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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Buck struggles with his dyslexia and needs the 118's help to complete some forms the LAFD needed. He struggled but ultimately got there in the end.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Klaus stood, offering him a hand. “Always and forever, little brother.” 

    Buck took it. 

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    When firefighter Evan Buckley takes a rare mysterious day off, the 118 fears the worst—until Karen sends Hen a Neon Avenue livestream and the whole station crowds around the TV. The band’s surprise fifth member? None other than Evan Ryder, the global boyband star Buck used to be. With Maddie screaming in the crowd, Hen and Chim losing their minds on the couch, and Eddie trying to process that his disaster best friend is also a retired pop icon, Buck’s carefully hidden past crashes headfirst into his present in the most chaotic way possible.

     

    Or the one where Evan Buckley use to be a singer in a famous boy group called Neon Avenue before leaving to live a normal life. The 118 find out when he returns to the stage for one night only

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    Everyone was perfectly polite to him. They greeted him at the start of the shift and wished him a good 48 off when he left the station, they didn't give him dirty looks at the table and communicated about work. But Buck couldn't remember the last time someone asked him how his weekend was, involved him in a joke, or casually touched him. He couldn't remember the last time anyone touched him on purpose at all. Everyone kept a very safe distance from Buck. He wondered if they were scared he would sue them if they made a wrong move near him. 

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    Months after the lawsuit Buck is still on the outs with the 118. He is lonely and touch-starved. After a minor injury at work Buck goes home alone, spiralling about his life and how he misses his family. Then Eddie shows up at his door to talk.

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    Post-lawsuit, Buck is broke.

    He’s drowning in medical bills and lawyer fees and he has no one to turn to for help.
    His chosen family aren’t speaking to him unless it’s to bark orders at him on shift, still pissed about the lawsuit, so Buck suffers in silence.

    Faced with a medical emergency, Buck calls Eddie to beg. Except, Eddie doesn’t even give Buck a chance to speak when he answers.

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    Pre-buddie that becomes buddie

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    02 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    Buck finds something in hopes to reconnect with Christopher and slowly reconnect with Eddie and the rest of the 118 after dropping the lawsuit and being iced out. What happens when what he finds makes his life so much worse in ways no one can even understand or realize until it's too late?

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    27 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 44

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    His future has no light.

    It's smothered in darkness and the walls are too tightly pressed to leak any sense of hope through.

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    26 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Buck comes back to the 118 prepared for anger, awkwardness, and cold shoulders.

    He isn’t prepared for the silence.

    As the distance between him and the team grows wider, Buck makes a choice: stop reaching, stop hoping, and stop trying to be what they need.

    He’ll show up. He’ll do the work.

    Nothing more.

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    25 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    He’s holding what Buck can only assume is his medical chart on a clipboard. The first words out of his mouth are, “It’s not cancer.” Well, he didn’t think it was, but at least that ball is knocked out of the park. Before the nice, burly man at the foot of his bed can even explain what it actually is, Buck speaks up first. “Than what is it?” He has been nonstop shivering since the moment he stumbled into the hospital yesterday.

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    My first sick fic where Buck gets sick after the lawsuit and feels like no one will be there for him. He's happy to be proven wrong when a brown-eyed man walks into his room with a soft smile and a look of determination.

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    21 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 38

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    Things are still raw after the lawsuit. Buck wants nothing more than to have Bobby be proud of him again. He gets the opportunity when a detective with the LAPD approaches him for a case. Only nothing Buck does seems to make Bobby happy. If anything Buck is afraid that he’s ruining his relationship with Bobby for good.

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    Buck and Bobby Week 2026: Rescue Missions/Hugs/Never Again

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    20 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 80

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    While in Texas, Christopher had moved into his dad’s childhood bedroom and one night when he couldn’t sleep, he decided to go through the taped up old boxes he found in the closet. In there he finds something that makes him want to run away.
    He found a journal.
    His dad’s journal from when he was sixteen.
    And from reading it, Christopher found out his dad was sent to a conversion camp when he was caught kissing a boy by his parents.
    Panicked and scared, Christopher calls Buck, demanding him to come get him.

    TW - Homophobia, Homophobic language, Conversion camp/therapy, Repressed memories, Abusive Helena and Ramon Diaz, Child Abuse references, Religious abuse and Catholic guilt.

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    19 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 87

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    "Did you know I tried out for the Navy SEALS?" he asked to the room at large, knowing full well he only ever talked about his failed endeavor with Bobby and Eddie. It wasn’t so much the failure to go through with it that had kept him silent, it was what it had brought to light.

    For once he saw the distaste towards him drop from the Buckley’s faces, they both looked bewildered by his choice of topic. Margaret looked like she was about to interrupt him but he didn’t let her, earning a pointed glare from Phillip for it.

    "You probably aren't aware what that entails. Sure, everyone has heard of BUD/s. Hell week. The physical requirements. But there's a step before that. They want to see some documents. Your High School Diploma, your last addresses, things like that… most importantly though, they want your birth certificate."

    Or,
    There is more than one Buckley Family Secret and Buck is about to reveal the first one.

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    19 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Why are you so pissed at me?” Buck demanded, glaring at the brunette across from him.

    “Because you’re exhausting,” Eddie said, pushing his shopping cart away as he moved closer to Buck who froze at those words. “All of us have our own problems, but you don’t see us complaining about it because we just suck it up, so why can’t you?”

