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What You Don't Know I Know by HanEspiritu
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
19 Jun 2026
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Nakamura has never once let himself believe Hirose could want him back — Hirose's just too bright, too easy, too good at being loved by everyone he meets. So Nakamura tells himself this is enough: borrowed time, secondhand sunlight, a friendship he'll lose the second something better comes along.
What Nakamura doesn't know is that Hirose has been quietly unraveling for a while now — not because Nakamura is too much, but because Nakamura keeps insisting he's nothing at all. And Hirose is done waiting for him to notice.
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- Part 1 of COLLEGE/ADULT GFIN
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19 Jun 2026
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You’ve grown here, laughed here, loved here. You’ve razed it to the ground. But it always comes back in the next cycle, another coded bit of data, just like you, just like every person here.
“Are we even real, Mydeimos?”
He seems furious, now. His hand reaches for yours, gripping it with force enough to bruise and slamming your palm into his chest. A heart beats there, but he’s dead, isn’t he? You are too, so why do your hearts still beat? “Do I feel real enough for you?” he asks. “After thirty-three million cycles, is there really anything to doubt?”
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In which you are Phainon, and he is Mydei, and the weight of deliverance is no longer on your shoulders.Bookmarked by spoopdeedoop
12 Jun 2026
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The place the body calls home by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
22 Sep 2025
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The radio blares to life when the car first starts, a too-cheerful song playing too loud, before Kurebayashi fumbles it off. After that she doesn't try to turn it back on, or start a conversation. All they have to accompany them is the motion of the car bumping along the road, the flash of streetlights throwing shadows across their faces - and Hikaru, who wants to shrivel up and die.
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29 May 2026
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The Algal Bloom by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
10 May 2026
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He crosses his arms around his chest, hunching over himself. "So, um. Is it... real different than bein' in a human body?"
It clicks at him again. There's an answering shiver in Yoshiki's ribs, a mix of fear and itchy curiosity. Against his better judgement he inches forward, lifting his hand into the space between them. The thing tracks his movements with a noiseless twitch.
"Do you feel other things the same, too? Like... if I touch you, can you feel it?"
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29 May 2026
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Yoshiki Ain't Gay by hey_its_leri
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
29 Nov 2025
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“Hey, Indou!” someone from midfield shouted, laughing between breaths. “Careful—Tsujinaka’s takin’ pictures of ya like he’s in love or somethin’!”
“Shut up,” Hikaru snapped, voice sharp. “Yoshiki ain’t gay.”
“Damn bro, calm down,” someone muttered. “Didn’t know you were his bodyguard.”
“Maybe he’s got you whipped,” another chimed. They erupted in laughter again.
Hikaru kicked the ball hard. Too hard. It smacked into the fence with a metallic clang that made a few heads jerk up.
“Knock that shit off,” Hikaru barked, shoving past a teammate. “I said he ain’t gay. Don’t fucking talk about him like that.”
One wrong reaction shatters everything between them, leaving Hikaru wrestling with a fear he can’t name and Yoshiki trying to pretend he doesn't exist. What follows is a slow, aching unravel: avoidance, regret, the steady realization that losing Yoshiki hurts more than anything Hikaru was trying to protect himself from.
A short, four-chapter "what if" story about bad timing, teenage feelings, and the clumsy way boys learn what it means to be truly honest with each other and themselves.
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08 May 2026
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Super eight. by HikaruMyLuv
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Apr 2026
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“Besides, that’s the best part.”
“What is?” Yoshiki asked.
“Filmin’ you. All the time.”
“Hikaru… I gave you this so you could catch things that are important fer you. Not to waste it on, well… me.”
“But—”
↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺ ⩇⩇:⩇⩇
If you could fit eight years of your life into a two-hour film, which parts would you choose to show? And why?
For Hikaru, that question gets a little more complicated as he tries to balance a new sense of self with the person who matters most to him. But as footage rolls, the lines start to blur.
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Or: a collection of moments that somehow becomes a love story.
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08 May 2026
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half alive by vavavavoom
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
15 Jun 2023
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The corpse, the boy who loved it, and the thing it became.
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Everything changes, nothing perishes. In other words, what if the dead aren’t really gone?
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21 Apr 2026
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heat creep by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
30 Jul 2025
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They're sitting in the back room of Hikaru's house in front of the TV, playing Smash Bros, when Hikaru turns to him and says, "You should try putting your hand in me again."
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18 Apr 2026
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"You've always been a fascinating character, and I've always been..." Castorice gestures vaguely, uncertain. "...Like this."
"Untouchable," Cipher offers, "in more ways than one."
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Castorice gets used to touch. Everyone helps. Cipher helps a lot.Bookmarked by spoopdeedoop
23 Mar 2026
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unveil my heart and song by starlit_miasmas
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Jan 2026
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Dan Heng doesn't sing.
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- Part 1 of drawing the thunder's hymns
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“Why do they throw flowers?”
“They’re well-wishes,” Phainon answers. “Crocuses are for new beginnings, cyclamen are for love, colchicum for fidelity. They’re blessing the marriage.”
