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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    He looked at his tiny sister in her hospital crib

    "we want to name her Rhea, Lily, Sofie or Ivy" his mom said " what do you think honey?"

     

    or: Shane gets a surprise baby sister

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander agrees to an arranged marriage because refusing could start a war. He expected a transactional relationship, minimal emotional involvement, and maybe some occasional awkward small talk.

    Instead he gets a six-foot-three stupidly attractive Russian alpha who is apparently determined to follow Shane around campus like an overprotective guard dog.

    meanwhile Ilya Rozanov was fully prepared for a spoiled, haughty omega.

    But Shane was earnest, stole his cloths, cried over his gunshot wound, and called him mine in front of his father.

    Now Ilya’s a little obsessed.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for 6 years with 3 kids, what seems like a picture perfect family actually hides a more sinister truth.

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    “You are not alone, you have me and your children, what more could you want?” Ilya said softly. “The world can be cruel, especially in my line of work. If I let you and the kids outside, you become targets. I keep you here for your safety, and because I love you.” Ilya placed a kiss on Shane’s forehead.

    “You trapped me,” Shane whispered.

    Ilya’s gaze changed, his face hardened. His heavy scent flared with suffocating waves of cedarwood and leather. Yet, he didn’t argue, he let his scent do the work. As the waves of intimidating Alpha scent flooded the bedroom, Shane could feel his inner omega biology washing over him, trying to force him to submit to his Alpha.

    “I saved you, everything I do is for you and our children.” Ilya corrected him softly.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    12 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 46

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    After being a witness to an horrible accident on the ice, Shane Hollander, riddled with PTSD, surprisingly retires from playing hockey for the NHL in 2015. The reasons for his Retirement are kept confidential and vague, the official statement only mentions an career ending injury.
    He needs years to even manage to set foot into an ice rink again but eventually manages to become an assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs, to reconnect with his beloved sport in some way.

    Ilya Rozanov had dealt with his fathers death and the final fallout with his brother alone. He feels lost and lonely in Boston and never wants to return to Russia. To secure permanent residency in Canada, he approaches a trade to Ottawa, shocking the entire hockey community.
    He won’t admit it to anyone but after Shane Hollander disappeared from the NHL and his life almost 3 years ago, a part of him disappeared too. The Centaurs are currently still the worst team in the devision but something about playing in the hometown of Shane Hollander draws him there.

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    11 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Don’t move. You’re being detained”, a voice from behind echoed out as he felt the cold metal of the cuffs cinch around his wrists. Fucking fantastic. Ilya complied, because what was the other option?

    He felt a rush as he was hauled up from the ground and ushered outside. He couldn’t see the officer, but the strong grip on his arm was extra noticeable as he was guided to the curb.

    It wasn’t until he sat down on the curb that he saw the officer properly. It was a man, and he was young. As Ilya looked him over, he quickly realized that this was perhaps the most attractive man he’d ever seen in his life. He had on his black pants, tactical belt, and black police polo covered by a thick vest. A silver badge shone on his chest. Ilya barely caught his nametag, 'Hollander'."

    Or: A firefighter/police AU where Shane Hollander is 23 and just ended his rookie trial as a cop. Ilya Rozanov is a 29-year-old firefighter. Both have a complicated history with hockey. The two butt heads immediately after Shane tries to arrest him, but Ilya can't seem to shake a feeling he has about his arresting officer.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    What if the Tuna Meltdown ended differently?

    What if Ilya's fear won?
    What if Ilya was the one who panicked and walked away? Before Shane could even call him his. A single step backward became a thousand miles between them.
    Shane was left standing and waiting for 3,650 sunrises, 120 months of silence.

    For 10 years of waiting.

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    30/?
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    11 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 41

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    Despite visiting Seattle a few times a year, he hadn’t truly explored the city. As it turned out, his introduction would be a night out with a few players from the new Seattle women’s hockey team.

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    The Captain of the Seattle Torrent takes Shane to a gay bar, where he gets drunk and calls Ilya.

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    10 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 11

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    The Resistance clamoured for justice and for those stained responsible, the demand was soaked in blood.

    One final reaping.

    Twelve Capitol tributes.

    In the end, it mattered little to Shane Hollander who found himself in a dilapidated holding cell, reaped for the second time in a decade.

    The irony was almost familiar. The Capitol had once called it entertainment. The Districts had once called it cruelty. Now, it'd been given a new name entirely. Retribution.

