17 Bookmarks by TheMagicBorderCollie

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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    It was getting worse. It was getting worse, and he couldn’t tell anyone. It’s never been bad enough to affect his work, but it was still there. Looming, creeping in the background, threatening to ruin his life. Taunting him for something he had no control over. He couldn’t tell anyone. He loved the 118—his family—but that meant he knew them too well. They would treat him like he’s damaged.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    When Tommy leaves Buck outside the restaurant after their first date, neither of them could have imagined what happened next. Neither could Eddie, still inside the restaurant and unaware that it was a date.

    Unfortunately for Buck, his introduction to the physical aspects of being bisexual is violently brutal rather than gentle and loving when he's assaulted in the dark lonely night.

    How will Eddie and Tommy react when they learn what happened - and will Buck be able to move forward from the experience?

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Buck goes out drinking after a particularly tragic call and the night takes a turn for the worse when he's targeted and assaulted. Struggling in the aftermath and unsure how to handle it, Buck tries to distance himself from his friends and family, believing that with time he can simply move past it on his own. Eddie notices something is wrong with Buck and desperately tries to get through to his friend, fearing the worst.

    or:

    Buck goes through the fucking ringer. eddie notices something's horribly wrong. you can contact my lawyer for emotional damages.

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    “I heard about what happened yesterday,” Eddie says softly. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there. And that I didn’t know. I should’ve gone out with you, or made you come over, or-”

    “Eddie,” Buck interrupts. “It’s- it’s okay. I just went out drinking. It’s fine.”

    “Drinking alone?”

    “Yeah,” he stammers. “Yeah, alone.”

    “Hey listen, why don’t you come over tonight? We can do a movie night. And… I have something to tell you.”

    “I’m sorry, Eddie,” Buck murmurs, feeling the tears welling up again. “I don’t think I can tonight.”

    “Hey, wait Buck-”

    “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    "Make eye contact with me. I am in here - come find me."

    Evan Buckley is no stranger to suffering, nor to recovery, but this will be his greatest journey to recovery yet.

    Continuation of the Breathe verse, you will need to read part 1 before this. Check each chapter for additional warnings.

    Title from 'Light' by Sleeping At Last

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Buck breathes in. 

    Around him, police and paramedics are speaking in low tones, droning on as they buzz about, itching to get closer to him. To them. He swallows thickly, keeping his eyes locked onto the open front door. 

    Eddie's arms tighten around him. 

    He breathes out. 

     

    (Or, Buck is sexually assaulted. He's not okay, and neither is Eddie.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    TK's attacked while Carlos is on shift. It's not random, someone's targeted him specifically.

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    01 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 52

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    Tk just wanted to celebrate his engagement to Carlos, but plans are interrupted when he is taken from his own home.

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    01 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 59

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    In 2019, TK Strand is struggling. Reeling from his most recent relapse, an encounter with an eerie stranger alters the course of his life forever. He spends a harrowing eighteen hours as a missing person, and what happens that night creates a domino effect that follows him years into the future.

    In 2023, as TK settles into a beautiful life — sober and healthy — with his soulmate, Carlos Reyes, the monster from his past comes back out of nowhere.

    And this time, he’s coming for both of them…

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    31 May 2026

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    On a call for a fire in a known drug house, Judd's equipment malfunctions, and he breathes in whatever the hell was being made there. In the back of the ambulance, he has a pretty bad trip.

    At TK's expense.

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    31 May 2026

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    Things go a little bit differently and TK ends up in Austin 18 months months earlier than in the series completely on his own. Still struggeling with his addiction and the effects of his last relationship staring over in Austin is not easy.

    Luckily, that doesn't mean he won't find a family here.

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    29 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 74

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    TK looks down at his still half-full plate and can't stop the fleeting thought that Theo would've never let him have a portion this big. TK pushes his plate away; He's not hungry anymore.

    He thinks he's going to be sick.

    Or, in which a fun, lighthearted date night gets derailed with the single flash of an unwanted memory.

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    15,563

    24 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 80

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    PROMPT: TK has a breakdown during sex with Carlos and Carlos starts to learn just how abusive TK’s ex was and reassures TK that he’s not mad and he’s okay / Alex (TK's ex) filled TK’s head with so much bullshit and Carlos is learning how bad it actually was.

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    24 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 11

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    "And it wasn’t even like TK wanted to run, but more so that something made him run, an internal restlessness, a carefully but barely concealed fear, a quiet but urgent voice in the back of his mind, telling him that he wasn’t ready for this type of commitment."

    Carlos and TK meet. Carlos falls in love, while TK runs - right into the arms of a man who knows how to exploit TK's past trauma.
    They're all slowly losing TK; they're all slowly trying to get him back, but it's harder than any of them could ever have anticipated.

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    Comments:
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    Hits:
    1,389

    24 May 2026

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    What if Alex had followed TK to Texas?

    What started as a second chance quickly turns to abuse, forcing the team and Carlos step in.

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    23 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 69

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    TK gets caught in an abusive relationship.

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    Comments:
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    23 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 62

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    As soon as Carlos walked into the loft he could feel it. A heavy, suffocating weight throughout, and he immediately grew concerned when he saw TK's duffel bag strewn haphazardly near the door with his work boots and paramedic work jacket after a 24-hour shift.
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    TK is called out to one of the worst situations that he has experienced since becoming a paramedic, and he struggles to deal with the haunting experience.

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    Comments:
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    8,415

    22 May 2026

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    When a gesture of goodwill is misinterpreted, a patient begins to develop a dangerous attachment to TK.

    The whole point of the job is to save patients, not to have to be saved FROM them.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    923
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    3,246
    Bookmarks:
    792
    Hits:
    122,039

    22 May 2026

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