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    'You feel nothing! It must not even compute for you! You never loved her!'

    He regrets the words the moment they come out of his mouth. But that other, older Spock said that he needed to get command of the ship, and to do so, must get his younger counterpart to acknowledge his emotions. Spock is not the first Vulcan Jim has had dealings with, and he can think of few things that would get T’pri as riled up as quickly as insinuating that she doesn’t love him.

    He gambles that Spock is the same about his mother, and it pays off.

     

    (Or, the one where Jim has a Vulcan daughter, and it leads to all sorts of emotions.)

    update: now with a chapter two from Spock’s perspective!

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    They meet Jim in phases, and through him find each other. Once the layers begin to peel back, though, the future bridge crew of the Enterprise finds more than they ever could have dreamed. When the fight to keep him starts in earnest, the cadets and officers of Starfleet begin to learn that not all wars can be won.

    Because long before he had friends, Jim had Family, and the Scaretta crime syndicate didn't survive to the 23rd century by letting go of its own.

    Jim Kirk will always be a frustration to Spock--even when that's not his name.

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    31 May 2026

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    Just returned from a difficult space mission and about to begin teaching at Starfleet Academy, Spock chooses a logical way to relieve stress: a sexual encounter with someone he'll never meet again. But when Spock discovers his partner of one night is Jim Kirk, a promising new cadet at Starfleet, he's torn between his rational decision to avoid intimate relationships and his increasing fascination with Jim. As Spock's normally orderly life starts to spin out of control, will his obsession with Jim prove his salvation or his undoing?

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    30 May 2026

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    Silence.

    Jim pulls back the comm to look at the little screen. They’re still connected.

    “Spock?” He asks. Nothing. Jim is about to snap the comm closed in frustration, when he hears a ragged inhale.

    “You’re on a roof?” Spock’s voice is deadly soft, flat and hard and…something else that Jim’s brain won’t process. Jim rolls his eyes. He grabs another drink and wrestles it open, taking three large swigs before he bothers responding.

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    After the events of ST:ID, Jim calls Spock from a rooftop. Spock misunderstands.

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    28 May 2026

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    The Vulcan’s eyes rose to meet Jim’s. “You are beautiful.”

    Jim’s heart skipped a beat and he felt his insides turn to goo. Jim blinked and licked his lips again. Those brown eyes darted down to his mouth before meeting his eyes once more. “What?”

    “You are beautiful,” the Vulcan repeated. “Quite aesthetically pleasing.”

    Jim couldn’t help but touch his chest. “Oh.” I’m beautiful? Aesthetically pleasing? “No…no one has said that to me before.” But they should have! I am beautiful! Who the hell is this guy anyway. Don’t really care. He can have me. Jim smiled at the Vulcan. “Thank you, I guess?”

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    28 May 2026