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The place is like a museum. It's very beautiful and very cold, and you're not allowed to touch anything. Can you appreciate what it must have been like for Cameron to be in that joint as a baby?
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Autumn Leaves Revisited by dying4theknife
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
04 Nov 2025
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The horrifying similarity between their current position and scenarios Yoshiki had only allowed himself to imagine for a fleeting moment in the dead of night was not lost on him. Before the perverse thrill set in, he knew he needed to shove the other boy to the floor with forced disgust and tell him to never touch him like that again, but the breeze on the back of his neck reminded Yoshiki that they were alone, and maybe he could allow himself to do something unforgivable, just this once.
'Hikaru' reaches out to touch, and Yoshiki’s intimacy issues run deeper than he cares to think about.
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12 Jun 2026
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I'm Glowing and You're the Reason by dying4theknife
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
11 Jun 2026
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“Again,” he says.
“I love you, Hikaru.”
“Again.”
“I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you.”
After a long-awaited reunion, Yoshiki and ‘Hikaru’ return home.
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you are the life i needed all along by Charisma101
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
19 May 2026
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Just Yoshiki and Hikaru exploring each other in that unique way of theirs. Oh, and they're in Tokyo, happy.
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"Can you feel it like that?" Yoshiki asked. "My soul."
Hikaru hummed. "Somewhat. This body is a barrier though. On the other hand, if I do this-" Hikaru said, letting his index finger melt at the tip, as his true form came out, like a tendril.
Yoshiki held his breath, as the tendril snaked its way through the gap in his shirt between two buttons, and came in contact with his skin.
It felt like a lick, almost. Like a drop of cold drink spilled on his chest, except heavier.
It wasn't even that cold. But Yoshiki felt like it was sucking off his body heat.
But it was not unpleasant at all.
"Like this..." Hikaru went on, "I can feel it better. With my insides. And if I seep in through your body like this-"
Yoshiki felt the cold sensation sink deeper into his chest.
"Perfect...."
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30 May 2026
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His Hikaru/This Hikaru by wakeupjake
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
21 May 2026
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“But… you’re not Hikaru,” he said. Not-Hikaru opened his eyes, surprised to be seen as him and not as the vestige of Yoshiki’s best friend. “You’re you.”
Uncertainty joined Hikaru's features then, wedging into the space where their bodies had yet to converge. But when Yoshiki slid his hand to the nape of his neck, tangling in his hair, he melted into the touch. Hikaru blushed in uncharacteristic shyness, cheeks reddening to the point that any watermelon guts on his face would be lost to the eye.
Yoshiki could feel Hikaru’s breath quick and damp on his lips. “So maybe you’d like it like this instead,” he whispered as he closed the distance, melting into him too.
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Yoshiki teaches Hikaru how to kiss. Hikaru teaches Yoshiki how to touch him without imagining his Hikaru.
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30 May 2026