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    "That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."

    Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."

    "I do know that."

    "You don't."

    "Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."

    Or,
    Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    holy shit.

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    It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.

    “Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”

    The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.

    “Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”

    His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.

    or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ong buck thinking abt eddie whilst fucking tommy christ

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    Stede spreads his hands in front of him, and Louis and Alma both grin up at him. “Do you remember the stories I used to tell you about those fearsome pirates who lived out at sea? And, remember how I told you I went on adventures with Blackbeard? Well—”

    “Mom already told us you married Blackbeard,” Alma cuts him off, taking— Well, taking the wind right out of his sails, as it were.

    “Alma,” Mary hisses at her. “Don’t interrupt y—”

    “No, no, that’s fine, it’s— It’s fine, really,” Stede says. “I was— I was, admittedly, a little excited to tell you, but— That’s fine, honestly, we—”

    “No, no, do it anyway,” Mary encourages him.


    or: louis, alma, mary, and doug spend four days and three nights aboard the revenge, stede's families become one, and his entire heart combusts in the process.

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    18 May 2026

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    so so fucking cute omg stede and ed being dads 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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    Talking things through as a crew is easier said than done, and honest communication has never really been Stede’s strong suit. When it comes to Ed, he is willing to try.

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    16 May 2026

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    how season 2 should’ve gone 🩷

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ed, Ed, Ed, who asked Stede to take it slow, who kisses him so warmly, who spends his nights in Stede’s arms, snuggled up as close as he can get, limbs everywhere, clinging tight like one or both of them could disappear in their sleep.

    Ed, who is staring at Stede like he doesn’t want to go very slow at all, like he wants to devour him whole, like he might feel a fraction of what Stede feels towards him.

    Ed, who gets pushed forward a step by Roach behind him, nudging him in Stede’s direction until he actually starts walking to meet him.

    “Hey,” Ed says, and Stede struggles to believe it’s the way he looks that’s making Ed sound choked like that, that— that him wearing his dress, his makeup, his jewelry, his heels, his skin the way he is is making Ed want him like this. “You look… Shit.”

    “Good?” Stede asks. He can’t quite keep back the edge of anxiety leaking into his voice, making his hands still sweat.

    “Great,” Ed insists, breathlessly fast.

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    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my heart is so fucking full