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There is the lingering press of a kiss on Molly’s forehead when he opens his eyes. Eight pairs of eyes looking at him, and he feels empty empty empty.
Then there’s love, joy, magician, tinkerer, sea, rumor. Two others who are not yet named but are looking at him with something akin to wonder. The others accept them, and when he’s pulled into a hug he allows the gentle press of the pink one’s hand upon his shoulder, his deep “I am Caduceus Clay,” shivering through Molly, who nods in recognition.
“Empty,” he says, because it is what it is. The other one, the purple one, says nothing, but he and the magician stand close by and watch him, eyes soft.
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post cognouza, post molly rez. finding family and love, and allowing yourself to heal
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our hands do good things (we can make time for this) by widomauk
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
16 May 2021
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This...this is what he and Essek live for. The question, the answer. Reality itself stands before them, the thin thread of time tying the nine of them, including Sprinkle, together.
“Ready?” Essek murmurs. His hair is falling in his eyes.
Caleb vibrates with energy, magic sparking at his fingertips. “Take it away, Herr Thelyss.”
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an homage to essek's nat 20, and the hope i clung to that caleb would kiss essek out of excitement
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Caleb is crouched beside him, laying out the components for his tower. Ever since they met, Essek has been drawn to Caleb, and now that he is too tired to care much for his posture, Essek allows himself to indulge in watching his red hair fall loosely from the half-up-down style he’s been enjoying these past few days. Caleb’s eyes are bright in the dusky light, and Essek smiles softly.
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Thanatos is tired of waiting. What comes before the fade to black scene, and what comes after.
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“It has,” Viktor confirms. “Five years since I fell in love with you.” Yuuri’s cheek warms against his lips and nose.
“Please,” Yuuri huffs. “You were enamored.”
“You’re my soulmate,” Viktor says, bluntly. “I was in love with you.”
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stardew valley!!! on ice by widomauk
Fandom Stardew Valley (Video Game), Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
05 Jul 2020
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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07 Apr 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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31 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is Dating a Nice Man From Montreal! by trickysnail
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.
There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.
(Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)
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22 Mar 2026
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"Ilya Rozanov, The Art of Fiction No. 381" - The Paris Review No. 390, Summer 2060 by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov on the Art of Fiction: “I write because I need to write, I read because I need to read, I eat because I need to eat, and so on. I imagine it’s the same for everyone who feels compelled to put words on a page."
twenty or so years after "the texture of memory," ilya sits down for a chat with michaela kerrigan about life, writing, and love.
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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