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A collection of art I haven't posted on tumblr/twt or full uncut versions.
Rating includes from Teen Up and up to Explicit.
1 chapter = 1 post.
Chapters and tags will be updated.Bookmarked by Second_starr
14 Jun 2026
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“Buck,” Theo starts. “What is this?”
“Um, a piano. My piano.”
That I use to secretly release music online goes unsaid.
Or, Buck is a firefighter, a brother, and responsible for a young child. He's also a musician online, but no one is supposed to know about that. Maybe more than one song is about Eddie, but no one is supposed to know about that, either.
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02 Jun 2026
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Nine Years of Almost (And The Year it Finally Stuck) by Writeninembers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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It starts as a mistake. A joke. Something that doesn’t mean anything.
Eddie’s birthday ends.
A midnight kiss.
Buck’s birthday begins.They do it every year.
Over.
And over.
And over.For nine years.
Every year.
The same person.Some years are easy.
Some are messy.
And some… shouldn’t have happened.Bookmarked by Second_starr
01 Jun 2026
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To his left, a cluster of young men, barely old enough to be in here, were living their lives through their phone screens. They preened and posed, muscles straining against designer t-shirts, capturing manufactured moments of joy for an audience that wasn't here. Buck felt a surge of contempt so sharp and sudden it almost made him flinch. He’d been that young once, though his own brand of youthful idiocy had also involved running into burning buildings, not just perfecting a pout for Instagram.
To his right, a group of older men, their faces a roadmap of past disappointments, watched the younger crowd with a hungry, almost predatory nostalgia. They were looking for a night, an hour, a few minutes to feel like the men they used to be. Buck looked away. He was thirty-four, caught in the no-man’s-land between the two, and felt an uncomfortable kinship with both groups that made his skin crawl.
This was a mistake. He should have stayed home.
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A 34-year-old Buck and a 22-year-old Eddie meet at a gay bar and have sex about it. A lot of sex.Series
- Part 1 of Fast & Loose 'Verse
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28 May 2026
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“So,” Eddie said.
Buck glanced over. “So.”
“Beck asked me out.”
The world narrowed.
Buck’s hand froze on the truck. “What?”
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Or, Beckett Walsh, a firefighter from the London Fire Brigade, joins the 118 for a three-week exchange program and looks exactly like Buck.
Everyone sees it.
Everyone except Eddie.
So when Beck asks Eddie out, Eddie says yes, hoping one date might help him understand why every relationship before this has felt almost right.
Unfortunately for Buck, “almost right” looks a lot like him.
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18 May 2026
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"What are you saying, Eddie?" Buck asks again, soft and patient, and it's so unlike him that Eddie melts into his chair.
"Yeah," Eddie chuckles. "What am I saying?"
"Y-you want to try with me? Figuring out…"
"If we could want the same form of physical intimacy from each other," Eddie finishes for him with a nod, a little more confident now.
"H-how?"
"Uh, I don't know yet," Eddie admits. "Slowly, I suppose. I thought we could, you know, come up with a plan together?"
"A plan," Buck echoes, but he doesn't sound weirded out, more like he's already planning to buy a clipboard. "And it wouldn't be strange? I mean, considering— I'm a man, Eddie."
OR After the attack in the hospital, Eddie finds a letter hidden inside a book that Buck gave him, and reading it unravels him irreparably.
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17 May 2026
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Theo hands Buck three dandelions.
"Oh, thank you Theo. I love them."
Theo shakes his head. "They're not for you. They're for you to give to Eddie." He points at Eddie, standing frozen with two stacks of toilet paper in his arms. "Eddie likes flowers."
"He does?" Buck asks, looking at Eddie curiously.
Eddie looks away, cheeks colouring. The two pendants under his shirt burn against his skin.
Theo nods enthusiastically. "He likes flowers and he likes you, so you should give him flowers Buck."
"Yeah Buck," Chris singsongs. "You should give him ~flowers~."
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Buck adopts Theo. Eddie's Saint Christopher pendant suddenly has a companion.
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03 May 2026
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“Chris?” Eddie asks, turning away from the stove only to see Chris wearing his headphones at the kitchen table. “Chris!” he calls out and waits for Chris to free up an ear. “Did you hear me?”
