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    “Do you want to?”

    Terrified brown meets pleading blue. The look in his eye is answer enough. “Buck.”

    “I want to.” Buck tugs gently at Eddie’s happy trail. “I— I want you.”

    “Jesus.”

    “Do you want me, Eddie?” Buck murmurs. He tips the angle of his head down, looking up at Eddie through flaxen lashes. “Do you wanna fuck me?”

    Wordlessly, Eddie sways forward, stomach tense against Buck’s hand, lips grazing Buck’s. Buck’s never felt like this before, this— powerful. A few words out of his mouth got Eddie like this, got him this twisted up. He got hard from kissing him.

    “Tell me to stop,” Eddie pleads, breath hot against Buck’s mouth. “Buck.”

    “Can’t,” Buck exhales, fingers dipping just past Eddie’s waistband, holding him there. “Please, Eddie. Want you.”

    OR: 25-year-old Probie Evan Buckley isn’t expecting to meet and fawn over seasoned firefighter Eddie Diaz at the Firefighter games. He also isn’t expecting to end up in bed with him.

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    23 May 2026

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    “Sit on me.” 

    It’s an insane thing to offer. Logically, Eddie knows this. Nobody in their right mind would do what he’s about to do, but Eddie’s starting to think maybe he isn’t in his right mind. 

    “Sit on you?” 

    “On my thighs,” Eddie explains. “That way you, uh. You know. You can touch.” 

    “Your ass?” 

    Eddie nods. 

    A small, wheezy laugh slips past Buck’s lips. “You want me to sit on you and j-jerk off to porn?” 

    “And touch,” Eddie adds.

    Or: Buck wants to hit the town and get laid. Eddie is vehemently against this idea. 

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    03 May 2026

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    ret·​ro·​grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād

    1. being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
    2. affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
    3. to go back

    After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    "Can I try something?"

    "Yeah, sure, g-go ahead, man." Buck cringes, and even that is adorable.

    "Close your eyes."

    "E-Eddie," Buck croaks helplessly.

    "I'm not gonna bite, Buckley. Trust me?"

    Buck closes his eyes. Squeezes them shut, really.

    Eddie tugs his face into the curve of Buck's shoulder before he can lose the nerve, Buck's pulse fluttering wildly against the tip of Eddie's nose.

    Buck is struggling after the events in New Mexico. Eddie decides to move in with him about it.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “I’m not having someone over,” he cuts in with a scoff.

    A scoff.

    Like the mere idea is preposterous.

    “Then why do you want me to leave?”

    “Because you’re gay!” Buck exclaims, accompanying his high-pitched statement with a hand gesture.

    Eddie blinks.

    Buck blinks back.

    “I’m gay therefore I can’t… stay in?” Eddie asks, eyebrows raised in utter confusion.

     

    or, Eddie comes out, Buck's a good friend about it.

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