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    [Edit]: I changed the title because the subtitle is too funny not to add.

    The Centaurs win the cup and celebrate late into the night. In the morning, Shane wakes up in an alternate universe - one where he never got hard in the shower and he and Ilya never hooked up.

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    And Shane, not for the first time, thinks even farther back. To that day in the showers after their CCM campaign shoot. Alone under the spray, and confronted with Ilya’s perfect body, Shane’s body reacted. And truthfully, he’s always been quick to react when it comes to Ilya.

    But to think… if he could just control his dick, none of this would have happened.

    This perfect life he’s living. Married to the man of his dreams. Living and playing in his hometown, with his parents only 10 minutes away. With his sweet puppy, Anya. Celebrating his fourth ever Stanley Cup win. All thanks to one wayward boner.

    For a wild second, Shane thinks about saying that to Wyatt.

    That’s how he knows he’s drunk.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    For some reason, everyone has a terrible first impression of Ilya Rozanov. Many have an outlandish hatred of him, distrust him, or think he's a terrible fit for Shane Hollander in one way or another. They see him as the villain in Shane's love story, regardless of Shane's many objections to the contrary.

    Unfortunately for them, they couldn't be more wrong about Ilya, and each and every one of them is going to slowly come to realize what a good man he is, firsthand, as Ilya worms his way into their hearts and minds.

    Or, the 5 times where the cast of Game Changers finally realized Ilya Rozanov was a great man, and the 1 time Ilya Rozanov finally got the first impression he deserved.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

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    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    What if the rooftop at the end of Episode 1 played out differently? Shane is a good listener, and Ilya finds himself sharing.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The day Ilya and Shane spent together in Boston changed the both of them forever. Shane now had to come to terms with his feelings and Ilya was left with something neither one of them could have prepared for.

    *or Ilya's cryptic pregnancy journey and their adjustment to parenthood*

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    03 Jun 2026

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Hayden has loved Shane Hollander for years, not romantically, not in ways that crossed lines, but in the steady, unshakeable way best friends do. Shane was there for the life Hayden built with Jackie, there when everything fell apart, and there afterward, when grief made even breathing feel like work.

    Ilya Rozanov has always been part of that orbit too: Shane’s husband, sharp-tongued and observant, loving in ways that are louder and fiercer than Hayden ever expected to need. Where Shane offers quiet constancy, Ilya offers insistence, on joy, on honesty, on not disappearing into loss.

    What begins as shared responsibility, school pickups, late nights, standing in kitchens that still remember Jackie, becomes something more fragile and more deliberate. No one is trying to replace what Hayden lost. Jackie’s love remains woven into their lives, into the children they are raising together. But grief shifts, and the space it leaves behind makes room for something new.

    Together, Shane, Ilya, and Hayden learn that love can expand without erasing the past. That family can be chosen, reshaped, and rebuilt. And that sometimes the deepest connections are the ones that have been there all along waiting to be named.

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    You shouldn’t get really, really shit faced drunk the night you win ‘rookie of the year’ in Vegas.

    You also shouldn’t marry your arch-rival that same night, just sayin’.

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    30 May 2026

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane sighed with relief as the doors of the elevator closed. Whoever was in the hall probably didn’t see him. He would figure out how to move past the humiliation of sending that text message to Ilya. But first, he needed to get back to the safety of his hotel room.

    “That was close,” Shane murmured to himself and slumped against the wall.

    The doors of the elevator opened again.

    Shane straightened at the sight of Ilya Rozanov, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned pair of slacks, his golden chain, and a phone in his hand.

    [OR Ilya realized he made a mistake letting Shane go after their hookup in Vegas. As he's rushing to find Shane, he receives a text message from Shane that reads: We didn’t even kiss.]

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    Shane's supposed to meet Ilya in room 1221, but a wrong number lands him at Scott's door instead. What starts as an accident becomes something Shane didn't know he needed—someone who understands, who doesn't hide, who makes him feel like he can be honest.

    One night changes everything. Now Shane wants more than stolen moments in dark hotel rooms. He wants this—both of them. And Ilya, finally realizing what he stands to lose, is ready to fight for him too.

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    29 May 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    There's a lot of explicit content but I try to note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW.

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    29 May 2026

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    Dean’s minding his own business, sipping on a beer and leering at the bartender, when a guy that admittedly has about four inches and a good twenty pounds of muscle on him storms over and shoves him in the arm.

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    27 May 2026

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    The second dinner goes better than the first.

    (Shane is his mother's son.)

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    26 May 2026

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    “—but you make me feel small too. You’ve made me feel pathetic and small. And right now, you're being mean. Chasing me for two years just to fuck me in Montreal—Then disappearing for six months. That was mean. What you did at the olympics was mean. To treat me like a whore and kick me out immediately in Vegas was mean. You made me think I deserved that. Do you think I deserve that?"

    Ilya was lost for words. The shame had gripped onto his chest and was squeezing him tightly. His breathing felt short. He felt a storm of emotion swell in him, and as he tried to keep a neutral expression he felt tears collect on his waterline.

    "Do I deserve that, Rozanov?" Shane demanded an answer.

    "No." He spat out.

     
    Shane Hollander and the four MLH awards from hell + the one from heaven.
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    Every year Shane and Ilya cross paths at the NHL Awards and every year Shane ends up disappointed.

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    26 May 2026

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    ⚠ EMERGENCY ALERT

    Effective immediately - due to the presence and spread of EXO-16 in Massachusetts, a State of Emergency has been declared and mandatory quarantine starts Friday, November 18, at 4 p.m. Everyone is required to stay at home except to go to an essential workplace, seek medical care, or do an essential task. Visit exo16.mass.gov for more information.

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    im probably in love but im in a zombie apocalypse so idrc about that rn

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    26 May 2026

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    Stan Twitter thinks Shane Hollander doesn’t love Ilya Rozanov.

    So he sets out to prove them wrong.

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    25 May 2026

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    After their wedding, with some guests still around, Shane learns how well Ilya took their time apart following the tuna melt incident.

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    Connors and Marlow snitch.

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    “No, but you guys don’t understand, Roz was an absolute asshole that season!”

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    25 May 2026

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    seth @hockeygays_ • 3 days ago

    i can’t believe it’s 2023 and we still don’t know how Hollanov started dating !!

    23 replies 2,3k retweets 11,2k likes

     

    (or where the internet finds out how hollanov met)

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    25 May 2026

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    (xxx) xxx-xxxx
    ‘I’m a good looking gay hockey player, text me for a good time ;)’
    and phone number

    (xxx) xxx-xxxx
    OH MY GOD ?!?!?!?!
    That’s it.
    I’m killing my teammate.

     

    (or where J.J. wrote Shane's number on a bathroom stall and Ilya decided to text it)

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    25 May 2026

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    “Ya loobloo ty—” Shane tries to repeat the Russian phrase that Ilya has told him more than once in the last five minutes but Ilya cuts him off abruptly. 

    “I love you.” 

    The numbers on Shane’s heart monitor skyrocket, so much that Yuna is tempted to call a nurse, or maybe take the elevator to the roof and scream until her throat is raw because this can’t be the real world, this must be some weird, crazy dream her mind must have come up with after too much wine.

    Ya tebya lyublyu,” Ilya says again. “Means I love you.” 

    After Marlow’s hit, in his confused state, Shane begs the trainers to tell Ilya that he is okay but they think Shane wants Ilya to come to the hospital with him, so they get him. And Ilya… goes.

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    25 May 2026

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