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    For reasons he's not willing to go into, Shane Hollander does not play hockey (anymore.) He doesn't talk about it. In fact, most people don't even know he used to play. Perks of going to college in America. He will, however, speak at length about Frank Lloyd Wright (awesome), H Arouitects (also awesome), Corbusier (a bitch), and the pretentiousness of industrial aesthetics and how it is completely different from eco-minimalism.

    He also has a 4.0, knows four languages, double majors in Eastern Literature and Language (for fun, he says), and refuses to use any pen that is not a Pilot. Not pretentious, he argues. Just...particular. Ugh, whatever, okay?

    He's a completely normal college student scraping by in New York. And he's completely fine with that, thank you very much.

    Then he meets Ilya Rozanov—rich, Russian, and for reasons Shane can't comprehend, intent on inserting himself (violently) into Shane's life.

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    College student Shane x Bratva Ilya

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Full and constant Chi blocking was unhealthy and even considered dangerous long term. The NLH had a ton of rules which were all closely monitored. The top 3 being

    1. No direct attacks.
    2. No elemental contact with another player’s body.
    3. No environmental manipulation that alters puck path intentionally.

    Ilya and Shane break the rules.
    Avatar bending AU

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    28 May 2026

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    "“That was rude.” His murmur was uneasy, and he shifted when the alpha rolled his intense hazel eyes.

    “I’ll ask you again, omega.” The man flicked his cigarette butt on the ground and stomped on it, glaring at him once more like someone who was used to having his questions answered immediately. “Why are you upset?”"

    Or where Shane is a player forced to retire due to injury, and Ilya is a mobster obsessed with hockey.

    They try to baby trap each other because they conclude that Shane needs to get pregnant so they'll be stuck together.

    They are slow to realize that their obsession with each other stems from being fated mates.

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    27 May 2026