underthedancingwillow



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    “Sure, but since you’re back so soon,” Ronan said carefully, like he was approaching a startled animal, “You have time to fuck me again before you leave.”
    “Before you leave,” Adam corrected, pointedly, annoyed that he was still wearing his sweaty running clothes. He should be done with his shower by now, but the imposition of Ronan’s half-naked presence in his apartment had once again thrown off his entire routine. “You were supposed to be gone already.”

    or: most of the time, ronan takes his crucifix off when they have sex. sometimes, he doesn't. sometimes, adam thinks he might be ready for a relationship. most of the time, he doesn’t.

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    “You want so badly to be good,” Adam murmured. “But are you?”

    He pressed the cross to the hollow of Declan’s throat, where his pulse was hammering. Declan could feel the cold metal bite against his skin. He tried to speak, but words got stuck, so he only shook his head.

    “I don’t think you’re good, Declan,” Adam kept talking. “I don’t buy your Catholic schoolboy act.”

    or Declan gets on his knees for Adam.

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    Two weeks before he’d packed his life into a suitcase and gotten on the first bus to Nowheresville, Adam had stopped returning his therapist’s phone calls. We should work on your emotional avoidance, his therapist had said, and then Adam had started avoiding him, which was poetry in motion, in Adam’s opinion. It was the funniest possible thing he could have done in response to that topic being broached. Adam didn’t suffer with all the grandiosity and aplomb of a saint actively being martyred in a public square; even though he sometimes wished that privilege might be afforded to him. Just once, Adam would like to make a big deal about something. He would like to do whatever the Adam Parrish equivalent was to slitting his wrists or blowing part of his inheritance on a fishing boat just to piss someone else off.

    or: adam thinks he should be happy by now. ronan owns a fishing boat. they meet.

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    After, cheeks rosy-flushed and skin spangled with sweat, he’ll wonder why he did this again. He shouldn’t have come here. Not tonight, not last week. Not ever. But right now—Adam’s touch fireworking through him—he can’t bring himself to care. When he gets like this, he can’t think of anything else, head jammed with the memory of Adam inside him; the stretch, the fullness, the wreckage of it all.

    A chance meeting in Boston, years after they broke up. Ronan knew it was a bad idea to fuck Adam. He did it anyway. He’s going to keep doing it anyway.

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    "I like it," Adam said. He threaded his hand through Ronan's hair. Once he had a good grip, he tugged.

    Ronan lurched in Adam's lap, eyes closing as his head tipped back. "Fuck."

    He watched Ronan's face pinken, nearly as pink as his mouth. Adam could only think of Ronan's clothes coming off, the rest of his body turning that same shade. A grin spread across his face.

    "I really like it," he said.

    or: After stopping the apocalypse, Ronan and Adam spend the night in Boston. Adam discovers that Ronan's hair grew while he slept. They make up for lost time.

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