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  1. Public Bookmark 97

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    “I've seen that face before. It’s the face of someone who can’t see a way through anymore.”
    It hurt to say, and based on Robby’s expression, it hurt to hear. Jack watched as his friend’s face filtered through an array of emotions, everything from hurt to offended to angry to defeated.
    “I’ve seen it before. I’ve felt it before. And I can’t walk away from it, Robby. I can’t walk away from you. Please don’t ask me to.”

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    Jack devised a plan to prevent Robby from leaving -- blowing up the motorcycle was his first choice, having a heart-to-heart was his second.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    "Congrats again on the award; you deserve it." And with that, she disappeared into the crowd.

    Probably off to go plan how to hit on Jack. Jack, who this random doctor wanted to have sex with. Here. At the conference.

    Intellectually, Robby knew that was what people did at these things. Drunken hookups at conferences were common, though often denied, if not regretted. Robby had never partaken because that was not his speed, but Jack—

    Well, Jack had no such qualms. And at an ED medical conference, he was basically a rockstar. He could probably have anyone he wanted.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    It's August of 2001, and Robby has just started his fourth and final year as a resident at Charity Hospital in New Orleans. On his first day back after a day off, he runs into Sergeant Jack Abbot, an enlisted Army medic who has been assigned to Big Charity for a two-week rotation in the ER. From the moment of their first meeting, sparks fly, and they give into their mutual attraction the night before Jack has to return to Fort Bragg to complete Special Forces training. Years go by before they see each other again, but when they do, the magic between them is undimmed.

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    31 May 2026

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    It’s the spring of ‘97 when Michael Robinavitch is dragged into a gay bar for the very first time.

    When he meets Jack Abbot there, the two of them are on the cusp of radically different futures: Robby is about to begin his residency, and Jack is leaving for the army. They know better than to get attached - know the timing is wrong, the goodbye inevitable - but something tender takes root anyway. Through every deployment, Jack thinks of Robby more than he ought to; through every failed relationship, Robby wonders about what might've been.

    Years later, when their paths cross again at PTMC, the past resurfaces — and though they’re older, more jaded, and scarred in different ways, they find themselves pulled towards everything they left unfinished.

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    30 May 2026

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    “He looked at the careful way Whitaker had made the hospital bed, the folded protein bar wrapper that had fallen to the ground, the bag that probably contained the kid’s entire life, and something in him just… decided.

    Maybe it was the exhaustion. Maybe the weight of too many losses in one day. Maybe the memory of Whitaker’s hands steadying him as he got back on his feet in Pedes.

    “I have a spare room,” Robby said, before he could start talking himself out of it.”

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    In the aftermath of Pittfest, Robby discovers Whitaker living on an abandoned hospital floor and offers him a place to stay.

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    29 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 18

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    Jack and Robby are married and you can't convince me otherwise.

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    28 May 2026

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    “I haven’t really been to a wedding where I’ve, uh… let loose. But, hey,” Dennis shrugged, “maybe I’m doing it wrong.”

    “If I hadn’t already agreed to go to this conference, I’d offer to go with you,” Robby said casually. “Show you how it’s done. I’ve got a good track record as a plus-one, too.” Dennis had to say something. To interrupt. To shut this down. But what was he supposed to say? No, you can’t be my plus one, because I lied about my cousin, and there is no wedding, and it seems a little weird to bring a date to a fucking funeral– “Apparently parents love it when you bring home a doctor.”

    And just like that, the bubble popped.

    “I’m not gay,” Dennis snapped.

    He had never hated the sound of his own voice as much as he did right then.

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    Or, Dennis is anxiously headed home for a "wedding" in Broken Bow, Nebraska, the details of which are increasingly fuzzy. Robby's got a medical conference in Omaha that same weekend. So they carpool. Seventeen hours both ways in an enclosed space with no way out except a tuck and roll. This'll go great.

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    24 May 2026

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    Robby was convinced to stay another few days after his planned departure on July 4th. Not by Dana, not by Jack, and certainly not by Caleb. Not by Noelle either, by any means.

    Or, Robby delays the start of his sabbatical, and after some devastating news from Whitaker, he decides to reroute his original plans.

    Orrrr, it takes about 3 days for Robby’s sabbatical to fully blow up in his face.

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    19 May 2026

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    dwhit: My attending just called me a good boy #WhatDatMean

    Or, the one where Dennis is a niche internet microcelebrity on medical twitter who is horrifically down bad for his boss.

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    19 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Nervous?”

    “Why would I be nervous?” Dennis asked, keeping his voice neutral.

    “Hmm, yeah. I wonder why.” Trinity couldn’t have made the sarcasm any more obvious. 

