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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    Shane’s eyes opened in Sachskatwean and he blinked at the cold whipping around him. He nearly fell over in surprise. A moment ago he’d been so tired, kneeling at Ilya’s grave and wanting it all to just end.
    He hadn’t killed himself, he knew that’s the last thing Ilya would’ve wanted, but god he just wanted it all to be over.
    A blink and he was sitting in the rink in Sachsketwan, watching the junior Russia team run through drills

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009

    He’s dreaming of Rozanov again.
    He must be.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Nobody moves for a moment as Shane stares the woman down, and he’s seconds away from sawing the damn thing off himself, when the woman nods to the men surrounding the hybrid. And then there’s a flurry of movement, a clicking sound and then the men stand back to reveal Ilya in his bare faced glory, unobstructed by the muzzle.

    Shane takes him in, inhaling softly at the sharp cheekbones, the moles dusted over his face, the pillowy lips that are set in a firm, displeased line. Shane wonders how big his fangs are. If he was a fighter, they must have been sharpened regularly.

    Shane doesn’t want to think about the damage this wall of a hybrid had inflicted on others, the damage he could inflict on Shane. The hybrid stares at him, expression hard to determine but the intensity of it has Shane holding back a shiver. He’s staring at Shane like he can see every thought inside of him, calculating. As if they were on opposing sides of a ring, ready for the bell to chime and for Ilya to go in for the kill.

    Shane gets roped into fostering a troublesome hybrid with a bad track record. Except what begins as a cordial arrangement turns into something much more complicated.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    From: [email protected]

    To: [email protected]

    Subject: Secret Santa 2015

     

    Dear Shane Hollander,

    Thank you for participating in the MLH Secret Santa!

    This year, you will be sending a gift to: Ilya Rozanov (Boston Raiders).

    In order to get to know him and get a personalized gift, you will get access to an encrypted messaging app where you can ask him questions. Make sure you don't reveal who you are!

    Please send your gift before December 15th to the Boston Raiders social media manager’s office at the address below.

    Merry Christmas!

    The MLH Social Media Team

    ---

    Or: Shane and Ilya never hooked up, Shane needs to get Ilya a secret santa gift, and Ilya is on a mission to figure out who his secret santa is.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.

    Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`

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    24 Jun 2026

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    What if everything in the MLH Awards rooftop scene had.gone completely differently?

    "I feel like I'm home. I don't know what that means. I have never felt at home anywhere in a long time. But right now. With you inside me. Your hands on me. I am home."

    A canon divergence from Heated Rivalry Episode 1 "Rookies." The MLH awards rooftop scene, rewritten - what Shane and Ilya truly feel about each other, and about the award, when nobody walks away. A character study on how Ilya's scars impact him, on how deeply and freely Shane loves him, and the start of something beautiful. Two boys. One trophy. Zero words big enough for what they feel for each other.

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    24 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shane was five when he found out he had the power to heal people. He was told to hide this part of him, to never let anyone see his power, and so it became his most guarded secret. He didn't fully understand why until he was nine, when he finally learned about mutants, and the fact that he was one of them. The world had never been kind to people like him, those that were born different. He grew used to the way they disguised fear as hate, and did his best to keep his head down.

    His secret stayed safe until one fateful game, one that changed everything. Suddenly his life was in danger, and his greatest rival became his only hope for safety.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Shaky video of Ilya Rozanov sitting in a tattoo parlor on a chair, the video steadies and zooms in on an annoyed looking Rozanov, “You scammed me, Marly” he says, “Very evil, would be very mad if I did not respect you for it”

    “You don’t have to if you really don’t want to” he says, Ilya Rozanov shakes his head.

    “No, bet is bet” he says, “Just nothing too big, yes?”

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    22 Jun 2026

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    "Is it true? Hollander is on rut waivers?"
    "Mr Rozanov. Sit down."
    "Make an offer. Offer – offer me."

    When Shane is cast out of the Metros due to a mystery hormone issue affecting his game, Ilya makes an offer to save his career: become a Boston Raider, and Ilya Rozanov's mate.

    It would be easier if they hadn't already been sleeping together for years.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    All Shane wanted to do was to play hockey.
    He knew he was pretty much the best at it.

    What he didn't know, being the best was not enough.

    Being a gay Asian-Canadian hockey player didn't help anything at all.

    Nor did the fact that he got drafted to Ottawa, the team where Ilya Rozanov was already the biggest star.

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    An alternate universe where Shane is openly out as gay. Ilya is still closeted bisexual. And they both play for the same team- ie, Ottawa Centaurs.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    18 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    Ilya is a hockey player and he knows witches are as important to the MHL as a zamboni driver is. They put players back together when vengeful fans hurl skate dulling hexes or negate goal post charms that direct pucks everywhere except into the back of the net. However, he's never seen a witch like this.

    Shane is a powerful witch behind the bench of one of the oldest hockey franchises. He loves to be on the ice as much as a player and so does his familiar. Together they protect players from curses, hexes, and injury. It’s not surprising when an odd curse pops up in a Russian player they would be the one to see it.

     

    Or

    Ilya the hockey player meets Shane the witch

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Rozanov, Ilya-- can you hear me? Fuck! Are you okay?” He asked, frantic. There was so much blood, people were running towards them. He could hear phones being dialled, could feel the presence of others around them.

    Ilya’s eyes were open, but it was as if he were looking past him, up towards the sky above. He coughed once and blood sputtered out, dribbling down his face "Mama." He said softly.

    ---

    Since Shane was a young boy he has been able to rewind time. He had never done it for anything huge, just small things here and there.

    Then Ilya Rozanov died in front of him.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Tired of his parents, friends and teammates always trying to set him up with a ‘Nice Alpha’, Omega Hockey Player, Shane Hollander, hires an actor to pose as his date to a fancy Gala in an effort to get people off his back. He fully intended to hire an actor. However, it seems he mistakenly hired an Alpha prostitute by the name of Ilya Rozanov.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Unspoken things grow in the cave of Shane’s chest, lapping over with new mineral layers the way a cluster of particles swells into crystal over eons. He knows that’s where the power comes from, from the relentless tug of the secret between hope and fear, evolving, expanding, fueled by the stewing uncertainty.

    He’s only making it worse for himself. At this rate, if he ever confesses to Rozanov, there’s no end to what it might destroy.

    Or: Old secrets are dangerous things—strange, unpredictable magic that Shane has never been skilled at controlling. He's spent years swallowing the words that could eviscerate his life as he knows it.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”

    “Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”

    “Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”

    “Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”

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    At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.

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    151,374

    09 Jun 2026

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