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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    so cute

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    Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”

    At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.

     

    (Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)

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    30 May 2026

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    A little part of Ilya has been prepared for Shane to end things between them from the moment they started. So you'd think this moment would hurt less?

    How, in the course of a single year, Ilya's worst fears are proven true, then completely false, and how Shane chooses Ilya over hockey in a big way.

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    30 May 2026

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    Katsuki had won. He laid on the ground, one fist in the air as he ached and bled and cheered for Izuku. Sure, he was probably dying from All For One’s last attack, but he won, so he deserved to rest his eyes for a second.

    Did he get sent back in time somehow? Or…

    He squinted at the walls, ran his hand over the railings. The windows showed blue skies and fluffy fucking clouds.

    Was this heaven?

    What sort of god would send anyone back to middle school?

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    Or a multiverse fic where:

    Katsuki keeps dying.

    He has more alternate lives than he can stomach, and somehow - still - not enough time with the Izuku he finds.

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    27 May 2026

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    Maybe it’s a lifetime of carefully guarding himself, maybe it’s a disdain for this whole idea, or maybe it’s just the fact that he’s been holding back with Buck, holding back with Bobby, holding back with his parents. Bottle all of that up and something has to give. “Buddy, I don’t think God’s been close to me in years. If he ever was.”

    The priest doesn’t react. Just calmly asks, “Let me phrase it like this, then: what do you need to say out loud? Maybe something you’ve never said before.”

    And this. This is what Eddie had been driving at. What might actually bring him peace instead of unsettling memories that drip cold down his spine.

    “I love him. I love him and he doesn’t know.”

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    Eddie confesses to Buck, fucks a priest, and finds his way—not necessarily in that order. 

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    13 May 2026