“Something about Buck?” Chris guesses. “What is it now?”
Eddie has no idea where this kid gets his sass from.
“I wanted your opinion,” Eddie responds, pointing his spatula at Chris, “on whether or not you think Buck might have feelings for me? Because I’m trying to decide if I should say something to him or not.”
Chris pulls his headphones off fully, placing them on the table.
“About your big gay crush?” Chris asks, looking for clarification.
Eddie rolls his eyes and nods. “Sure, my ‘big gay crush’.”
“I don’t know why you don’t just show him the tattoo,” Chris replies. “I’m pretty sure he’ll be able to figure it out from there.”
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(Eddie gets a tattoo of a buck on his thigh.)
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29 Apr 2026
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“I didn’t know you were coming over,” Maddie says, holding back a laugh. “Is everything okay?”
“I thought I was pretty clear.” Buck throws himself down on the couch, hugging a throw pillow against his chest. “Everything is in fact not okay. I’m going insane, Maddie.”
“You said that already,” Maddie says as she joins him on the couch. “Is this about Eddie?”
Buck rolls his eyes. “Who else would it be about?”
“That’s… actually a good point,” Maddie concedes, trying to hide her amusement and failing. “What’s he done now?”
Oh, a fantastic question.
“What hasn’t he done?”
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(What do you do when your best friend keeps taking you on dates without calling them dates? Talk to him, right? Right?)
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29 Apr 2026
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call me friend but keep me closer (call you when the party’s over) by loversalwayslose
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Apr 2026
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“I promise you, that won’t happen,” Eddie assured him.
“But it is,” Buck sobbed. “It is. You’re going to find a- a woman who you’ll fall in love with, and then you and Chris are gonna move on and won’t need me anymore, and I- I’ll just be Buck again.”
“You’ll never be ‘just Buck’,” Eddie said, still holding Buck’s face in his hands. “You’ll never be ‘just’ anything to us, and we’re not going to move on from you.”
“You can’t promise that,” Buck sniffled.
“But I can,” Eddie told him, taking a deep breath as he wiped away Buck’s tears with his thumbs. “I can.”
“How?” Buck’s voice crackled.
Eddie looked at him for a moment before his voice dropped low. “Because I’ve already found all of that with you.”
or the "he just didn't want to marry me" fic
title from when the party's over by billie eilish
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16 Apr 2026
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“Hey, Buck?” Christopher says. “How do you know you’re not in love with my dad?”
Buck freezes. A full body clench. “Uh,” he says. “Could you - - I think I - - sorry,” he laughs uncomfortably. “Could you repeat the question?”
“I asked Dad, but now I’m more confused. And you date men, right? But you don’t date Dad. So how do you know you don’t want to date Dad?”
Or, Christopher has some questions. He asks the two worst possible people.
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14 Apr 2026
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Forever yours by sariscribbles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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“Is that a tattoo Hollander?”, Hayes asked curiously.
The tattoo wasn't fully covered by his towel. Shane looked at Ilya who had a cheeky smile on his face that said: “This is going to be good”.
“Yeah, got it a few days ago”, Shane replied casually even when he didn't really feel that casual about it. There were a few surprised reactions from his teammates.
“What is it?”, Bood asked.
“Is that a bite mark?”, Barrett asked.
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Shane and Ilya'a teammates discover Shane has a tattoo. And both of them are kinda obsessed with the tattoo.
Part 2 of permanent marks. Part 1: love bites
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- Part 2 of Permanent marks
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09 Apr 2026
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Love bites by sariscribbles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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“So, you want one of my marks on your body tattooed?”, Ilya repeated as if he couldn't believe it.
“Yes, Ilya, that's exactly what I want”, Shane caressed Ilya's cheek while he said it.
“You know tattoos are forever, right?”, Ilya asked.
“You're forever too, you're my forever”, Shane whispered the delicate words.
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Shane Hollander gets a tattoo and makes one of Ilya's marks permanent.
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- Part 1 of Permanent marks
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09 Apr 2026
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The two texts came in almost simultaneously.
