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    Hayden stares, the sight in front of him not quite computing.

    There is the couch. There is Shane on the couch. There is Shane on the couch, sleeping on his back with one arm wrapped securely around the waist of another person sleeping on top of him. The waist of another man sleeping on top of him.

    A man.

    As in, not Boston Lily.

    As in, not a woman at all.
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    Or, a prank goes awry and Hollanov is outed even earlier. At least everyone can agree that it’s still entirely Hayden Pike’s fault.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander's life is defined by zero. In all things hockey, it was the starting and the end point, but it could not, would not, be anything else. Staying at zero meant shut-out. Staying at zero meant failure.

    But in other things, like the roiling, magma-hot anger underneath his skin that never seemed to fully fade away, zero was paramount. Zero was holy. Zero was the difference between life and death.

    It's too bad that no one ever told him that suppressing that anger would just make the explosion more devestating.

     

    Or, a character study into Shane Hollander, anger, repression, and the concequences of trying to make yourself less than human.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Hollanov Watcher @Hollanov_Watcher
    https://www.reddit.com/r/Advice/Brown_Eyed_Girl 👀
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    Hollanov Watcher @Hollanov_Watcher
    As always with these old Reddit posts, take with a pinch of salt. Could always have been edited, might have nothing to do with Hollanov. Food for thought, though. 🤷

    Alternatively: a Reddit post from ten years ago sparks the beginning of the long-awaited timeline reveal.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    "If you need a cat, and you deserve a cat, the universe will make sure that a cat finds you. That's the Cat Distribution System at work," the woman explains.

    "But I don't need a cat," Shane says, baffled.

    "Are you sure?" the bearded guy says, looking down at the box, where Shane is still stroking the kitten's head.

    "Yes?" Shane says, frowning as the kitten rubs its small, bewhiskered cheek against his finger.


    Shane finds a stray kitten; Ilya not so slowly loses his mind.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.

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    22 Jun 2026