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i have to be with you to live, to breathe (you’re taking over me) by Soulless_moon
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
16 May 2026
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Grian looked over his shoulder only to realise there was nothing worth looking back at. All that existed for him was what lied at the bottom of this cliff. What lied at the end of Grian’s life.
He closed his eyes, took one deep breath and jumped. Funnily, falling felt a lot like flying. It felt freeing. He was finally free. Free from the watcher’s grasp, free from himself, free from everything that bound him to this world.
Agonising pain flooded his senses but none of it was strong enough to be proclaimed as death.
“Oh my god! Is he alive?”
“Just barely. He needs immediate medical attention.”
“Someone get Xisuma.”
And for some reason, Grian recognised the last voice but before he could pinpoint the person behind the voice, everything faded to black.
Grian jumps off the desert cliff, having lost Scar and the will to live but doesn’t really end up dying. He wakes up in a weird town surrounded by weird people and… Scar. None of them remember him. Scar does not remember him yet Grian remembers him. It hurts to not be remembered by your loved one but it hurts even more when you realise you can’t let yourselves fall in love again.
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- Part 2 of My Scarian fics 🏜️
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02 Jun 2026
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Breaking Through To You by WorldsBestScarameow
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 May 2026
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Aventurine has some iffy coping habits that have only gotten worse after the events on Penacony. Now, months later, he finds himself assigned to attend a conference hosted on a planet that the IPC is looking to 'assist.' While there a certain Doctor remains one of the biggest enigmas Aventurine has ever encountered.
Or, Dr. Ratio's time spent with the idiot gambler Aventurine slowly peels back layers of unresolved anguish.
MIND the tags. This contains descriptions of self harm.
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- Part 2 of His Facade Is Breaking
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31 May 2026
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No One Will Mind by WorldsBestScarameow
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 Mar 2025
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Aventurine knows not a soul will miss him. Mind the tags.
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- Part 1 of His Facade Is Breaking
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30 May 2026
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Aventurine is in his final year at university and he debates on just flunking as the turbulence inside his head grows stronger. In a strange turn of events, he finds out that the guy he's been talking to on the online suicide watch forum he frequents is actually his Professor.
Usual TW's and all that.
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- Part 1 of Secrets, Exams, and Booze
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He realized with horror that he had taken too much. His chest ached and his breathing was laboured. His head spun and he could barely keep himself upright. He settled for leaning on the person next to him, who laughed and shoved his head into their lap.
He was crossfaded and alone, and he was going to die.
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An exploration of Aventurine's psyche and the events which would lead to him and Ratio confessing their feelings for one another.Series
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29 May 2026