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    “I've seen that face before. It’s the face of someone who can’t see a way through anymore.”
    It hurt to say, and based on Robby’s expression, it hurt to hear. Jack watched as his friend’s face filtered through an array of emotions, everything from hurt to offended to angry to defeated.
    “I’ve seen it before. I’ve felt it before. And I can’t walk away from it, Robby. I can’t walk away from you. Please don’t ask me to.”

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    Jack devised a plan to prevent Robby from leaving -- blowing up the motorcycle was his first choice, having a heart-to-heart was his second.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    "Congrats again on the award; you deserve it." And with that, she disappeared into the crowd.

    Probably off to go plan how to hit on Jack. Jack, who this random doctor wanted to have sex with. Here. At the conference.

    Intellectually, Robby knew that was what people did at these things. Drunken hookups at conferences were common, though often denied, if not regretted. Robby had never partaken because that was not his speed, but Jack—

    Well, Jack had no such qualms. And at an ED medical conference, he was basically a rockstar. He could probably have anyone he wanted.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    It's August of 2001, and Robby has just started his fourth and final year as a resident at Charity Hospital in New Orleans. On his first day back after a day off, he runs into Sergeant Jack Abbot, an enlisted Army medic who has been assigned to Big Charity for a two-week rotation in the ER. From the moment of their first meeting, sparks fly, and they give into their mutual attraction the night before Jack has to return to Fort Bragg to complete Special Forces training. Years go by before they see each other again, but when they do, the magic between them is undimmed.

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    31 May 2026

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    It’s the spring of ‘97 when Michael Robinavitch is dragged into a gay bar for the very first time.

    When he meets Jack Abbot there, the two of them are on the cusp of radically different futures: Robby is about to begin his residency, and Jack is leaving for the army. They know better than to get attached - know the timing is wrong, the goodbye inevitable - but something tender takes root anyway. Through every deployment, Jack thinks of Robby more than he ought to; through every failed relationship, Robby wonders about what might've been.

    Years later, when their paths cross again at PTMC, the past resurfaces — and though they’re older, more jaded, and scarred in different ways, they find themselves pulled towards everything they left unfinished.

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    30 May 2026

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    “He looked at the careful way Whitaker had made the hospital bed, the folded protein bar wrapper that had fallen to the ground, the bag that probably contained the kid’s entire life, and something in him just… decided.

    Maybe it was the exhaustion. Maybe the weight of too many losses in one day. Maybe the memory of Whitaker’s hands steadying him as he got back on his feet in Pedes.

    “I have a spare room,” Robby said, before he could start talking himself out of it.”

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    In the aftermath of Pittfest, Robby discovers Whitaker living on an abandoned hospital floor and offers him a place to stay.

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    29 May 2026