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    Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
    But Shane is in a hospital.

    And Ilya is here.

    He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.

    “Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”

    Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.

    (canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)

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    27 May 2026

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    "Max just came out to their parents," Chris explains. "And it didn't go well."

    Eddie takes a moment to process that sentence. Max and Chris have been close friends for a few years now, 'they' is not the pronoun he's used to hearing accompany Max's name.

    "Right, okay." Eddie pushes himself up from the couch and moves to pick up his car keys. "Of course they can come over. Where are we picking them up?"

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    In which Christopher Diaz is a good friend, Eddie Diaz is a good dad, and Christopher's purple-haired nonbinary best friend Max clocks Eddie's gay ass and sends him on a journey of self discovery.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Buck takes one look out of the corner of his eye and he knows. He knows that glassy-eyed gaze he sees on Eddie's face, the one he's only seen once before on the night Eddie had found out that everyone he'd saved had died anyway. So Buck knows he's running out of time, and that if he doesn't do something soon he might lose Eddie forever.

    Eddie feels like shit, but he likes it that way. Because he is shit. He's a piece of shit and everyone should stop trying to pull him out of the hole he's digging for himself.

    And Sophia? Sophia's doing amazing. Her life couldn't be better, but then she gets a phone call that sends her on the next flight to California and into far too many conversations with the absolute asshole her brother has managed to get involved with. (Who the fuck even goes by Buck?)

     

    Title from Coma by Guns N' Roses.

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    03 May 2025

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    “Your safety is my priority right now. How long have you been thinking about this?” he repeats.

    Eddie wants to tell him that it only happened yesterday, but then he thinks about quarantine, and when Shannon died, and when she left for LA after he was discharged, and when he found out Chris was diagnosed with cerebral palsy, and when Shannon told him she was pregnant, and when he was ten and his dad yelled at him for crashing his new truck because his mom was in labor and nobody was around to take her to the hospital. He thinks about how he wanted to disappear every time, wished for something to kill him so that he didn’t have to face his fears, deal with reality. It hits him like his dad’s truck hit the tree.

    “Since I was in elementary school,” he admits breathlessly.

     

    Also known as, the eddieravi bestie fic that quickly turned into a character study

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    05 Apr 2025

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    Stiles and Peter get snowed in together. (Or: what happens when you accept phone calls from people you haven't spoken to in over five years.)

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    28 Aug 2016