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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.Bookmarked by themeadowlibrary
05 Jun 2026
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And that should be it - if there’s no girlfriend, then there’s no need to even think about getting married again. Or there shouldn’t be a need. Somehow there still is. Somehow Eddie finds himself standing in his kitchen, hands gripping the countertop behind his back looking across the room into eyes he could pick from a line up not even trying to stop the words coming from his mouth.
“Let’s get married”
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Eddie marries Buck to help him adopt Theo and dates a woman over it
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03 Jun 2026
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It’s not sudden or shocking. Just there. Something inevitable Eddie kept trying to rename into safer shapes. Best friend. Partner. Family. Anything except the truth sitting underneath all of it. His chest caves inward sharply.
Pepa’s expression changes immediately. “Hey,” she says. Eddie presses the heel of his hand against his mouth hard enough to hurt. His eyes are burning violently. Not now. Not here. Not after spending thirty-three years keeping this contained.
“I tried so hard,” Eddie whispers. Pepa goes still. The words slip out before he can stop them. “I tried so hard to be right.” his voice breaks on the last word.
And it finally destroys him. The exhaustion from spending his entire life trying to earn the right to exist comfortably inside himself. Tears spill before he can stop them. Eddie laughs once immediately afterward, humiliated on instinct.
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Eddie Begins Again
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03 Jun 2026
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“Hey, Diaz? Take it from someone who’s been there — it’s not as scary as you think it’ll be.”
Eddie frowns. He glances at Buck, as if Buck has any idea what Tommy is talking about. “What’s not?”
“I like to think I’m uniquely positioned to say it’s worth it.”
Or, Buck is not in love with his best friend, and Eddie is super straight. For sure. Definitely.
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03 Jun 2026
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and if it feels right, promise i'll stay here all night by certifiedbun for theeternalghost (iaintafraidofnoghostbear)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
25 Dec 2025
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They say finding your soulmate is one of the best days of your life. Doesn’t matter if you’re an Alpha, Omega, or Beta; the day you find your soulmate should be the most important day, second only to marrying said soulmate. Of course, that is if you’re normal. For normal people, you’ll date around here and there until your path connects to that of your soulmates. You’ll touch each other for the first time, and your soulmate’s handprint will be marked on your skin for all to see, and you’ll do everything you’re supposed to if you’re normal. Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson rarely fit into the boundaries of normal.
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02 Jun 2026
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still feel the pull of you by napricot
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
29 Feb 2020
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"The frantic pulse of fear doesn’t ease until Sam catches sight of Barnes for the first time since the end of the battle: he’s dirty and disheveled, and still, somehow, impossibly, the best thing Sam’s ever seen. The gallop of Sam’s heart slows, and the tightness in his lungs eases so suddenly that it’s like he’s gone buoyant, ready to float away without the help of any wings. Barnes turns as if he can sense Sam looking at him, and when he meets Sam’s eyes, he smiles, and it’s the brightest damn thing on this battlefield, a shock of sweetness in the midst of so much dark bitterness and confusion. Sam smiles back, giddy with joy and relief.
He thinks, thank God Bucky’s okay.
Then he thinks, wait, what the fuck?"
After realizing there are some unexpected side effects for those who've been brought back to life after the Snap, Sam and Bucky slowly but surely learn that if they want to be loved, they must submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known [via soul bond].
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28 May 2026
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Where the Sun Sails and the Moon Walks by Saddaughter16, velociraptorerin
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
19 Sep 2021
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One year post TFaWS, Sam and Bucky are finally hitting their stride as a team when Sam is pulled away on a solo mission.
The official mission: Find the Time Stone in 1930’s New York and return it to the sanctum.
The unofficial mission: Find the Time Stone in 1930’s New York, run into the younger version of your crush, fall helplessly more infatuated with your crush, try to keep your crush from finding out you’re from the future, and return the Time Stone to the sanctum.
Or, it takes Sam going to the past to get what he wants in the future.
