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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    Ilya and Shane can finally show others the cottage after Hayden accidentally outs them during his notorious 'fanmail' run.

    They have the great idea to invite the Centaurs' and WAGs for a chill night with alcohol and funny stories.

    A messy game of "Never Have I Ever" unfolds, leading to some of the Centaurs' finding out things about their Hockey husbands they probably could've gone their whole lives without knowing.

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    or: the Centaurs find out, in detail, of how Shane and Ilya met, and the chaos that followed.

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    The entirety of Shane’s career on the ice started to run back in his mind. His horrible hit this season, the cup wins, all the way down to his first season with the league. For the life of him David couldn’t figure out when Shane would have had the time to fall in love.

    -OR my obsession with David Hollander’s reaction at the cottage. It was literally like three minutes of the episode - TOPS - and I can’t get it out of my mind, all these months later.

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    06 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    Wyatt Hayes is nesting. He picks Shane as his nesting partner.

    Credit to itsa.blurplejeep on Threads for the idea

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    31 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Just one heartbeat of a thought and the shape of the man beneath him shifts in his mind. It’s not vivid, not yet; only the outline, only the suggestion. But even that is enough to send something sharp sliding beneath Ilya’s ribs.

    He knows he should feel guilty.

    He doesn’t.

    He thrusts once, twice, slow and deep, grounding himself in the mechanical rhythm. The man breathes harder, pushing back, moaning something that Ilya doesn’t bother deciphering. It’s the wrong voice. Too high, too steady.

    Ilya swallows, jaw tightening. He pushes the thought down.

    Or, the one where Ilya gets with another man and can’t help but wish it were Shane.

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    12 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    10 May 2026

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    He hadn’t meant to keep them. To make it a collection. But the shoe box shoved under his bed, (next to the shoebox full of family and hockey photos, and another box of random memorabilia from his childhood,) had been getting heavier and heavier.

    Shane lets himself be stupid, is caught out being stupid, and ends up feeling stupider. Ilya does not think he is stupid.

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    08 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    After their big Boxing Day fight, Shane and Ilya meet on the ice for the first time. Afterwards, Shane waits around to apologize and ends up making a romantic declaration instead.

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    07 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 31

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    He said Shane's name. One syllable. Everything in it.
    Shane left. The door closed softly.
    Wicked Game plays and Ilya stays on the couch and understands, with perfect terrible clarity, exactly what he has lost and exactly why he deserves to lose it.

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    05 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Changed your mind, Hollander?” Ilya teases. “Can’t wait two weeks for me to fuck you?”

    “Fuck off, no. I can’t find my room key and I can’t…” Hollander looks at his feet. “I can’t go to reception in the middle of the night and ask for a new one.”

    Ilya laughs. “So, you want to spend the night?”

    “I don’t want to,” Hollander says so quickly it makes Ilya’s stomach drop. “Half the league is in this hotel. Can I just stay?”

    Shane and Ilya start sleeping over. It still takes them years to figure everything out.

    Or, 5 times Shane & Ilya have illicit sleepovers and 1 time they realise they can have nights like this for the rest of their lives.

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    05 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “Hollander,” Ilya says, “Did I tell you I meet nice woman?”

    Shane locks eyes with Rozanov. “Oh yeah? Did she run away screaming?”

    Ilya smirks. “Running? No. Screaming? Lots of it.” And then he fucking winks.

    Later, Rozanov slams him into the boards. He stays pressed up against Shane for a moment too long, then speaks in a lowered voice.

    “I didn’t tell you the best bit. Her name is Jane.”

    Ilya starts dating a woman called Jane. This sets off a chaotic chain of events featuring jealousy, sexting, miscommunication and a whole lot of bad ideas.

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    05 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    AU where David never went to the cottage, so Shane's parents never learned about Ilya.

    A couple of months later, a private photo is posted on the internet and they all come rushing to Shane's house. Meetings ensue and truths are revealed.