    Buck was silent for a minute, opening and closing his mouth several times before finally finding his bearings. “You wanna know why I can’t just ‘suck it up?’” Buck spit, eyes full of something dark as he stared at his best friend.

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    Buck has his well-deserved crash out in the middle of the grocery store, and Eddie feels some way about it.

    OR X2

    A canon-divergent fic of the grocery store fight we all know and love where Buck gets to express his feelings.

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    18 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    The first time David Kay sets eyes on Evan Buckley, he doesn’t believe the social worker when she says he’s five. The kid’s the size of a four or three-year-old at least. He’s tiny.

    “He was malnourished when he came to us,” she tells him and Annie. “He’s making progress, but you know, recovery and healing are slow.”

    Boy, does he ever. Deacon knows that better than anyone

    “Rome wasn’t built in a day,” He agrees.

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    the evan kay verse

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    15 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 98

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    When Bobby is freed from the facility, he is suprised by the biggest change.
    He is 'pops' to a four year old.

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    15 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    “Give me that,” Chim huffed, stealing the question from Hen and holding it up, trying not to laugh too, “have you ever been in handcuffs?” Hen and Karen cackled louder, but Buck shared an unimpressed look with Athena.

    “You want us, as family,” May clarified, “to answer whether any of us have been in handcuffs, without any context?”

    “Oh god, I didn’t think about that, never mind!” Hen said, stealing the question back. “Nope, we are not gonna scar poor baby May that way.”

    “How many different ways can you end up in handcuffs?” Eddie asked, flushing a little when everyone looked at him.

    “Several.” Athena and Buck answered together. Maddie actually did fall off her chair laughing that time.

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    family game night at the Grant-Nash house!

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    08 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 93

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    It had been an annoyingly busy day. Busy and frustrating because of the new guy and everyone still razzing him about Abby ghosting him. So it took him a minute to register that the apartment wasn’t empty. There was a half drunk wine glass on the counter and women’s clothes strewn on the bed. Anxiety spiked and Buck grabbed a few of his things and rushed back out as quietly as he could. He’d thought the catfisher shit had been dealt with, but clearly it hadn’t if someone was in Abby’s apartment. Abby didn’t have sisters, and her nieces were too young to drink let alone have bras. He got in the jeep, his hands only slightly shaky as he tried to figure out where to go next. He did the only thing he could think of and called Bobby. Except he didn’t answer, so he tried Hen and then Chimney, all going to voicemail. 

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    Buck is still struggling with anxiety about the catfisher months after the ordeal and doesn't trust who might be in his apartment when he gets home. Instead of walking in and figuring out who it is, he bolts. Athena Grant doesn't let him feel anxious or stressed, taking him home to make him sleep on the couch so he feels safe. She gives some really great advice, actually.

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    08 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 61

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    “So why Buck?” Buck looked up and found Hen and Chimney watching him curiously. It felt like every few weeks they were coming up with new random questions to ask him.

    “It’s a nickname.” Buck shrugged. “Same with Hen and Chimney.”

    “Ok, but Hen is literally a shortened version of her actual name.” Chimney argued. “Mine’s from a story. So. Is Buck from some weird interaction with a deer?”

    “No.” Buck said hesitantly. “It’s from my last name.”

    “How do you get Buck from Grant?” Hen frowned.

    “You don’t. Grant’s my middle name.” Buck said quietly. “I’ve been using it since before I got to LA because I don’t need certain people searching me out.”

    “Certain people.” Chimney blinked. “Are you running from the mob or something?”

    “Or something.” Buck wobbled his head. “I’m not involved in anything illegal, I just didn’t … I didn’t want my biological family trying to find me. And if Evan Buckley doesn’t technically exist, then they can’t.”

    “Buckley.” Hen said curiously. “Yeah, I think I like Grant better. Buck Grant. It suits you.”

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    08 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Your sister obviously doesn’t need the money, not after what she’s set to gain from her late husband’s estate.” The man said, and Buck tried not to react. The fact his sister survived something like what Doug did was amazing and not a trivial fact.

    “But what about your own medical expenses?” The woman asked curiously.

    “Don’t have any.” Buck shrugged.

    “Not that you’re currently aware of, no, but having been a test tube baby to cure a brother with cancer could have plenty of unseen issues.” She shrugged. Buck blinked at her, his mind going entirely blank and quiet. He would have thought he was lucid dreaming if it weren’t for the fact the detectives were still watching him expectantly, only moving to shuffle papers in a file or blink or breathe and there weren’t any rainbows or any insane kaleidoscope effects happening. It also told him he wasn’t breathing so he sucked in a breath.

    “Come again?” Buck’s voice cracked.

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    Buck learns about Daniel during his interrogation about the bank robbery.

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    08 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 78

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    Eddie realizes in stages: the man’s slings look professional even if they’re made out of cast-off fabric from God knows where. The boy is wearing a striped shirt. The man’s leg is stiff, like Buck always denies his still gets sometimes and his brain gets caught on the word Buck, plays it over and over, and if he thinks the word and after that name he’s going to have to fall to his knees and never get up again.

    Buck doesn't lose Chris in the tsunami, but as a result, he injures both of his arms. Eddie brings him home, and discovers that he wants him to stay.

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    4,202

    06 May 2026

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