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There’s a little secret between these two. Of course, this secret has never been said aloud— Saints only knows when these two would ever share their feelings— but instead slowly revealed through small gestures and unnecessary meetings late at night.
Inej was bloody terrified of storms.
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Inej is scared and Kaz is there for her. In the only way he can be.
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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07 Jun 2026
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Got Me All Choked Up by pistolpidge for klancebrainrot
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
31 Oct 2024
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Renee adopts a disapproving glare, the closest to Neil’s own he’s seen on her face. Matt, despite how much he’s had to drink, is immediately contrite.
“Sorry, Neil. That was invasive.” says Matt, hands held up in surrender.
But Neil doesn’t get it.
“Why would he choke me?”
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Someone makes a joke about choking in bed. Neil can’t stop thinking about it.
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08 Aug 2025
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Andrew and Neil had a wonderful life. A favorite jobs, their own home that they had lived in for years, and two cats that Neil brought home from jogging. What else could they dream of? Maybe only a child or three.
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Andrew and Neil decided to adopt a child.Series
- Part 1 of Andreil's Family
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07 Aug 2025
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Neil’s eyes are glued to it, to him, to the smoke billowing around them. Neil watches as he takes another drag, the cherry brightening to a light orange before dimming as Andrew exhales.
Just like every other time he’s caught Andrew smoking in the past few weeks. Neil wonders what it would feel like if Andrew were to put it out on his skin.
Well, no. He doesn’t wonder. He knows it’ll hurt. Hurt like the burns he carries on his face, his arms, his hands. He knows that it’ll be blinding, a pain that drags him out of his head and straight into his aching body. The skin will redden, crack and blister, it’ll leak and scab.
Eventually, it will be nothing but another mark left behind on an already ruined canvas. Neil knows this. Neil knows everything about how painful the process is. He’s lived it after all, and yet, he’s still here wanting it.
Neil wants Andrew to take that (innocent) cherry and put it to his skin. He wants him to make it hurt. He wants Andrew to make him feel good, wants a reminder that he’s Andrew’s, wants to be soothed afterwards with firm hands and burning kisses. He wants and wants and wants.
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05 May 2025
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Andrew is watching him from the desk. He doesn't see it so much as he feels it, the loaded weight of Andrew's steady gaze as he watches Neil try to make sense of the lazy haze overtaking his limbs. The floor is hard beneath him, carpeted and rough against the bare skin of his legs where his shorts have ridden up. He wonders how it would feel on his knees, if he were to crawl over to where Andrew has his legs spread, leaning comfortably on Kevin's desk chair. He wonders if it would burn.
Alternatively: Neil gets high for the first time. Andrew becomes his personal chew toy.
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05 May 2025