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the moon never beams & stars never rise by xxan
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
04 Sep 2023
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"Tasha swears this school is haunted, and I bet her 20 bucks it wasn't," Bucky whispered.
"The ghost just shows up around Halloween," Steve replied.
"Ooooooh, spoooooky."
Steve is used to the ghost that shows up every year around Halloween to haunt his school. What is different is the new kid, Tony Stark, and the angry ghost that keeps trying to kill him. It doesn't help that Steve is the only person who can help him. Also, Tony is really cute.
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Tony Stark’s childhood wasn’t easy, but it was his.
Or, a small snippet into Tony’s childhood as a child with no past reincarnations.
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- Part 2 of And Tread Once More
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keep talkin' happy talk by xxan
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
02 Jun 2017
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Tony had the most beautiful eyes, Steve decided. They seemed to change depth depending on Tony’s mood, and right now they were glittering in the low light. They tried to tamp down on the affection, but right now, with their thighs pressing together as they worked, Steve couldn’t imagine a place he’d rather be.
The year is 1943. Captain Steve Rogers of the US Army is just trying to survive a war while pursuing a relationship with another man. He's going to have to admit to himself that he is in love or die with regrets.
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“Right,” said Jim. If he sounded distracted, it was only because his eyes were fixed on the way Spock’s blush highlighted his cheekbones, how it trailed over his ears and down his neck, how it must travel beneath his uniform and…
Jim felt himself flushing, too. He spat out an excuse - he had no idea what it was, completely incapable of processing it - and fled, because it was becoming dangerously, horrifically clear.
James Kirk had a crush on his professor.
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He's been dumped by his girlfriend, his roommate keeps bugging him, and he needs credits to finish out the summer semester.
The lecture series on Vulcan poetry he signed up for on a whim might turn out to be Jim's saving grace.
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Bookmarked by xxan
02 May 2026
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Tony travels back in time to pre-serum Steve, where they spend time together and Steve becomes attached--until Tony disappears. Fast forward and Steve is reunited with Tony--who doesn't remember him at all.
Written for the kinkmeme.
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- Part 1 of Window of Opportunity
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28 Apr 2026
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And Has Time Enough by wanttobeatree
Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Sep 2012
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Tony asks if they have met. It's a matter of perspective. (A Time Traveller's Wife AU.)
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Bookmarked by xxan
30 Mar 2026
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That’s when his eyes fall to his bare wrist — bare not only because his cuff ripped during his enhancement, but… bare.
“It’s gone,” he says, and his voice catches.
Erskine looks at him, worried. “What is gone?”
“My mark. It was right here.”
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or: The serum strips Steve of his soulmark, because Captain America is loyal only to his country. He falls in love with Tony Stark anyway. 🐦🔥
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The Possibilities of Life by MusicalKestrel
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
07 Jun 2020
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It’s no secret that Tony doesn’t understand Steve, despite his best intentions. But then Loki causes some mischief, and Tony gets sent back in time. There, he discovers a whole lot of perspective he didn’t know he needed — or even wanted.
Written for the POTS server Smol Steve Appreciation Bingo N2: Time Travel
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- Part 1 of The Instant When Love Begins
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11 Nov 2025