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28 May 2026
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The Past Is on Your Doorstep and It’s Got a Gun by LifeOfMystery for svgurl410
Fandoms: Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Dec 2025
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“I think I know who the sniper is,” Bucky says.
Sam looks up at the small room on the top of the crane that they’re sure the sniper is in. He can’t see anything through the tinted window, only the flash of the gun when they let off a shot. There’s no way to see who it is. But if there’s time travel in play…
“You’re not serious,” is all Sam can say.Sam and Bucky get an unfortunate visit from the Winter Soldier.
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28 May 2026
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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
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26 May 2026
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we could jump the state lines (we only get the one life) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
22 Dec 2016
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It starts in Paris.
“You can’t steal things just because you like them,” Sam tells Bucky, feeling innately that this is a losing battle, and Bucky cocks his head to the side, considers Sam very thoughtfully.
“Really,” he says. “I’m stealing you, aren’t I?”
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26 May 2026
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all I ever meant to do was to keep you by napricot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Nov 2021
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Sam really thought that being in a successful romantic relationship with Bucky would cut down on the level of avian meddling in his love life. Unfortunately, it has not.
“I don’t know why you stay in this dump of a nest, I really don’t,” says the distinctly disapproving looking pigeon on Sam’s fire escape. Its two friends are also staring at him with their judgmental, and somehow also disappointed, beady little eyes.
Sam and Bucky investigate a birdnapping. Meanwhile, the birds of New York continue to have some strong opinions about Sam’s love life.
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- Part 2 of I'll explain everything to the geese
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25 May 2026
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I'll explain everything to the geese by napricot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Oct 2020
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Bucky is so competent that it hurts my feelings is not a rational complaint to have about a person, and yet, after a year of being Captain America and partnering up with Bucky for the new and improved, post-Blip Avengers, that’s kinda how Sam’s feeling.
It’s not great. It maybe leads to Sam making some rash, ill-advised decisions like claiming he has a previously undisclosed superpower, and then getting caught in a web of lies when he ends up actually developing that surprisingly inconvenient superpower. Talking to birds had seemed like a harmless superpower, but it turns out that birds have a lot of opinions, and they don’t hesitate to tell Sam about them, especially when it comes to his supposedly subpar courting skills. Which is ridiculous, because Sam isn’t courting Bucky. Right?
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- Part 1 of I'll explain everything to the geese
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25 May 2026
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Drive Untill It Hurts Less by Aknaib09
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Dec 2025
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“I don’t do that anymore,” Bucky said quietly.
“The barely alive Hydra agents we keep finding might disagree,” Sam replied, and Bucky gave him a sad look.
“That’s different... What I’m doing is justice. I’m doing exactly to them what they did to me. One to one. I’m not a psychopath, Wilson. It doesn’t bring me pleasure. This isn’t a game. It’s balance.”Sam stared at him sadly, unsure what to say.
“But don’t worry... I’ve got one last person left. After that, nothing will matter.”☆☆☆
Six months after the events of the Winter Soldier, Sam is still searching for Bucky. Bucky is hunting for revenge. They make a deal — simple: find Brock Rumlow, then Bucky agrees to one meeting with Steve.
Simple… at least in theory.Bookmarked by themeadowlibrary
25 May 2026
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The First Gentleman by glittercake
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies)
05 Feb 2023
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Sam knew what he was signing up for when he married a senator running for Office. He knew what Riley’s job demanded. He knew the hours, the stress, the milling, and the perpetual buzz. Living his life constantly surrounded by everything, by an entire nation.
But he had always dreamed of a quiet life. A place in the country with the man he loves, acres of greenery and trees, and flowers around them. A long winding road they could drive down on a warm Sunday afternoon. A big old farmhouse with a wraparound porch and a French kitchen. Some horses and a stable, and a little creek covered with a blanket of mist in the mornings.
He gets what he wants in the most horrible of ways.