    He didn’t acknowledge it, hoping she’d drop it. Of course he knew why he would be nervous. He was nervous. But he wasn’t going to let Trin in on that. She was annoying enough as is. 

    He stared out the window of the bus. He had no idea what to expect of today. Neither from himself or from Robby.

    - - -

    Dennis returns to the Pitt after seven months. Seven months after he'd gone home with Robby. Again. After seven months of no contact with the man.

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    13 May 2026

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    During a lonely night on the abandoned 8th floor, Whitaker is spiraling. He decides to make a phone call.

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    “Whitaker, it's 2 AM.”

    Whitaker let out a shaky breath. “Yeah.”

    “Why are you calling me?”

    He didn't know how to answer that question. There was no way to answer that question without embarrassing himself.

    Sorry, Dr. Robby. I’m lonely. I miss my family. I'm thinking about all of the patients I’ve lost. I know you've lost hundreds more, and I know this is just part of the job, and I should just get used to it, but my fucking soul hurts. I feel like a failure. I miss my mom. I wish she loved me more than she loves God. Is that a fucked up thing to say?

    Maybe I’m not cut out for this.

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    10 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 18

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    Leaving Robby had felt like the only choice he could live with, on both occasions. It had been easier, at the time, to believe that distance was a form of protection...Therapy had a way of dismantling ideas like that. The more Jack talked about it, the more obvious it became that leaving hadn’t protected either of them from anything. It had only meant they spent years miserable in different places...

    Still, the last two years had forced him to build something resembling a life again. Slowly, the routines of recovery gave way to something steadier. The anger that once filled his days dulled into something more manageable. Eventually, that quiet, empty apartment started to feel less like a refuge and more like a cage, and once that happened, the next step became obvious.

    He needed to work again.

    OR: Two years after leaving Robby for the second time, Jack feels ready to work again, landing a job at PTMC. When he discovers Robby also works there, they have to figure out how to exist together again, and whether the twelve years between them broke something permanent or just left something unfinished.

    A continuation of "Half a World Away, and Already Halfway Gone".

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    07 May 2026

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    robby lends whitaker his jacket during a particularly hard shift in the ER. when he gets it back the next day, he finds whitaker's notepad still tucked in the pocket, filled with absent-minded doodles and half-finished to-do lists.

    instead of returning it right away, robby adds a small note of his own.

    official playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5QLBUnWkeIHgYPFg81bbUy?si=c3c6c51743554c78

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    06 May 2026

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    Best FanFic <3

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    Sirius' crush on Remus isn’t new – not even close to a new revelation. It’s old and festering. What he feels for Remus is like a rash and there’s flare ups, there’s times where he can’t resist the urge to pick at it, to imagine what would happen if he let his hands linger.

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    Where a drunken hookup leads to a summer of friends with benefits.

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    04 May 2026

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    James was trying to “find himself” whatever-the-fuck that means. And Sirius, as his long-exasperated best friend, was dragged along with him, finding themselves in Kerry, Ireland.

    Luckily, Sirius had Moony: his anonymous online confidant, his late-night constant, his almost-something, to keep him sane in the face of his (second) brother losing the plot. Only, Moony has no interest in taking things further than that. But it's enough for Sirius.

    Or, it had been, right up until he and James broke down on the side of the road, and were saved by a good-looking local, Remus.

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    04 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    dennis whitaker and michael robinavitch agreed to keep things casual (well, dennis made the rules and robby goes along with them). no kissing on the lips, no spending the night, never at dennis's place. just a warm body for each other when its too cold outside.

    then again, the best laid plans of mice and men.

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    03 May 2026

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    Robby keeps buying Dennis things.
    Dennis keeps pretending it’s normal.
    It isn’t.

    It's a sugar daddy/baby fic. You're welcome.

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    11/11
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    03 May 2026

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    “With the end of this project I was talking to some people about having a small get-together to celebrate.” She explains excitedly.

    “Oh, that sounds nice.” Remus definitely won’t be going, but he doesn’t need to say that.

    “Since it’s not going to be a big party, you can bring your husband if you’d like.” Remus nearly chokes on his last sip of coffee.

    “What? My husband?”

    “Yes, I forgot his name, sorry, but you can bring him, it’ll be nice.”

    “Sorry, I don’t know who you’re talking about. I’m not married.”

    “No? I thought you mentioned a guy, something about cooking dinner together and you not going to happy hours on fridays because it’s pizza and TV night.”

    “Oh, I see. You’re talking about Sirius.”

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    It takes Remus Lupin seven days to realize he's in love with his best friend.

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    30 Apr 2026

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