Mydei’s hand shifts a little lower, warm fingers circling Phainon’s wrist. “Your traditions are terribly sentimental.”
“Romantic,” Phainon corrects. “Just call them romantic.”
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To save his people, Mydei strikes a deal. Aid in exchange for two things: the coreflame of Strife and his hand in marriage.Series
- Part 1 of to the end of this journey
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05 Dec 2025
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“Finish the story,” Phainon prompts, and it comes out kind of quiet, kind of weird.
“He fell in love with a warrior in Okhema,” Mydei tells him, sliding a hand under his pillow. “They were equals in just about everything, and that’s… significant to a Kremnoan. He died sacrificing himself to buy that warrior time to save the city.”
“That sounds like something a hero would do to me.”
“Maybe,” Mydei grumbles. “A real hero wouldn’t leave the one he loves to fight alone.”
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On a trip to see his sick sister, Phainon realizes a few things. Foremost of these: through it all, Mydei has never once left his side.- Language:
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06 Dec 2025
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Phainon’s life has always been ideal and ambitious — he crosses off every achievement like a to-do list. Move out of his small homeworld and study in a prestigious college in the Planet of Festivities? Check. Take up law school at the University of Veritas Prime to chase bigger dreams? Check.
But then, in a fit of madness coupled with an existential crisis, he leaves everything behind, travels across the galaxy, and moves to Okhema, a city in Amphoreus seemingly dipped in the past.
His half-remembered dreams lead him to a library cafe, where he meets a beautiful blonde man who looks like he holds all the answers.
Now, if only Phainon can stop pissing him off.
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01 Dec 2025
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hold me like water (hold me like a knife) by insfiration
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Sep 2024
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“You need a pet,” Feixiao says. “Something to keep you company.”
“A Diting,” Moze says, because of course he’s there. Probably perched like a bird atop the railing, or hanging like an overgrown bat from the rafters. “It would alert us if he needs help. He could fall down the stairs.”
“You make it sound like I'm incapacitated. I'm only blind,” Jiaoqiu says dryly.
or: they’re all so broken, but they taste just right together.
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20 Nov 2025
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they keep on asking me "who is he?" (he's the one that's living in my system, baby!) by GhostOfDiamonds
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 Jul 2024
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It's a throwaway comment by the Traveler that does him in. "We'll finish this up as quick as possible," she says, readying her sword, "so Gaming can get back to his boyfriend."
Little Mao's jaw drops so far it might hit the ground. "Boyfriend?!?" he shrieks with no small amount of glee. "Gege, you have a boyfriend?!? Who is it? Who is it?"
(or; five times someone finds out about Gaming's boyfriend, and one time everyone does.)
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01 Nov 2025
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the resonance of dysrhythmia by tinylethologica
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 May 2023
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March sighs. Sometimes, she forgot how out there Stelle’s brain worked. Not an iota of common sense in this one. March should have been prepared, seeing how enthusiastically Stelle had been while picking through the dumpsters in Belebog. She just didn’t think Stelle would bring the habit home with her. “Stelle…”
“I just wanted to check and make sure,” Stelle says, blinking rapidly like a child chastised one too many times. “Is that not okay?”
March doesn’t know what to say. “I-I guess not?”
or: what to do when your trailblazer keeps rifling through your trash can at night.
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15 Oct 2025
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“Lyney,” Aether says softly. “Why are you doing that?”
Lyney makes a questioning sound in the back of his throat, confused. “Doing what?”
“Smiling. Like you do for the crowd.”
As quickly as it had come, the smile drops from Lyney’s face, leaving his expression tired and muted, and it feels good to relax his demeanor, his muscles. To feel like he doesn’t have to be on all the time.
“Sometimes, I forget how to do anything else,” he says truthfully, and Aether sucks in a quiet breath.
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Sometimes, Lyney forgets how to be himself. Aether helps him remember.
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03 Oct 2025
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Lyney is adept at lying. It comes as easily to his lips as air does his lungs. Sometimes, it is the simplest lies that hurt the most to speak.
“I'm afraid I don't know the first thing about floral symbolism.”
For how could he allow Aether to know the lumidouce bell he had just pinned on his lapel was a silent plea:
‘Please don’t leave me.’
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01 Oct 2025
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“Till.”
Till stares a hole into the ground. “…what.”
“Nothing.”
Till scowls. Ivan smiles. “You’re so annoying,” Till says.
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20 Sep 2025
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feelin' like forever was a long time ago by malkolmrainydays
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
20 May 2026
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Ambiguity is the best way to live. But on a night like tonight, he was liable to give too much away, to allow these people to peer just a little bit too close into him.
On a night like tonight, he might've told them about the Temple, and a man with hair the bright white of the moon.
It isn't the kind of story he would ever consider telling to anyone. The memories of his life at the Temple have always been tied to the base of his soul, but tonight, they were on the tip of his tongue.
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sethos' journey to sumeru city brings forth memories he thought he'd forgotten as something in him draws closer to being whole again.
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- Part 1 of feeling like forever
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26 Aug 2025
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genuinely such such a gorgeous work so far i love the worldbuilding its soo wonderfully fleshed out. sethos the character that you are. im so excited to see where this goes!!