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The last social event of the season had come and gone some months ago now. The Queen’s Ball, held in honor of none other than Lady Agatha Danbury herself — molder of society, steadfast confidante to Her Majesty, and perhaps the only woman in England capable of silencing an entire ballroom with a single lift of her brow.
A full quarter of a year had passed since that evening.
A full quarter since Benedict Bridgerton had surprised the ton by asking for Miss Sophie Baek’s hand in marriage. A full quarter since John Stirling, Earl of Kilmartin, had been laid to rest beneath the beautiful skies. And a full quarter since Violet Bridgerton had stood at the precipice of something she had never expected to find again at her age: the terrifying possibility of wanting something for herself.
In the end, the Dowager Viscountess Bridgerton had chosen propriety. Or perhaps survival. Some days, even she no longer knew the difference.
Her understanding with Lord Marcus Anderson had quietly dissolved at the eventful night of Her Majesty’s Ball. No dramatic quarrel had transpired between them. No sharp words. No wounded accusations. Only the slow and painful surrender of a happiness Violet had convinced herself she could not afford.
It was not, in truth, what she had wanted.
For she had wanted him still. Foolishly. Entirely.
Yet the season had left behind too many ghosts for Violet to ignore. Benedict had fought between love and society with all the recklessness of youth, while Francesca — dear Francesca — had barely begun learning how to survive her grief. Against the weight of such heartaches, Violet had found herself ashamed of her own desires. It had seemed selfish somehow, to reach toward joy while those she loved were still learning how to endure sorrow.
And so things had ended things with Marcus in the gentlest manner she could manage.
Though even then, she had not been able to let him go entirely.
She had suggested they remain as they were before. Friends. Companions. Occasional partners in afternoon or evening tea and harmless conversation. Two respectable widowed members of society with no obligations beyond civility.
Marcus, ever patient and still foolish enough to hope for the possibility of a future with her, had been left quietly devastated by Violet’s decision. For he had never desired merely a clandestine affection carried out in hidden drawing rooms and stolen evening teas. He had wanted something far more dangerous than that. Something honest. Something lasting. He had wanted a life with her openly — not as a secret indulgence whispered about by society, but as a relationship fully acknowledged beneath its unforgiving gaze.
Which, somehow, made it all hurt worse.
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The Bridgerton House had grown quieter since then. Not abruptly. Not enough for one to notice at first glance. The halls remained polished. The drawing rooms still smelled faintly of fresh flowers and beeswax polish. Footmen still moved about with practiced efficiency, and the great staircase still echoed with movement throughout the day. Yet something essential had shifted within its walls.
Or perhaps within Violet herself.
Five of her children were now married. Daphne had long since established her own household. Anthony was consumed with viscountcy, fatherhood, and marriage alike. Colin and Penelope floated about in that infuriating sort of newlywed bliss that made Violet simultaneously delighted and exhausted. Benedict was rarely home at all these days. And Francesca… Francesca remained far away in Scotland, navigating the terrible quiet left behind by Lord Kilmartin’s death.
Only Eloise, Gregory, and Hyacinth remained beneath Bridgerton House’s roof. Yet even they seemed to exist in worlds separate from one another.
Eloise could most often be found with her nose buried inside some radical text discussing women’s independence and the failings of society. Hyacinth devoted herself with alarming seriousness to expanding her ever-growing collection of ribbons and calling cards. Gregory, meanwhile, had become entirely consumed with preparations for Eton and the exhausting pursuit of becoming a man.
And Violet — who had once presided over a household bursting with laughter, arguments, muddy shoes, half-finished desserts, and children forever speaking over one another — now found herself sitting before long breakfast tables with more empty chairs than occupied ones.
That morning was no different.
Sunlight spilled through the tall windows of the dining room, casting pale gold across untouched silverware and steaming dishes that would scarcely be eaten. Gregory had already excused himself scarcely ten minutes into the meal, muttering something about studies. Hyacinth sat several chairs away sorting ribbons against her dress sleeves with intense concentration. Eloise turned the page of her book without once glancing upward.
Violet lifted her teacup slowly.
“How fortunate,” she said lightly into the quiet, “that I carried eight children only for none of them to speak to me before noon.”
Hyacinth hummed absently in acknowledgment. Gregory had already disappeared. Eloise merely murmured, “Mm,” while continuing to read.
The silence that followed was not hostile. Which perhaps made it lonelier still.
Violet lowered her gaze to the untouched pastries before her. At some point over the years, the cook had begun preparing fewer of them in the mornings. Fewer cups were laid out now. Fewer doors opened. Entire drawing rooms remained untouched for days at a time.
The house was adapting to its emptiness.
Violet wondered, not for the first time, whether she was expected to do the same.