    Though it still felt the same.

    Just painted in a different colour.

    Five cells further to his right, Ilya Rozanov found himself facing a similar fate.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Hollander stopped dead, his eyes widening in surprise as he took in Ilya, hand paused as it hung over a stray box of oats at his feet.

    The shepherd made a low whine, snapping Ilya out of his frozen state, and it seemed to do the same for Hollander as well as it booped their nose into his leg firmly, urging him to take notice.

    “Hol-” Ilya finally choked out as Shane stood up abruptly, eyes glazed over in panic. With a nod at the floor, he turned and strode away, the dog trotting along diligently at his heels.

    “Wait, Hollander!”

    Ilya was stunned. There was no other word for it. He feels like he’d seen a ghost, and in some ways he kind of had, for Shane Hollander was very much a ghost of the past.

    or

    In 2014 Ilya slipped away to Russia for the summer to care for a man who was steadily forgetting everything. On the other side of the globe Shane Hollander had slipped away from the MLH and the world without a word, never to be heard from again.
    In 2022 Ilya, tired and needing something different, takes up a contract with the Ottawa Centaurs. In the cereal aisle of a Loblaw supermarket, he runs into the last person he ever thought he’d see and something deep in his soul flickers alight.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “I’m sorry, Mom,” managed Shane, sobs returning. He was getting really sick of crying but it was the main reaction his body was supplying. “I really messed everything up.”

    Yuna pulled back from the hug, tugging his hands into hers. “Shane, you did nothing wrong here. We love you so much. None of this is your fault”.

    “I really tried,” he continued, stomach twisting in fear that they would be disappointed. “I swear. I didn’t mean to keep this from you. I didn’t mean for this to happen”

    “Son, you don’t need to explain anything to us.” David was trying to cut through his returned panic, keeping his hand on Shane’s shoulder. “And no apologies. We are just so sorry this happened to you.”

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    It's December 2017. Shane is happy. He's figuring out how to navigate long-distance with his boyfriend, enjoying the fact that they're getting the plan together. That's until his conversation with Rose from a year earlier is leaked online. His carefully considered plans to come out to his friends and family before telling the whole world are fucked. He hasn't even started devising the plan to tell them all who he's dating. How on earth is he going to do any of that?

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    09 Jun 2026

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    It’s a difficult concept for Shane to grasp, taking up space like that. Birthday parties are always so loud and demanding of everyone’s attention, and Shane doesn’t know how to handle it, always stressed that people don’t actually want to be there or are just patronising him. The idea that people want to get together to celebrate Shane, besides his parents and husband, is completely foreign to him. The idea that his hockey team would show up for his birthday is incomprehensible.

    Or:

    Two birthday wishes Shane makes, and how they come true (and one time Ilya threatens a bunch of ten-year-olds)

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?

    Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    He shook his head. The runaway idea was stupid—there’s no way they’d be able to pull it off and even if they did, there were just so many things that could go wrong. He didn’t know if he could pull off a convincing scheme like this, he knew he’d leave some kind of sign (but what if he was careful)? Plus he had no idea if Ilya would actually be ok with dropping everyone and running—also what about Svetlana, would she be ok with doing all of that? He already felt like he asked Ilya to give up too much despite his reassurances and this would just be another thing he’d be asking Ilya to leave.

    There was just no way that would work—right?

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    Shane and Ilya don't come out to Yuna and David. Instead, they leave everything behind. Currently (trying to be) updating weekly on Wednesdays.

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    09 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 54

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    Ilya is fourteen years, eleven months, and sixteen days old when the last cannon sounds. All he remembers of it now is the beat of silence after it was done, before the celebratory trumpets started playing. When he was just standing there, finally all alone.

    “District Four’s Ilya Rozanov, ladies and gentlemen! I am pleased to present this year’s victor!”

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

    Or:

    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    Comments:
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    08 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 99

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    ‘How about you come inside before you have panic attack, hm? What’s going on? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.’
    ‘That’s because you brought one back with you from Russia you asshole.’ Shane snaps at him, freezing when he realises what he just admitted.

    ***
    Shane has always been able to see ghosts. Normally he can pretend it isn't happening. But when he sees a woman in Ilya's apartment and panics that their secret is ruined, he doesn't realise that he's the only one who can see her.

    OR Shane meets Irina Rozanov

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    8/?
    Comments:
    55
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    5,477

    08 Jun 2026

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