such thing as being too late to learn more about yourself, and still be loved.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Rozanov,” Crowell begins, his voice finally dropping its casual flair. He snorts out something like a laugh. “Is Hollander blackmailing you?”

    “What?” Shane says to his muted phone at the same time Ilya says “Excuse me?”

    “A charity really?” Crowell huffs like this was a joke. Shane feels his blood go cold as he realizes this isn’t a friendly little meeting.
    Crowell lets out a soft hum, and Shane can hear his chair creek like he’s leaning forward. “Ilya level with me, you’re a bad person.”

    No. No! No!

    or: Crowell tells Ilya he can't start the Irina Foundation because it messes with his 'Bad Boy' persona. Too bad Shane Hollander is listening in on his phone and disagrees.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Did, uh,” Frankie starts. She sounds faint. “Did you just say your boyfriend?”

    Ilya’s stomach drops. Oh. Oh, fuck.

    He doesn’t know what his face does. There will probably be pictures of this moment all over the internet by tomorrow morning. He doubts it’s flattering, considering there’s a non-zero chance he’s going to throw up all over the microphone.

    Ilya scrambles. Too tired, too shocked at his own brain’s betrayal to know how to fix this. “Blyat,” he spits. Then he laughs, and even he can hear that it sounds more wild than genuine. “English language is hard, yes? I meant my boys, my boys who are my friends. The Centaurs, yes? They are all my boy friends.”

    OR

    Ilya Rozanov has a no-good, very bad two days and accidentally outs himself. He's not having a great time.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Okay,” Ilya says. His thumb restarts its soothing. “Then say it all wrong, and I will understand anyway.”

    So Shane tries, reaches out and hopes for Ilya to reach back. “My first year with the Metros wasn’t… great. I mean, I played great hockey, but those first few years, the room wasn’t…"

    “Room wasn’t great,” Ilya repeats. “What does this mean? Not great like calling you slurs? Not great like hazing?”

    Shane stiffens, then forcibly relaxes. He tries to make his voice light, “A little, uh. A little of both, I guess.”

    OR

    Shane's metric for a normal locker room is skewed. Ilya (and the Centaurs) are happy to help.

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    25 May 2026

  11. Rec *

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    In which Shane Hollander is sick, and Ilya Rozanov is the only one who notices he's not himself

    “How…you’re calling him Shane, you…how do you know…”

    Ilya isn’t sure how much he wants to say, needs to say, in order to get Pike to do something, he doesn’t want to out Shane, doesn’t want to take that choice from him, but no one is listening.

    “I’m…” Shane can hate him, Shane can hate him as long as he’s himself, as long as he’s Shane again, “I’m Boston Lily.”

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    23 May 2026

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    ‘David, is Ilya. Have suddenly got upset stomach. Sorry.’
    Too cliched.
    ‘David, have broken both legs. Do not send ambulance. Will walk it off. Regards, Ilya.’
    Too melodramatic.
    ‘David, do not want to go. This is Ilya.’
    Too cruel.
    ‘David, I cannot embarrass you. You mean too much to me. Love, Ilya.’
    Too true.
    Fifth time’s a charm and Ilya sent ‘On my way!’ instead. David’s reply was immediate, ‘We’re gonna make a night of it, bud!’

    Or: Ilya is David's plus one for a function and is utterly unprepared for how David has been talking about him at work.

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    22 May 2026

  13. Rec 13

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    David gets to spend some time with Ilya, and Ilya gets to heal a little bit of his own soul by accident.

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    22 May 2026

  14. Rec 35

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    And wasn’t Ilya a burden?
    “You would be better off. Without me,” he said, the words almost lost in his shirt as he dipped his chin. But Shane heard him. He always did.
    He jerked upright and turned his body to face Ilya, his hand suddenly gripping his thigh tightly.
    “What? Ilya, no. No way. Why would you think that?”
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    Or: Ilya is very sad and Shane is a very good husband

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    21 May 2026

  15. Rec 26

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    Yuna went outside. Shane followed. Now, David and Ilya were alone. Awkward. Or is it?

    There were photos hanging on the walls.
    Family photos. Photos of nature. Photos of Shane.
    Six-year-old Shane grins back at him. Little freckles sprinkled on his cheeks already, a bright grin making his eyes even smaller. Happy where he was – on the ice.
    "Ilya, would you like to help me with pasta?”

    Or: What could have been happening while Yuna and Shane had their talk outside in episode 6?

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    20 May 2026

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    19 May 2026

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    Troy grins as he watches his teammates offer ideas (not all of them particularly sane or legal, but it’s the thought that counts) and they get jotted on the board. He really is humbled that Shane would do this for him without anything in return, just as his friend.

    Troy will make sure that he’s earned Shane’s friendship.

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    19 May 2026

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    Irritatingly, though, Ilya might be right. Maybe revenge really was the best revenge.

    Especially for Adrian de la Cruz, who Shane had only known before Barrett as a supremely mediocre actor — he’d always preferred the original Crimson Dagger anyway. Now, however, after hurting a guy who Shane sees as something of a little brother, he wants this guy to get his comeuppance.

    “Break up Adrian De La Cruz’s engagement” never makes it to the white board, but if Shane had added anything, it would’ve been that.

     

    or, no one fucks with Shane Hollander's friends.

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    18 May 2026

  19. Rec 62

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    Troy Barrett is out for the remainder of the season with a broken leg. He isn't as upset about this as he is about the fact that his body is probably going to change as a result of his mandated rest. Troy's body, and what he can do with it, is really all he has ever felt he has to offer Harris. Harris himself has made jokes about Troy being 'arm candy.'

    Now, Harris has to care for Troy?

    Certainly, this can't end well. Or can it?

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    16 May 2026

  20. Rec 60

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    Troy takes a nasty hit to the head midway through a game with the Centaurs, and it… brings some things back.

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    16 May 2026

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