yourinsomnia

by http://castledust.livejournal.com/



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  1. Summary

    Taking favorite fandom tropes/prompts and remixing/adapting them for Andreil.

    All stories in this series are an AU of some sort, unrelated & can be read in any order :)

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    A crossover between two of my Andreil universes (& perhaps more later down the line)

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     “I need your help.” 

    Ilya peers up again and raises an eyebrow. He pauses the video he was watching. “With?” 

    Shane fidgets. “I, uh… I can’t– I mean, I can but I’m not very good– Fuck, listen, just– Ineedyoutohelpmewithsex.” 

    A pause. A long pause. Ilya blinks a couple of times, mouth twitching at the corners. Then,

    “You need me to teach you how to fuck your girl, Hollander?”

    Shane needs help satisfying his girlfriend, Jessica. He turns to his roommate, Ilya, for help.

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    11 May 2026

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    Connor leads Hudson into the men’s restroom. It is a single stall. The second they both step inside, Connor locks the door and pushes Hudson against it.

    “Thought you had to pee,” Hudson says, pressed up against the wood, Connor’s hand on his chest keeping him in place.

    “Thought you had a girlfriend,” Connor shoots back. His tone mean, making it obvious that it is something he had been thinking about for a while.

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    Hudson and Connor go a little too far a little too publically at the Met Gala’s after-party. Hudson crashes out about it the day after.

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    11 May 2026

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    Boston University.

    Shane Hollander: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in Human Physiology.

    Ilya Rozanov: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in finance.

    Shane and Ilya work well together on the ice, but there is no confusion that they aren't fans of each other. Shane is constantly fed up with Ilya showing up late and not taking things as seriously as him. Ilya likes to tease him, but he always puts his all in during games. It’s been like this since they started two and half year ago.

    Midway through the fall semester, Ilya takes a bad hit and is taken off the ice during the game. Shane comes up with an unorthodox solution to fulfill Ilya's physical needs while he recovers, and Shane's academic needs for extra credit.

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    AKA giving your teammate blow jobs so he doesn't re-injure his knee and can play hockey is a perfectly reasonable thing to do.

    *SMAU previously uploaded to twitter, now uploaded here for ease of reading*

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    27 Apr 2026

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    "If I'm a brat does that make you better or worse?" Hudson questioned.

    Connor looked at him with his eyes a bit lit up, in that way where Hudson knew meant he thought he had a good bit to do. But this was different, it wasn't a bit so much as… well. Flirting.

    "Be a brat and find out."

    Hudson stared at him for a few moments, trying to decide what to do with that information.

    "I don't know if you could handle me being a brat, Con. You're too sweet," Hudson decided, crossing his arms over his chest. Maybe a bit of a challenge, maybe not. Hudson loved nothing if not poking bears to see what happened.

    Connors eyes flicked back and forth before they melted into something more serene. Confident… maybe even cocky.

    "Yeah, alright," Connor shrugged, like he was dismissing the thought but for Hudson's sake. "Like you wouldn't fold the minute I actually start telling you what to do."

    or the one where huddy hasn't bottomed before and connor is more than willing to show him the ropes

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

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    18 Apr 2026