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    27 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 43

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    Scott knew the boys’ moods well enough by now to know that giving them the chance to gravitate back towards each other would be counter-productive to everything that they wanted to achieve tonight - namely, getting their minds off things. If left to their own devices, Scott knew that Shane would get lost in Ilya’s present stormcloud, and Ilya, in turn, would try to stoically shoulder the burden for both of them until he collapsed. They needed to be separated and get some much needed attention doted upon them individually, to truly settle down.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    “Did J.J. try to set you up with that guy?” Hayden asked.

    Shane nodded, then frowned. "Why didn't you, like, discourage him?"

    "That dude sounded perfect for you.” Hayden immediately held his hands up as outrage flashed across Shane’s features. “What? I just think you can do better!”

    Shane’s mouth dropped open.

    “For fuck’s sake, Hayden.”

    Hayden laughed as he crossed the room and dropped down onto the bench beside him, nudging Shane’s arm with his elbow.

    “I’m kidding. Mostly. Besides-”

    Shane closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

    “It’s not funny.”

    “Hey,” Hayden said in a conciliatory tone, though there was no real apology in it. “Look. I fucking hate the guy, but if he’s what you want…”

    The words chafed. It felt wrong, all wrong, like someone humoring a bad decision. Like of course Shane could do better, should want better. Like it was obvious.

    Shane saw red.

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    17 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 68

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    Shane Hollander is on his way to Tampa, Florida for the All-Stars game. But he doesn’t care about that—he’s mainly there to get back with Ilya Rozanov.

    Will Shane be able to take charge and confess his feelings? Social media support and Rose Landry help him out along the way as he tackles his feelings for Ilya Rozanov.

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    10 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ilya Rozanov would've happily gone his entire life without meeting any more Canadian wildlife; the loons where enough to last a lifetime, and his (and Anya's) first encounter with a raccoon is one he'd worked very hard to erase from his backyard's security camera and his own memory. Yes, he's more than happy to never be approached by a wild animal ever again.
    The geese, however, have other ideas.

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    07 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Hayden finds out three things in this order:
    1. Lily is Shane's secret boyfriend
    2. Lily is kind of a great guy who really loves Shane
    3. Lily is...Ilya Rozanov?!

    OR, clueless Hayden Pike x 100

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Shane huffs out a breath, a faint, helpless smile pulling at his mouth. “I know.” His thumb brushes along Ilya’s cheek. “I just think this is taking a lot more out of me.”

    “What is?” Ilya frowns, kissing the inside of Shane’s palm.

    “This,” Shane says quietly, gesturing between them. “Keeping it a secret. I thought it would be easier. Just don’t talk about my love life, right? Avoid the questions. But it’s not like that. Every time something good happens, something funny, I think of you. I want to tell them about you. And every time I don’t, every time I hold that back, it hurts. And then I get angry, too, because no one else has to do this. No one else has to filter their life down to hotel rooms and fake names. I think what JJ said wasn’t really about him at all. It just reminded me that I can’t even brag about you.”

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    After two blissful weeks at the cottage, Shane and Ilya return to their lives back in Boston and Montreal. As the season begins again, Shane is consumed by a loneliness so profound it pushes him to grasp at anything that might ease the pain.

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    03 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Is that how you feel?”

    Ilya takes a slow breath before answering.

    “Maybe..sometimes.”

    When Shane doesn’t respond, clearly expecting more, Ilya clears his throat.

    “Like sometimes in an interview, I do not know how to say what I want to say. So I make a joke instead. Sometimes I wish I could show them how intelligent I am. I think half of the hockey world thinks I’m an idiot.”

    OR

    Ilya opens up to Shane about how it feels to try to express feelings in his second language.

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    01 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 31

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    'But not like I love you. That's the worst fucking part of all this is... that all I want is you. It's always you. I'm so in love with you and I don't know what to do about it. '

    Pencil and white ink.

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    31 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 2

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    The Aftermath of Countrycide. Don't we all wish Jack and Ianto had been together by that point? Sadly, they weren't, which meant they were both left to battle their demons alone. Two perspectives.

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    22 Mar 2026

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