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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Betas don’t really have fangs, only sharp enough to eat food. Omegas have short but pointy ones, cute, Phil has those, has a habit of running his tongue over them. But these… Fangs as long and as sharp as the ones Dan saw in his own reflection, these were Alpha’s fangs. Fangs that are meant to bite and to claim.

     

    (Dan presents as Alpha a few weeks before he is to meet Phil for the first time. He probably should've told him about that. He didn't.)

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil stays quiet, his lips pressed together, until they’re all sat in their living room, Dan next to Phil on the sofa with far more space between them than they usually have, looking around helplessly.

    “Just what exactly do you remember?” he asks Dan.

    “Uh,” makes Dan. “I know my name is Dan. They told me.”

    Dan has a ski accident and loses his memory. Phil can't do anything but offer him a home - Dan finds that said home is quite obscure.

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    “No good then?” Phil asked, feigning indifference.

    “Ugh,” Dan sighed. It was moments like this that he wished Phil truly could read his mind so he didn’t have to explain it again.

    “Can’t have been that bad. You’re not covered in food,” Phil offered. Dan smiled. It was something.

    “He thought we were a couple. Didn’t wanna get ‘mixed up in something’” he quoted.

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    or an AU where everything is the same except dnp really aren't dating and dan has a hard time trying to explain that to his blind date who seems to be convinced he's either lying to him or himself

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Dan and Phil are just best friends.

    They start looking for a house together, and Dan realises he has never once imagined living anywhere Phil wasn’t.

    (Or: ten years of pining finally reaches its breaking point.)

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    28 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    They met her after tour. Martyn’s friend’s dog had puppies and Phil fell in love at first sight. Dan did too, but he’ll deny it if you ask.

    Dan tries to keep his distance, because she’s Phil’s dog not his, but she isn’t having any of it.

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    08 May 2026

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    He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.

    “Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”

    Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.

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    08 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    "I'm not pretending that I know what you need," Phil nuanced, "but I guess I can say that I know you pretty well—"

    Dan's laugh at the euphemism made him pause, a grin tugging at his own lips.

    "What I mean is, I imagine it as pressure, you know?" He didn't know himself. He had two degrees but pressure was part of none of them. It didn't matter. "The more you keep the valve closed, the more chances you have to explode—or, I guess, in your case, to get drunk on an entire bottle of wine and cry alone on our balcony."

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    What happens when you realise you need to come out but your feelings for your best friend and roommate of ten years get in the way.
    Or, the process between writing "Basically I'm Gay" and releasing the video (plus some more).

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    07 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 44

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    Dan and Phil broke up in 2017. Today, Phil is a (slutty) gay media personality with a string of unsuccessful relationships and Dan is a (closeted) standup comedian with virtually no friends. The two of them have history — a lot of it. Stalkers, birthdays, suicide attempts and radio shows. Laughter, tears, codepency, growth. Much time has passed since they decided to put an end to all that.

    When Dan’s manager persuades him to go on Phil’s podcast in order to promote his new tour, the both of them reconnect, just as Dan is contemplating a public coming out. Meanwhile, having once again broken up with someone who wasn’t quite the one, Phil is starting to believe he might just not be made for relationships.

    Phil loved him a lot. A lot, a lot. You look nice today. You’re so funny. Let me touch you. Kiss me, fuck me, I love you. These are things he used to hear every day. They would call each other names until one of them ran out of steam and had to say I love you. Fuck. That prickling feeling behind his eyes again.

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    07 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    The AU where Phil stopped posting Youtube videos in the summer of 2009, before he ever knew who Dan was. Phil's life heads into a different direction that leads to the stable life he has at 35 years old. Phil is stuck in an unfulfilling relationship with a busy lawyer. Everything changes when Phil unknowingly inserts himself into a rookie lawyer, Dan Howell's, life. The wheels of fate that stopped moving in the summer of 2009 are in motion again and Phil sees what his life should have been like for all of these years.

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    01 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 66

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    "I would practice with a guy," he tells the screen. Phil's jaw moves, but he doesn't take his eyes off the television. 

    "Really?" 

    "Sure. It's just kissing." He doesn't recognize his own voice.

    Phil takes a deep breath. Swallows. 

    "Would you practice with me?"

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    01 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    During a night out, a waiter keeps flirting with Phil. Dan is not coping.

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    24 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dan has made a lot of stupid mistakes in his life, but this one might really take the cake.

    He’s sitting on the cold floor of his new apartment, surrounded by boxes, and all he can think about is how he wants to go home to Phil.

    or: Dan and Phil decide to move out of their old apartment and get different places because Phil is a bad influence and Dan wants to be more productive, but it all backfires on him.

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    23 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    They're at a gathering and they both get a little more than tipsy,, fluff ensues

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    22 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 22

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    After a painful breakup, Dan struggles to live his truth while Phil gives him space to grow. Through coming out videos, a bestselling book, and years apart, they each confront their past and feelings. When fate reunites them years later, they find their way back to love and healing.

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    21 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 89

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    18 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    Before Dan leaves for his solo tour, Phil has a bit of a crisis about the fact that their relationship is the only one Dan has ever been in. He starts to worry that Dan feels confined by their relationship the same way he feels confined by their brand, and he makes Dan an offer that's not simple to navigate.

    And Dan? Well, Dan is mostly just confused.

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    basically they consider opening their relationship before WAD but are reminded of what's been made evident since the hard launch: these freaks are literally only compatible with or interested in each other.

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    17 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 8

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    Meeting up had been strange.

    In between endless text messages and Skype calls, Dan had almost convinced himself that the man on the other side of his screen wasn’t a real person. A wonderful fantasy living in his shitty laptop screen.

    And he said so many things he would’ve never dared to say out loud in those late hours of the night. And he fell asleep behind the counter at the job he hated because he’d stayed up talking with Phil into the early morning hours.

    And then suddenly he’d booked himself train tickets to Manchester.

    --or--

    A look at a few key moments in their lives and how, despite it all, things will turn out alright.

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    15 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    Dan in his BBC LGBT interview: "I had friends who honestly would be like, 'so, are you going to get a girlfriend at some point?' and I was like, 'so you have no idea, even though we've been friends for five years.'"

    Dan and Phil have this friend that comes over for monthly board game night.

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    06 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dan’s plane lands at one-thirty-two AM (he’s been tracking the flight since it took off, and his stomach’s been flipping with jitters since Dan’s phone switched to aeroplane mode and his texts stopped going through).

    Two and a half months, since Dan's been home, and Phil has been going crazy.

     

    (also known as the dan comes home fic)

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    31 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 29

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    Dan is living his wildest dreams and highest highs on his world tour. Phil couldn't be more proud of his accomplishments. During the US leg of WAD Phil's health takes an unexpected turn, launching him into a downward spiral that's hard to get out of. The catch is: he doesn't want to give Dan stressful information when he is touring. Dan feels like the distance is pulling them apart.

    Or: Dan and Phil navigating time apart, partnership and chronic illness during a stressful time in their lives.

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    26 Mar 2026

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