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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    Post-lawsuit, Buck is broke.

    He’s drowning in medical bills and lawyer fees and he has no one to turn to for help.
    His chosen family aren’t speaking to him unless it’s to bark orders at him on shift, still pissed about the lawsuit, so Buck suffers in silence.

    Faced with a medical emergency, Buck calls Eddie to beg. Except, Eddie doesn’t even give Buck a chance to speak when he answers.

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    Pre-buddie that becomes buddie

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Buck finds something in hopes to reconnect with Christopher and slowly reconnect with Eddie and the rest of the 118 after dropping the lawsuit and being iced out. What happens when what he finds makes his life so much worse in ways no one can even understand or realize until it's too late?

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    27 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    His future has no light.

    It's smothered in darkness and the walls are too tightly pressed to leak any sense of hope through.

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    26 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Buck comes back to the 118 prepared for anger, awkwardness, and cold shoulders.

    He isn’t prepared for the silence.

    As the distance between him and the team grows wider, Buck makes a choice: stop reaching, stop hoping, and stop trying to be what they need.

    He’ll show up. He’ll do the work.

    Nothing more.

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    25 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    He’s holding what Buck can only assume is his medical chart on a clipboard. The first words out of his mouth are, “It’s not cancer.” Well, he didn’t think it was, but at least that ball is knocked out of the park. Before the nice, burly man at the foot of his bed can even explain what it actually is, Buck speaks up first. “Than what is it?” He has been nonstop shivering since the moment he stumbled into the hospital yesterday.

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    My first sick fic where Buck gets sick after the lawsuit and feels like no one will be there for him. He's happy to be proven wrong when a brown-eyed man walks into his room with a soft smile and a look of determination.

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    21 May 2026