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    “I wasn’t consciously trying to…” he gestured vaguely toward the bedroom. “I got kinda freaked out.”

    Rozanov hummed thoughtfully. “I know. Was… a lot.” He pressed his lips together and looked toward the floor as a heavy silence hung between them for a few seconds. “You are okay now?” he finally asked, the lightness in his tone betrayed by a tremble on the word “okay.”

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    Shane's panic doesn't drive him out of Ilya's house that day.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    A butterfly flapping its wings in one part of the world may cause a hurricane somewhere else.

    A conversation with Rose Landry leads Shane Hollander to make a decision that he may ultimately live to regret. Far from the eye of the storm, he crashes along the waves, beaten down by wind and rain.

    Ilya Rozanov lies in the eye of a hurricane. Sometimes he drifts just close enough to the horizon to get into trouble. Just dangerous enough to keep life interesting - enough to remind himself that he's still alive.

    A safe harbor can be found for both, if they can only get there.

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    Or, Post Tuna-Meltdown but before All-Stars in Tampa, Shane comes out to the Metros and it does not go well. He comes up for air in Boston.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “I don’t want you to lie. That’s not who you are.”

    Shane Hollander was a consummate liar, and the twisted irony of his mom’s baffled statement told him more than anything that he needed to tighten up. He was done with messing around, done with letting people down, done with indulgences that he couldn’t afford. The path before him was clear; all he had to do was walk it.

    (This, he would acknowledge later, was the biggest lie of all.)

    OR: Shane learned how to lie with his words and stillness. Unfortunately his body speaks a language of its own, and it's one Ilya Rozanov never needed a translator for. As Rozanov lets Shane get away with anything except lying to him, this causes problems until it solves them.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's 5 ways to seduce Pretty Canadian Hockey Players:

    1. 9 inches is required
    2. Must be best at Hockey
    3. Fuck him so good that you ruin both yourself and him for anyone else
    4. Open your fucking mouth and talk to him
    5. Do not make him an angry kitten by marrying anyone else, or even suggesting it...

    After 7 years, Ilya Rozanov realizes that his feelings have grown beyond his control. What would happen if Ilya chose direct communication vs beating around the bush during the Tuna Meltdown? How would things change if Ilya and Shane had people in their corner from the beginning?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's soulmate mark appears to him in the worst possible moment: during a shirtless interview during intervals. Now, the whole world knows that his soulmate is a man and that the man is Shane Hollander.

    Now, Shane has to deal with a soulmate whose life just imploded, parents who want to know about his (very secretive) feelings for another man, the question of his sexuality and teammates who are revealing themselves to be just terrible.

    All in all, maybe it could be worse. Like Russia could detain Ilya's passport, or his soulmate could be struggling with a mental illness, or Shane could be about to be tested in every way possible. But that wouldn't happen.

    Of course not.

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    12 Jun 2026