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    “Did you like them? My parents?”

    Ilya squints at him. “I love them,” he says simply, like it should be obvious. “They’re your parents.”

    But, Shane thinks idly, there's a difference, isn't there, between loving them and liking them?

    (5 times Shane thinks Ilya doesn't like his parents and 1 time he finds out the truth)

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    23 May 2026

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    How did this make me sob and cry so much

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    It figures that even half-way across the world Ilya's dick manages to ruin Cliff's day. The real surprise is that it isn't the only dick involved in this mess.

    Featuring an ill-timed outing, a supportive but clueless team trying its best, panicking over Russia's LGBTQ laws, too many group chats, an unhinged 3am brainstorming session on how to get your captain a new citizenship (asking for a friend) and Roz' inability to answer his fucking phone.

    Or: Ilya disappears in Sochi. Half-way across the world his team does its best to help. Their best is more than anyone could have foreseen.

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    23 May 2026

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    The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.

    He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.


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    See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
    This is Ilya Rozanov

    Yuna

    This is a fucking joke, right?

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    16 May 2026

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    The command had sliced through him like a knife, and Shane had very nearly opened his mouth. It didn’t just paralyse his jaw, his entire body locked up, shock rippling through him.

    No matter how many comments were made, neither of them had ever been so evil as to order him so directly. Not since-

    But then Ilya Rozanov had tackled both of them to the ground, flinging his entire body weight at them, skates flying into the air.

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    AU where Shane just wants to play hockey but biology and shitty teammates make it nearly impossible. Ilya just wants to have some good competition on the ice. They make it work (eventually).

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    16 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    -rw

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    A tutorial for a workskin that allows you to make text messages that look similar to IOS messages.

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    12 May 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    12 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Absolutely divine. Boston Bear Shane Hollander my beloved

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    There was nothing standard about Shane and Ilya's relationship, so it really shouldn't have been so surprising that they had their first date over a decade after meeting each other.

    It also shouldn't be surprising that it took roughly five minutes before it turned into a competition.

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Left me rabid, teeth aching with how much I want to gnaw on this fic like a dog with a bone
    And the ending? God. GOD.

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    God tier.

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
    --
    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Reading and crying and reading and crying

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    It has been so so so long that a fic has reallly got to me and im so glad it was this one

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    The year is 2001. The Fellowship of the Ring is out in theaters, and Steve is being dragged along to the supposed most important day of Dustin's life.

    The thing is, Eddie Munson's coming, too, and Steve hasn't spoken to him in nearly six years. Not since misaligned feelings and an ill-timed love confession created a rupture Steve didn't know how to repair.

    “We just drifted apart, man. That’s all.”

    Dustin sighs dramatically. “Was it because you figured out you liked dudes and freaked out?”

    Steve winces. It’s a joke. He can tell by Dustin’s tone, knows he likes to poke fun about Steve’s sexuality after he identified as a self-proclaimed ladies' man for so long, but it’s never come up this way before. Steve could deflect, but something in him shifts and instead he says, “More like because I figured it out too late.”

    “Ooooooh,” Dustin breathes, and Steve can all but imagine the lightbulb flashing to life above his head. It makes Steve think of Dustin’s old hat with THINKING CAP on the front. “Oh my god, that makes so much more sense."

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    16 Dec 2024

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    Jungkook has always felt like there's something missing from his life, something he can't put a finger on. He's adrift. Unmoored.

    He just doesn’t know what’s wrong with him.

    And then he meets a man with almond-shaped eyes, whose gaze gleams golden, and the five artist partners he lives and works with. As Jungkook grows closer to them, he realizes that there's something they know that they're not telling him.

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    05 Dec 2024

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    jungkook comes across a comment on the internet talking about how much he’s changed since presenting – a once independent and strong young boy who now clings to his hyungs and becomes a puddle of useless omegan mush whenever he’s in their embrace.

    try as he might, jungkook can’t get the comment out of his head.

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    20 Nov 2024

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    Instead of studying to become a cultivator, Meng Yao takes the Keju–the imperial examination–at a young age, and finds himself working as a tax auditor. When he is sent to investigate the Jin Sect’s various financial crimes, he meets his father for the first time, and must wrestle with the contradictions between who he believed his father would be, and the monster he really is.

    Inspired by a Tumblr post!

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    25 Oct 2024

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    Lan Xichen pauses before he speaks. He often does. “A-Yao, will you…?”

    There are any number of things that Lan Xichen might be about to say. He might be about to say, “A-Yao, will you cook breakfast while I bathe in the river?” But then, there is a gravity to his tone, and a flush on his cheeks. So perhaps it will be, “A-Yao, will you do that thing with your tongue?” Or even more thrillingly, “A-Yao, will you teach me how to do that thing with your tongue?”

    Lan Xichen does not say any of these things. He says, “A-Yao, will you marry me? If we both survive the war, will you marry me?”

    .

    Lan Xichen proposes before the war. Somehow, through the property of transitivity, Wei Wuxian becomes Meng Yao’s problem to solve.

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    16 Oct 2024

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    Voldemort is dead. Life goes on. Harry is sick and tired of everyone treating him differently and letting him get away with everything.

    (FFdotnet 2010 story being uploaded here by request.)

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    30 Sep 2024

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    “Alright, listen. You want to romance Max? It’s easier said than done.” When Lucas’s face falls, Steve is quick to tack on, “But it is doable. There are steps. Six of them.” He spreads his hands theatrically, bending a little at the waist as if setting the scene.

    or: Lucas needs love advice, Dustin & Robin despair, and Steve's a regular Casanova.

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    25 Sep 2024

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    Eddie gives out touch so easily. Brushes Robin's hair from her face. Straightens Dustin's hat. Throws his arms around Nancy's shoulder before she laughs him off. He's tactile in a way that Steve could never be. In a way he hasn't been with Steve yet.

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    23 Sep 2024

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    A thick layer of fog drapes over Hawkins one evening and Eddie- a bitter, young herbalist finds a sickly man in the woods. For reasons that defy Eddie’s cold heart, Eddie just has to help him, and nurses the man back to health. He didn’t mean to harbor a celestial being in his cottage, nor did he mean to fall in love with him.

    Or: Eddie has an unhealthy beef with the moon. You’ll never guess who he falls in love with.

    Or: fairytale retelling? Never heard of her. Poetry retelling? That's the SHIT

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    19 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    it would be evil to not bookmark this. clocking lucy as Lucy by WW is going to be one of my highest achievements in life.
    also steve as the moon, waxing and waning, is so so beautiful. how did eddie with his obsessive hate NOT clock steve's pains as cyclic and his freckles as constellations buddy!!!! ur denial is so deep!!

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    “I was ten,” Steve starts, because that’s how it always starts. That’s how the story of his life is told.
    I was ten, begin a dozen unfinished, unsent college essays. I was ten, I was ten, I was ten.
    ***
    When Steve is ten, he's kidnapped by a serial killer alongside another boy, a stranger named Ed. When Steve is nineteen, he finds himself walking through the Upside Down with a man named Eddie. These events are more linked than he thinks.
    (Or: Steve and Eddie find each other in hell. Twice.)

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    07 Jul 2024

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