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    “Do you think I’m a bad person?”

    Satoru sighs. He combs fingers through silky black strands, where he’s already pulled it free from all knots. He takes awhile to answer, and then, he says:

    “Wanna know a secret? It’s kind of horrible.”

    Suguru seems confused, a little out of it. He whispers back “Sure.”

    Satoru looks at him meaningfully, and says,

    “I don’t care.”

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    Or: It took some time, for Satoru to get over himself enough to see his best friend spiralling. Shoko cracks open the windows to Suguru's stuffy room and makes them lunch and thinks maybe late is better than never.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    He watches, almost in slow motion, as the stupid, most haunting pair of amber eyes look behind Shoko, focusing on him.

    The worst part is how Satoru tracks every minuscule crinkle of his eye. How he watches recognition fill his gaze, watches the muscles in his brows relax as his gaze softens. Watches for signs, tells, that he’d recognize, and horribly, finds them.

    Watches, maybe in horror, a soft smile come across the features that he still sometimes sees when he’s been staring at the backs of his eyelids for too long.

    “This is my friend from uni,-“ Shoko, oblivious, starts, and Suguru interrupts her.

    “Satoru.”

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    “…I don’t think I should let you back into my life.” Satoru mumbles, a little sleepier, after some time.

    “…I understand.” Suguru whispers, not letting go, as if he’s savoring every second Satoru is going to let him have like this.

    “I think I will anyway.” Satoru whispers back.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    It festers in him and drives him mad slowly. The memory of Satoru begging, the feel of his waist in Suguru’s arms, his body in his lap, his lips on him.

    If Suguru used to think about his best friend a lot, now it’s blown past any semblance of rationality.

    You taste good, Satoru had slurred into his neck. Suguru dreams about it probably every night. Probably, every night he dreams of the way Satoru sounds when his voice breaks on a moan, when his lips let past a plea.

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    Satoru seems fine to keep on living as they always have, even after they'd damn-near almost hooked up, coming back home from a party. Suguru has wanted him for so long, that one taste sends him spiraling.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Sometimes her hands shake with it. With the urge to reach out and grab, grab a slim waist as she bends over for something, grab strong hips and press them against the nearest flat fucking surface, grab her neck, fuck, Suguru feels like an animal.

    She really does. Anybody that knows her would probably say she’s, if not the most stable, most rational, responsible person they know. Suguru’s in control of herself. She’s precise, she’s calm, she doesn’t indulge-  and yet she wants her fingers digging into pale thighs and Satoru’s cunt in her face so fucking badly she feels like she’s been possessed by some sort of wild god-damn animal.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Then he realizes that this person just referred to Satoru as his boyfriend. Worse than that, Suguru’s idiot brain is just going with it.

    It’s embarrassing. It’s infuriating. It’s untrue.

    Suguru wants to defend himself with a humiliating amount of vehemence. Sure, Satoru likes him, and he likes Satoru, but it isn’t like that. And what would this guy know about it, anyway? Why is Suguru’s love life getting dragged into this?

    Not that he has a love life. Not that it would include Satoru, if he did.

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    09 May 2026