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“Oh hi!”
Haewon’s grip on the strap of the backpack tightened, head ran miles on all the questions that would be left unanswered because she was too dumbfounded to even speak.
This was her home, and this woman didn’t even seem familiar enough for her to know Haewon’s passcode. She couldn’t remember whether they had crossed paths before.
And certainly the blonde wasn’t one of her distant cousins or something because she looked way too…foreginer-like?
Why is there another person here with boxes that seemed like she had just moved here? At midnight, no less?
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No matter what happens, Lily will always be Haewon's weakness
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15 May 2026
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now i’m covered in the colors (pulled apart at the seams) by doriangraysbitch
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
12 May 2026
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“Congratulations on debuting, Lily-ssi.”
Lily stares at her, jaw dropped open, until she realizes Haewon is desperately trying not to laugh at her. “Wha—!” She says, and watches Haewon burst into laughter. “That’s so mean!”
“Sorry,” Haewon says, though she doesn’t look sorry at all. “I guess you’re just stuck with me.”
“Ugh, I guess,” Lily says, pretending to roll her eyes, and Haewon laughs at her again, the low, deep, sincere laugh Lily has sometimes overheard when she’s joking with Yuna and the other trainees. Lily’s stomach performs several consecutive flips and cartwheels at the sound. The blue that drifts across then is lovely, a texture that pleasantly tickles Lily’s brain. She knows no one else’s laugh that does that to her— but then again, she knows no one else quite like Oh Haewon.
or: lily has chromesthesia, and can see colors in music and people's voices. oh haewon is the deep blue of the ocean.
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13 May 2026
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Lily slumps her shoulders in defeat. "So were we just shipping them for the past few years?"
"Don't put it that way." Haewon grimaces. "We misunderstood. I guess some friends are that close."
Lily thinks Yoona and Jinsol are dating.
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26 Mar 2026
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“It’s like a high school thing in Western culture! Actually, it’s more of a thing that middle and elementary schoolers do, but it still means the same thing! Like you carve your initials with a heart into the tree together, because you want to last forever with them.”
Haewon furrows her brow. That actually does sound cute, but she can’t fathom that Lily’s silly post-it would have that much meaning laden into it when it looks so simple and insignificant.
“Okay,” Haewon says.
“Haewon-ah!” Lily says. She actually stomps her foot. Haewon melts. She loves it when Lily calls her that.
“Yes,” she says, softer.
The corner of Lily’s lips twitch like she’s sensed it, but she doesn’t back down.
or: lily’s attempt at birthday flirting fails miserably. she absolutely can’t stand for this.
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01 Mar 2026
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what’s on your mind? (let’s make it clear tonight) by parthepillon
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
27 Sep 2025
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Haewon looks different when she’s drunk.
Lily stops running.
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21 Jan 2026
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Haewon wants what she shouldn’t have, and she is afraid. Lily knows it all, and is kind enough to do so quietly.
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- Part 1 of oh theywon
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29 Dec 2025
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“So, like,” Lily finally thinks to ask, “where exactly are we going?”
“I don’t know,” says Haewon. “I just wanted to go.”
“Go where?”
“Away.”
It takes five years, but Haewon returns to Lily.
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22 Dec 2025
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“Do you, like, just wear wedding dresses for fun?”
Haewon’s expression remains completely neutral. Her eyes don’t even flicker from the road.
“Yes,” she says flatly. “This is exactly what this is. It’s my hobby.”
Lily stares at her, waiting for her to break.
Haewon does not break.
Or, Lily ends up in the passenger seat of a runaway bride’s SUV.
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22 Dec 2025
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Fanservice and Other Lies Haewon Tells Herself by Mnetruinedmylife
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band), K-pop
23 Dec 2025
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Haewon has an explanation for everything.
Every look Lily gives her? Fanservice.
Every touch? Coincidence.
Every soft, vulnerable moment? Friendship.
The playlist full of yearning love songs might be what breaks her though.- Language:
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22 Dec 2025