Eddie
Can you come over?Chris
I need ur helpThere had been no hesitation on his part, with Buck grabbing his keys and immediately headed for South Bedford Street. While he wasn’t panicked since no one had actually called him, he was on high alert, not exactly sure what he was about to step into. For both the Diaz boys to message though, he had some idea and hoped that he was wrong.
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Chris doesn’t end up in Texas, but with Buck. Which leaves Buck to navigate surprise parenthood, feelings realizations, crazy parents, and his best friend all at once.
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08 Apr 2026
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Night Changes by proseandpulse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Mar 2026
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Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.
The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.
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- Part 1 of Night Changes AU
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28 Mar 2026
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Ain't That A Kick by firenze21
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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“Ilya?” There was some worry in the rookie’s voice. “We need to go to the hospital.”
Fear shot across Ilya’s face. “Haas, what happened? Your concussion is feeling worse?”
“Something’s wrong. I’m having hallucinations that you said Shane Hollander is your boyfriend and that we’re all having a sleepover.”
OR: When Ilya has an away game in Montreal, he often stays with Shane at his apartment instead of the team hotel. But when Centaurs rookie Luca Haas gets a concussion during the game and has to be monitored overnight, Ilya makes the call to bring Luca with him.
Takes place approximately two months after Part 1. It's Luca's first season as a Centaur and Shane's last season as a Voyageur. Shane and Ilya's relationship is still private.
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- Part 2 of How Haas Hatched Hollanov Team Dads
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26 Mar 2026
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It was supposed to be a joke, okay? It was supposed to be funny, and they were all supposed to get a laugh out of it. Despite all of his protests, Hayden had thought he could get Shane to see the humor in it once he gave in. Except the longer Shane decidedly didn’t find it funny, the less entertaining it became for Hayden as well.
Hayden hadn’t ever actually done a deep-dive into the whole Hollanov internet obsession. He wasn’t prepared to have the cornerstone of his worldview be destroyed by a youtube compilation video.
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The Montreal team watch a Hollanov compilation on youtube, for fun, and realize some things.
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24 Mar 2026
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because nothing says chemistry like a kissing alarm by evbuckbuckleydiaz
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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“Eddie, come on, then we can make a regular schedule for practising! Just set the timer, kiss for 10 seconds, and move on. It makes sense, right? The more we do it, the more comfortable we’ll be.”
Eddie held his hands up, admitting defeat. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and clicked on the clock app, setting up a timer for 10 seconds.
“Alright, Buckley—“ He held up the phone to show Buck the timer. “—whenever you’re ready. Try not to go all Statue of Liberty on me this time.”
OR; Buck and Eddie have to convince Buck's parents that they're in love. It doesn't take much.
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23 Mar 2026
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“Uh– sorry. Wear to what?”
“The Halloween party, Buck,” Chimney drawled, his eyes twinkling with amusement. “Do I need to play a video below my face to help you focus?”
Buck snorted and flipped Chimney off. “I’m not sure,” he said, furrowing his brows, “I haven’t really thought about it.”
“What?” Hen’s voice was full of exaggerated shock. “You? You always go overboard for Halloween, you’re telling me you seriously haven’t planned some elaborate costume?”
“Well, I mean…” Panicking, Buck scrambled for an excuse that wasn’t ‘I’ve been spending so much time thinking about Eddie I haven’t really had room for much else.’
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Couples costumes and confessions abound!! It's never too late to realize you're gay and hopelessly in love with your best friend. (Fic isn't angsty like title would suggest, I just wanted a Brokeback Mountain quote)
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23 Mar 2026
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“Don’t you ever want more with… your soulmate?” With me. Don’t you ever want more with me?
Shane waited patiently for Rozanov’s answer, his heart pounding away in his chest as he stared at the other man.
“No,” Rozanov said decisively. Shane felt his heart shatter as the other man flicked his cigarette dismissively. “I do not have a soulmate.”
Oh. Shane sat in stunned silence for a few moments, his glass of vodka frozen in midair, halfway to his lips.
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Ilya has lived his life knowing he would never find a soulmate, and Shane has lived his life waiting for his soulmate to acknowledge him.
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23 Mar 2026