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22 May 2026
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These Violent Delights by sc0rpiflow3r
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
24 Oct 2025
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The Winter Soldier is Sam’s mission. Sam chases him, day and night, through different countries, and the hunt turns electric, chaotic. Every move draws them closer, but Barnes slips through his fingers like a ghost.
Or that’s what Sam thinks.
The truth is that Bucky is chasing him, because Sam Wilson isn’t the Winter Soldier’s mission, he’s Bucky Barnes’ obsession.
In this cat and mouse game, the Winter Soldier catches a very pretty bird.
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22 May 2026
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“What’s wrong?”
“It’s just . . .” God he hates the thought of saying this, but he needs some time. “Cas, I know we’ve . . . gotten used to a certain level of comfort at home, and I—I love that. Being able to kiss you, and cuddle with you, and emotionally scar Sam with PDAs, it’s important to me. But my mom and dad and Bobby—”
“They don’t know you’re bisexual. I understand, Dean.”
“Just—just for a little while,” he says quietly. “If we could keep it behind closed doors, or when they’re not around. Just until I figure out how to tell them. I just need time.”
“Dean.” Cas’s voice is soothing through the phone. “You don’t have to explain yourself to me."
Or: instead of just bringing Mary back, Amara brings back a bunch of Dean's family (Charlie and Bobby are his family I will take no arguments on this fact), and chaos and angst ensues
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20 May 2026
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Of statues, and metal arms, and other man-made things.
(In which the trans flag in Sarah’s kitchen is for Sam.)
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19 May 2026
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do you have to know me inside out? by infinitelactose
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Jul 2025
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“When’s the last time someone else stitched you up?” Bucky asked. He was still speaking in that breathy, low tone, like he was afraid something might shatter if he raised his voice.
“I don’t know,” admitted Sam. “Years, probably.”
His answer seemed to physically wound Bucky. For a moment, Sam was worried he might cry. Instead, he just lifted his left hand; touched a single finger to the side of the wound. Sam shivered from the cold touch of the metal.
“Is there anything else I can do?” Bucky said, watching the way Sam’s ribcage rose and fell with each breath. The question, for some reason, made Sam want to slam his head against a wall. He’d heard it often, but in all the wrong places. Never when he needed it. And never like this.
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Sam and Bucky have this thing between them, and it keeps getting stronger, and something is bound to break. If only either of them could bring themselves to acknowledge it.
OR - yearning, the fic.Series
- Part 2 of sim writes sambucky :))
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19 May 2026
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(All I Need Is On) The Other Side of the Door by midwestmillie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Apr 2026
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“Unlock the door, Hollander.”
Even though Shane couldn’t hear the exact words, he knew what Ilya said. He shook his head.
“Unlock the door, or I will break the glass. Your choice.”
Shane’s eyes widened again and he briefly hung his head as if regretting all of his past life decisions, and Ilya heard the resounding click of the unlock mechanism.
He felt wild, his mind in violent turmoil as he threw open the door and his palm clutched the back of Shane’s head, his fingers finding purchase in the coarse hair. “Are you listening to me?” Shane ducked his head in acknowledgment. “I’m going to call off my driver. You will not move. I am going to sit there-“ he pointed at the empty passenger seat. “-in this boring car of yours and I am going to find out why the fuck you are alone and who the fuck made you cry.”
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Inspired by Shane’s confession in The Long Game (*mini-spoiler*) about his whereabouts after leaving a certain Montreal nightclub in January 2017, Ilya leaves the club shortly after Shane only to find him pulled over on the side of the road, devastated.
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15 May 2026
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Everyone at McGill knows three things: their hockey team is the best in the country, the Rozanov family could buy half of Montreal, and Shane Hollander is completely off limits.
So when new students start asking Shane out after winter break, Ilya Rozanov decides he needs to put a stop to it.
Or: the horrifying realization that Ilya Rozanov might be in love with his best friend.
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- Part 2 of college hollanov
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15 May 2026